"If I hadn't loved you, I would have lost you"
Text/Sangsang [Sangsang Dye Wuji]
Lin Ruixue and Xiang Tian have always been inseparable good friends, they grew up together, but they became good friends when they entered elementary school······
Lin Ruixue's family background is good, her father works in a government unit, and she can be regarded as a figure with a face in the village. has been very favored since she was a child, but she doesn't look like a girl, she climbs trees and picks fruits with boys all day long, drills holes to play, but has little contact with girls of the same age, so that she never knows who Xiang Tian is. This situation lasted until Lin Ruixue was 12 years old, that is, when she officially entered middle school. It was also in this year that Hua Zhiyao left the village, and since then Lin Ruixue has lost her good partner and gone to school in An'an.
Lin Ruixue will always remember the first time she saw Xiang Tian, with long hair, a high ponytail, and ······ Butterfly stud earrings looming on the ears. Lin Ruixue was fascinated by it, she felt that Xiang Tian was so good-looking, and then look at herself, with short ears and rough hair. The teacher was still very polite to Lin Ruixue, "Lin Ruixue, you can sit next to Xiang Tian." Xiang Tian smiled sweetly at Lin Ruixue, and Lin Ruixue felt ······ It's really sweet.
"Tiantian, Tiantian, why do you always wear these earrings?" Xiang Xue paused, "Because I like it very much······ Why do you suddenly ask this? I don't know why Lin Ruixue caught a trace of panic from Xiang Tian's eyes, and she didn't think much about it and continued, "It's nothing, it's just that you have been wearing it, just ask casually." Tiantian, you say, when will he come back, will he still answer? Xiang Tian didn't know how to answer, but silently grabbed Lin Ruixue's shoulder, "Yes." That's right, Lin Ruixue has been waiting for Hua Zhiyao to come back, even if she is now 18 years old, at a young age, even if she has met many more and better boys, she only has him in her heart.
Lin Ruixue has had no friends since she was a child, and she really became friends with Xiang Tian because of Xiang Tian's words······ Lin Ruixue, who has just entered middle school, has a special preference from the teacher due to family reasons, which causes her classmates to be very dissatisfied with her, coupled with her short hair and boyish appearance, everyone is not only dissatisfied, but even hates her, and it is not once or twice that she speaks ill of her behind her back. Occasionally she can hear some. That morning, Lin Ruixue was about to go out in the toilet, and she heard those words that she didn't want to hear, and she planned to ignore them, but she heard Xiang Tian's voice. "You guys are too much, Lin Ruixue didn't offend you, why are you doing this! Is it because she is jealous of other people's background, she has never done anything bad to you, do you think she doesn't know that you treat her like this, people are just kind and don't care about you! Don't want me to tell the teacher, let's go! "In the world of children, there is no more terrifying existence than teachers, so a group of children ran away. Since then, Lin Ruixue and Xiang Tian have become inseparable good friends.
Lin Ruixue and Xiang Tian spent the best age of their lives together, Lin Ruixue thought that maybe it would be forever, in her heart, Xiang Tian was second only to her parents, she felt that his friendship with Xiang Tian could be forever, she also firmly believed in this, what is more important than more than more than 6 years of friendship? Every time Lin Ruixue talked to Xiang Tian about this, Xiang Tian would smile brightly, and then touch Lin Ruixue's little curly hair, and the two of them laughed together. Lin Ruixue's hair is no longer a small short hair when she was a child, it is long, and then it is curled, which is very cute, so Xiang Tian likes to touch her hair every time, and then asked her with a smile if she kept it to wait for Hua Zhiyao to come back. Whenever this happens, Lin Ruixue will fight with Xiang Tian, and then share their little secrets. What a good year, what a good time.
This is an ordinary morning, but it is not ordinary, and it is also a morning worth celebrating, this morning Lin Ruixue finally lost the burden of the college entrance examination, and she couldn't wait to go to Xiang Tian's house to celebrate with her. It's just that when she arrived at Xiang Tian's house, she saw a picture that she couldn't forget for the rest of her life······ What she saw was Xiang Tian and Xiang Tian hugging tightly in the early morning breeze... Hua Zhiyao.
"When?" Lin Ruixue asked expressionlessly, Xiang Tian lowered her head, Hua Zhiyao's sudden appearance Xiang Tian was also surprised, Hua Zhiyao said before that she was busy with her studies and couldn't come back to accompany her for the college entrance examination, she also felt angry and lost. When I opened the door this morning, I saw Hua Zhiyao, and I hugged him with excitement, but I ······" Speak! Are you dumb? Do I feel sorry for me now, and now I finally feel guilty? Xiang Tian raised his head and looked at Lin Ruixue, "I'm not wrong, I don't think it's my fault when I'm with him, why can't I like the person you Lin Ruixue likes, let me tell you that I just like him, I just want to be with him!" And let me tell you Lin Ruixue, I have been with him for a long time, just before he left the village, every day we talked on the phone and wrote letters, he likes me, what he likes is that it has always been me. Even if you become like a girl now, in his heart you are still the same tomboy you used to be, and he can't possibly like tomboy. Lin Ruixue, the only thing I'm sorry for you is that I didn't tell you that I have always liked Hua Zhiyao with him. ”······“ So, everything is fake, right? You, me, the friendship between us" "No, the friendship between us has always been real, whether you believe it or not" Xiang Tian cried after speaking. Hua Zhiyao, who had been standing in the distance, hurriedly ran over as soon as he saw Xiang Tian crying, but he didn't see it, Lin Ruixue's stubborn face was full of tears. Even if she writes to him every day and calls, even if he laughs and scolds him for being "little naughty" when she is naughty. Lin Ruixue didn't speak, and walked away silently. Hua Zhiyao, I don't like you anymore; Tiantian, thank you for the friendship you gave me, thank you for really treating me as a friend, I believe in you, really. It's just ······ It is impossible for us to go back to the way we were, may you be happy, may you be happy.
One evening five years later, Lin Ruixue walked on a familiar path, after five years, she was still the same. In the past five years, Lin Ruixue has not returned here once, a place full of memories. Across from her was a young girl, with a high ponytail, a long dress, and butterfly studs on her ears. Lin Ruixue was silent and walked silently. "I'm sorry" ~ "I don't have to". After all, we are passers-by.
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