Lin Hao suddenly remembered Lotte's words and decided to try to care about Sister Ru, so he asked: "Sister Ru, even if you have such a good opportunity in China, why did you choose to study abroad, and finally became a yoga coach." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

Sister Ru showed a trace of sadness in her eyes and said, "You said you would drink with me, right?" Lin Hao nodded.

Then Sister Ru took out two bottles of wine, uncorked and handed one to Lin Hao, Lin Hao looked at Sister Ru at this time a little unbearable, regretting that she had evoked Sister Ru's sad past.

Sister Ru poured a big mouthful, and Lin Hao unceremoniously poured a big mouthful when she saw this.

Sister Ru looked at Lin Hao's refreshment and couldn't help but admire: "Yes, yes, I can't see that you kid is quite refreshing, I appreciate it." ”

Fortunately, this is red wine, if it is white wine, Lin Hao may already be half drunk, Lin Hao has rarely drunk except for beer since he was a child, and he only drinks a few glasses every time, so Lin Hao's alcohol is only two bottles of red wine.

Sister Ru took another big sip and then asked a little confused: "Hao, didn't you ask me 'why' I want to go abroad?" ”

Lin Hao nodded, Sister Ru took another sip and paused: "Actually, I'm just trying to see if I can be reborn like this, I try to go to a new environment and forget the past, meet life again with vigor, love life again, and love everyone around me." ”

"However, although I try to love every day, every time someone invites me to play together, I immediately agree, and when others ask me for help, I never refuse, and I package myself as enthusiastic, cheerful and helpful, of course, in exchange for the love of many people, and also make a lot of friends. But you know what? ”

Speaking of this, a trace of tears began to appear in the corners of Sister Ru's eyes, Lin Hao's heart was like a knife, regretting that he didn't know Sister Ru earlier, and regretting that he didn't stand behind Sister Ru when she needed care the most.

Sister Ru took another sip and found that there was no wine, Lin Hao immediately handed over the wine in her hand, Sister Ru didn't care that Lin Hao had drunk it, she directly picked it up and poured a big sip, at this time Sister Ru's face was already red, and it seemed that she was already drunk.

Sister Ru's tears couldn't help but leave more, although Sister Ru didn't sob, but it was this kind of silent tears that proved Sister Ru's distress even more. Lin Hao slowly stretched out his hand at this time and grabbed Sister Ru's left hand, at this time, it was not Lin Hao's heart, but Lin Hao wanted to tell Sister Ru that there were still people around her and give her warmth and care.

Sister Ru didn't mind Lin Hao's hand either, and continued: "No matter how enthusiastic and happy I am on the surface, I can never hide the sadness in my heart. ”

"I even thought about masochism and even suicide. I heard that 'work makes people forget pain' and I studied like crazy, so I completed all the four years of university and the master's course on my own in my freshman and sophomore year, but I continued to study mechanically, and my heart was not only more fulfilled by the increase in knowledge, but more empty. ”

"Later, I also wanted to go to drugs, but the last shred of reason restrained the urge to do so, and in the end I was grateful for such a magical thing as alcohol."

At this time, Sister Ru raised the wine bottle and looked at it, and then took a big sip again, Sister Ru took a sip and said, "When I was in my junior year, I could hardly go to class normally, and I drank almost every day. I forced myself to sleep every day, and many of my friends left me when they saw that I had become an alcoholic, but I didn't care at all, in fact, there was no difference between them and them. ”

"But I'm thankful for my mentor, I might have died of alcohol without her, my mentor Grace, who is an elegant, truly loving woman with a love of life."

"She didn't have a trace of disgust after knowing that I had fallen, she used her own warmth to melt me, she dragged me to see a psychiatrist, and took me to practice yoga. After two years of treatment, I finally recovered and was able to live a normal life, but I was never able to completely get rid of the past, and my psychiatrist told me that in order to completely get rid of this pain, I had to look at it directly, and this was the last step, and I could only solve it by myself, and no one could help me. So in the end I decided to come back. ”

After Sister Ru finished speaking, she slowly stood up, walked to the wine cabinet with a little floating footsteps, and opened two more bottles of wine.

Lin Hao stared at Sister Ru nervously, afraid that Sister Ru would not be able to stand on her feet and stumble, Sister Ru sat back with two bottles again, Lin Hao watched Sister Ru drink vigorously, her eyes were full of tears, Sister Ru looked at Lin Hao who was Mu Ran and said, "Drink, continue to drink." ”

When Lin Hao heard this, he also picked up a bottle of wine and took a big sip. Sister Ru smiled when she saw this and said, "Yes, yes, let's toast." ”

Lin Hao also raised the wine bottle and touched it and then took a big sip, at this time Lin Hao's own face was also red, and he also had a trace of drunkenness.

Sister Ru was also drunk with two bottles, and said vaguely: "Hao, do you know? The reason why my sister is your coach is actually just to find something to have fun with, don't you hate my sister for torturing you like this? After saying this, Sister Ru cried out with a "woo", and she still muttered: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

Although Lin Hao heard Sister Ru say "just playing", he could not produce a trace of anger in his heart, as if he was willingly "played".

Sister Ru picked up the wine and poured a bottle of wine directly, her whole face turned red, and she muttered: "Why is it so hot." ”

Then Jing Ran was undressing, Lin Hao was also anxious at this time, the heating was turned on in the house, and Sister Ru didn't wear much clothes, so taking it off like this, didn't this provoke Lin Hao to commit a crime? Lin Hao hurriedly stopped Sister Ru's movements.

Sister Ru felt Lin Hao's movements in a daze, and then smiled evilly and said, "Xiao Hao, do you like sister?" ”

Lin Hao didn't know how to answer in an instant, Sister Ru looked at Lin Hao, who didn't speak, and smiled and said, "If you like it, just say it, and say that you are a big man, you don't dare to say it." ”

Then Sister Ru leaned her face to Lin Hao's face and asked, "Isn't it, isn't it?" ”

Lin Hao was forced like this, and finally mustered up the courage to raise his head and prepare to answer, but at this time, Sister Ru had already turned her head, picked up the bottle of wine that Lin Hao had just taken a sip of, and poured it directly.

"Goo" was poured directly, and then his body staggered, and his mouth muttered: "Actually~~Sister~~ also~~~It's quite ~~ I like ........" Before she finished speaking, Sister Ru couldn't stand steadily, and Lin Hao immediately stepped forward and hugged Sister Ru.

looked at Sister Ru who was asleep in her arms, and looked at Sister Ru's face full of tears, and her heart was full of pity.

Lin Hao hugged the sleeping Sister Ru and entered Sister Ru's boudoir.