Chapter 1208: Smile
As soon as Xia Xin looked up, he found that Leng Xuetong fell to the ground like this, stretched out a hand, and firmly grabbed his hand to prevent himself from falling.
Obviously, he was still standing just now......
In fact, just when Xia Xin didn't notice it herself, she stretched out her hand and wanted to grab the balcony, Leng Xuetong noticed it immediately, she immediately pounced, stretched out her hands, and wanted to grab Xia Xin's hand, but one hand was empty,...... Fortunately, the other hand caught it.
Maybe that's a miracle.
Although Xia Xin thought a lot in his mind, it was actually a moment when he fell out of the balcony.
Then, Xia Xin's body hung in mid-air outside the balcony.
Leng Xuetong fell to the ground, holding Xia Xin's hand tightly.
The two looked at each other again.
A trace of delicate blood poured out from Leng Xue Tong's beautiful and flawless little face, and then slowly slipped down and dripped onto Xia Xin's face.
It was when Leng Xuetong was in a hurry just now, and when he pounced, his delicate little face was scratched by the ground, and the blood was scratched.
It was the temperature of warm to hot blood, mixed with the body temperature of cold snow pupils, and also mixed with her beautiful and pure heart.
The cold wind howled around the two of them, blowing bursts of biting sounds, stinging the skin of the two of them.
Leng Xuetong didn't have time to pay attention to the wound on her face, she didn't say anything, gritted her teeth, and tried hard to pull Xia Xin up.
You don't have to pull too much, just pull Xia Xin's hand to the edge of the balcony, and Xia Xin can climb up by himself.
Even so, this almost exhausted the strength of Leng Xue Hitomi's body.
Both of them didn't say anything, one was pulling, the other was climbing.
Xia Xin didn't know how he climbed up, and when he came back to his senses, he was already kneeling on the balcony, supporting the ground with his hands, gasping for air.
Leng Xuetong was standing beside him, looking at him without blinking.
After a while, Xia Xin could barely hold his trembling body and make himself no longer afraid.
He had just climbed up from the abyss of death, and his heart was still full of fear.
Say not to be afraid, that's all fake.
After a long time, Leng Xuetong's voice gently drifted with the night wind, "So, I really don't want to die." ”
Xia Xin tried hard to stop panting, but the fear in his heart still lingered, only those who have experienced death will understand how terrible death is.
Leng Xuetong looked at Xia Xin and continued, "If you don't want to die, just stand up and face the reality for me, the Xia Xin I know is stronger, braver, and more self-conscious, even if he faces any difficulties, even if he faces any difficulties and obstacles, he will not retreat and escape, he will only follow his own path, implement his own beliefs, and will never be shaken by others." ”
Xia Xin's eyes trembled, he opened his mouth to say something, but he immediately closed it again, and after a while, he slowly opened his mouth and said in a somewhat hoarse voice, "...... I'm not as strong as you think, it's just that sometimes, I know that there is no way back, so I have to do it, I have to face it, because once I retreat, it's all over. ”
"I ......"
Xia Xin remembered every difficult night in the past, staying alone in that closed room, no talking, no attention, no eyes, no movements, no breath of any person, some, just the figure of his own, he could only hear the sound of his own breathing, heartbeat, and around him, there was always endless darkness and boundless fear.
Every day and night, he was accompanied only by loneliness and loneliness, as well as the nightmarish killing of the past, every day and every day, making him toss and turn and wake him up from bed.
"I, in fact, am just a cowardly coward, if you are alone, you can't do anything, if you are alone, you can't do anything, and if you are alone, you can't even sleep."
As soon as you close your eyes, you can see the sad eyes of the parents who were killed by you, as well as the innocent women and children's moans and screams.
Every night when a person falls asleep is a torment, even a torture.
It seems that the emotions and words that have been suppressed for a long time have finally been released, and even Xia Xin himself didn't expect that he would cry in fear.
Nothing, crying like a little boy.
"I ...... I'm really scared, I'm just a coward, just pretending to be strong, if I'm alone, I don't even dare to sleep, just like a child, it's ridiculous, it's humiliating. ”
When Xia Xin said this, tears rolled down even more, just kneeling on the ground, supporting the ground with his hands, sobbing softly like a child, feeling ashamed of his incompetence and cowardice, and also ashamed of his ridiculousness.
Leng Xuetong replied lightly, "Yes, indeed, like a child." ”
Xia Xin laughed himself, crying and laughing, crying for himself, and feeling even more ridiculous for himself, "It's stupid, stupid, it's dead!" ”
What an incompetent and cowardly, pitiful and ridiculous self.
Leng Xuetong slowly took two steps forward, knelt down in front of Xia Xin, gently lifted Xia Xin's cheek and said, "If you are alone, it is indeed very tormenting, in the past, I was too, if I was alone, I would be very lonely, I always wanted to find someone to play, only when I was chatting with others and doing things, I would feel that I really existed." ”
"People may be afraid of loneliness, so humans are social animals."
Leng Xuetong stretched out her hand to lift Xia Xin's crying cheeks, and looked at him in a daze, bright red blood ran down her snow-white cheeks, and her beautiful eyes flashed with the brilliance of the sun, moon and stars, "A person, it's really scary, sometimes I also feel that I'm the only one left in the world, and then I feel scared, the feeling of being abandoned by the world is very terrifying." ”
Xia Xin stared at Leng Xuetong blankly, the bright red blood slashed down her little face, which was particularly shocking, Xia Xin choked up and said, "But, I, I'm still ......"
Leng Xue Tong shook her head gently, "Dare to face your own cowardice, this also requires great courage, so, you are not a coward, I am sure, you are not." ”
“……”
"If one person can't be strong, then two people, try, two people are strong, I can accompany you."
“……”
Leng Xuetong looked at Xia Xin with a sad and gentle gaze, and shook her head lightly again, "Don't say it easily, if you die, don't give up on yourself easily, as long as you don't give up, no matter what the difficulties, there will always be a time to overcome, if one person can't do it, then two people, no matter how many times, no matter how far away, no matter where you fall, I will pull you up, as long as you need it, I can lend you my hand, so, you must not give up on yourself." ”
Xia Xin looked at Leng Xuetong in a daze, and muttered, "Two people ......"
"Yes, two people, since one person can't do it, then two people, I can't vouch for others, but I can guarantee for myself, I will accompany you, I will pull you, I will never give up on you, two people, be strong."
Xia Xin hesitated, "I don't know if I can ...... or not"
"Yes, surely."
Leng Xuetong interrupted Xia Xin and said with certainty, there were a little tears in those beautiful eyes, and the crystal tears were shining brightly in the darkness.
"So, let me take a look at the previous Xia Xin, who was kind, strong, and brave, and the Xia Xin who always sticks to his own path and never wavers!"
Then, the corners of the beautiful pink lips curved slightly, revealing a smile that overshadowed the flowers, and smiled, "Also, the handsome Xia Xin that I look forward to!" ”
“……”
Xia Xin was stunned and stupid.
If there is an angel in the world, it is definitely the one in front of you, and there is no one else.
That innocent, beautiful, holy and flawless smile infected Xia Xin, dispelled the haze in his heart, and brought a beautiful dawn to his dark and closed heart.
At that time, all Xia Xin thought about was that Xue Tong smiled, so beautiful!
That's all!
The sky doesn't seem to be so dark anymore!