Chapter 375: There are words in the words
"You're still smart, yes, there were still you before you were put into this world. No, it should be said that it was the original you, that is, you who made the replicant, but at that time his body had some accidents and withered rapidly in a short period of time, so we made a copy of you, and then copied all his memories to you, and then put you into this world. Lu Haoran said very seriously, through his expression, I know that what he said should be true, but I really can't accept it at all, because, how can you let a person who lives a very happy, healthy, and normal life accept the fact that he is fake, untrue, and impostor?
I didn't speak, my heart sank, I don't know why, it felt as if I had been stripped of my existence, and although I was still alive, I suddenly felt like I was dead. I'm not myself, I'm someone else, I'm helping another person live.
My memories are fake, my purpose is fake, my mind is fake, even my body, my soul. No, my body and soul are fake. Hehe, am I only a month or two old?
I don't believe it, I don't want to believe it, but I look into Lu Haoran's eyes, I can't believe it or not.
"Also, in fact, all the memories about me in your brain are fake, and you added them all by yourself, so that I can help you better." Lu Haoran said these words again, but there was not so much shock in my heart.
Originally, I was fake before that day, so why should I care if anything else in the fake is fake? It doesn't matter anymore, it really doesn't matter, everything is already indifferent.
The question that suddenly occurred to me was, what is the point of being alive?
What is the meaning of my existence?
I'm in this vortex now, and in this endless maelstrom, I don't even know what I'm going to do.
No way!
I can't do this, I can't live as someone else! I am who I am, how can I help others?
Dry...... Just, leave it all behind and leave!
Let's go! To find my own life, to find myself, to live my own life, and not to accompany these false people here, to continue the so-called experiments.
"Guanxin, what's wrong with you?" Lu Haoran was playing with something on the projection illusion, and the picture on the illusion turned around, and my original and clearest memory appeared, and that was the beginning of everything.
Above, I was running rapidly, running towards the hotel agreed with Jiang Hui, and I could clearly see the joy, happiness, longing, and expectation on my face at that time, and the expectation of what I yearn for at this age.
Hehe, I look really happy, really carefree.
However, I could never have imagined that all of this could be false.
"Lu Haoran, you ......" I suddenly got angry, Lu Haoran, what do you mean, what is the point of putting my first memory at this time? Hint: Am I fake from the start?
"Xie Guanxin!" Suddenly, Lu Haoran came to me like an instant, grabbed my shoulder, turned my head, stared at my eyes, and looked straight into the depths of my false soul and said,
"You must be thinking you're a fake now, aren't you?"
Hehe! I really have the face to ask!
"Isn't it?" I retorted, despair filling my heart.
"No, that's not what I thought." Lu Haoran said slowly,
"We just gave you memories of the past, and deliberately left loopholes, when we put you into this world, we didn't give you any purpose, although you didn't come to this world for a long time, but this time, but it really belongs to you. When we made you, we just wanted you to continue to play this role and live, as for how to live and what version of you to live, it is all up to you to decide, what do you think is life? ”
"Life? Do I still have a life? Indeed, indeed, as you say, this period may have belonged to me, but wasn't most of my actions in your calculations, and the so-called obsidian that has happened around me during this period of time, and these strange events, aren't they all calculated by you? ”
I'm not a fool! Indeed, it is true that you didn't arrange any purpose for me at the beginning, and even seemed to be kind enough to arrange a welfare for me, but then it was like a slap in the face that made me transform, damn it, since it is fake, then why don't you just give me some benefits, why do you still mess it up?
That's what I don't understand very much, and what do you say is deliberately making my memory a hole, so since you have decided to let me know that you are fake, then why not just let me go completely? Or is it just going to do this, let me know that I'm fake, and then willingly do things for you?
Such a wishful thinking?
Hehe!
"Isn't it the same to say that it is to give me freedom, but to imprison me with these passive things?"
But Lu Haoran was not moved by my anger, and still stared straight at me,
"Don't get excited."
He said flatly,
"There's a reason we're doing this."
"What is the reason?" I wondered, is there any other reason why I want to play with someone's life?
"How long do you think it took you to get to where you are?" Lu Haoran suddenly asked such a frightening question.
Indeed, how long it took me to grow into my current body! All of a sudden, I felt scared and felt like I was going to hear a question that I couldn't accept.
"It's only been ten days, and it only took us ten days to catalyze you from a cell to your current body, so you should understand."
Ten days! This...... How is this possible? My body is so flooded and so fake that it only took me ten days to quickly regenerate a body that should have taken more than 20 years to grow.
That...... I realized a terrible problem, and this is the most terrifying problem that all fast-growing bodies have to face, and that is the problem of longevity.
My body is so watery! How long can I live like this? How much do I have left to live?
I looked at Lu Haoran in horror, and my despair added to my despair, but I suddenly remembered that there was something in what he just said?