"So Be It"
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[a]
Chengdu has also started to get cold lately, and four consecutive alarms in the morning are no longer enough to get me out of the bed. G said that he was in Beijing, and his hands were torn apart, and the two small wounds were split into a large one, and his hands were stiff when he was painting. I was really ashamed to hear this, thinking that he had just called from the airport in high spirits to say that he had arrived in Chengdu, and my heart finally relaxed.
The next day, we rushed to the hot pot restaurant, eating and chatting from five o'clock in the afternoon, until it was dark outside the window, and finally fell silent, turning our heads to look at the traffic on the street. It's a reassuring city, and I think if it were alive, you would be able to see beautiful blood glittering from the sky.
Looking back at G, who had just turned from the window, we looked at each other and laughed out loud - our familiar understanding remained the same, and it was enough for me to sleep peacefully at night.
Sitting in a chair, my mind was empty, and suddenly I felt that everything was flashing in front of me, but I couldn't grasp anything, and my heart was indescribably dull.
[two]
The booth where I sat with G, because of the window, the wind blew in from time to time, mixed with the rising fog, giving people a feeling of cold but not warm, and I immediately remembered the country called Malaysia further south.
Travelling with my family, we asked the taxi driver where to find food during our stay in Kuala Lumpur, and the driver drove us to Ale Street, where the midsummer night was not as hot as expected, and the shops along the street had specially transformed their water pipes to spray water mist, adding to the coolness.
I found a shop and sat down, ordered the wonton noodles recommended by the boss very enthusiastically, the clear and delicious soup base made people feel refreshed, at that time, eating wonton noodles, looking at the pedestrians coming and going on the street, somehow the four words "all living beings" came to mind, the staff carrying the briefcase, the woman with the naughty child, and the teenager riding a bicycle wearing headphones...... I feel like I can even come up with a story for everybody, not the kind of earth-shattering fights and kills, but the kind of raises today, or the kids getting into trouble and fighting in kindergarten, or riding home from a basketball game...... I like such and such simple and ordinary stories.
It's good to have a lot of people.
[three]
Maybe travel is always illusory, but more often than not, I still study and live in a down-to-earth manner, day after day, until one day, I decide to go abroad and decide to leave high school. I panicked for a long time, because I was always afraid that after I left, the relationship between friends would become rusty, and there would be no goodbye left to meet.
I have a friend who is considered family, and to be honest, it's so good that I don't want to share Hachi's story, so please forgive me for being selfish and weird.
Xiaohachi taught me that people need to be realistic, I don't know much in high school, and when I calm down in college, I think about it, and the group life like high school is actually a comfortable sickness. We're all used to being too close together and don't even want to go to the toilet alone.
Therefore, when I arrived at university, I was not used to it, and when I walked alone, I had to take out my headphones and listen to the songs, which was also a blessing in disguise, and I heard a lot of good songs, among which the most looped was the wedding card street. Standing under the thin shade of the trees in the summer, I heard her sing faintly, the time must come, don't be afraid. The chirping of the cicadas overshadows the singing, and the singing drowns out the chirping of the cicadas, looming and illusory.
[four]
It's been five months since I left high school, nearly half a year, and it's been so fast, and it's winter, a depressing winter.
But fortunately, everything seems to be developing in a good direction, and the friends who should be there are still there, and I am extremely grateful.
I don't dare to say what will happen in the future, but now that I've learned to be dull, I think it will get better.
There's no turning back...... Well, let's do it first.
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