"I don't know how long it's been time"

Text: Chen Sina【csnabcdefg】

"Sister......

"Sister ......"

"Sister, I'm afraid of falling."

"Sister, don't worry, I'll hold it!"

"I can't let go!"

......

"Sister! You lied to me! You let go! "

Yes! ....... Chirping......!!!

......

I don't know how long it has been, but I just know that the Christmas tree in the church has been changed eight or nine times.

"Sister, look! Star Channel's magic Milu Milu is on the air! "

"Wow! Sister, Yuki's dream is to be a novelist, it's great......"

"Is my sister's dream to be a novelist too?"

"No, novelists are so far away......"

"Does that sister have a dream?"

"No...... But there is one wish...... I just want to always play with my sister. "

"Me ...... too"

......

I don't know how much time has passed, I just know that our common wish has been destroyed.

"Xiao Feng, mom told you something."

"Xiao Yao, she ...... Can't stay in our house any longer......"

"Why! Mom! "

"Don't you forget...... She has another pair of parents, and sooner or later you will be separated. "

"But Mom, she's my real sister!"

"No, each of you has your own parents, and you can't grow up together...... Tomorrow, I will take her back to her parents. "

"Don't! No! I tugged at the corner of my mother's dress and begged her.

"Uh......h Mom! I'm going to play with my sister all the time! "

"Obedient! If you cry again, I'll hit you! Mom shook me off with all the force.

......

I don't know how long it has been, I just know that whatever my parents do is always right or right.

"Sister, I'm tired of playing at home, let's play in school!"

"Sister, I'm tired of going to school, let's sing songs!"

"Sister, I'm tired of singing ballads, let's draw comics!"

"Sister...... I'm tired of drawing comics, do you want to change them? "

"Sister...??"

"Sister... Younger sister... Where are you?! ......"

"Sister.....

"Sister! Don't go! "

"Sister......

"Don't go!"

"Sister......

"Sister...... Don't cry, goodbye. "

......

I don't know how long it has been, all I know is that we on the third floor are gone.

My name is Nan Feng, and my sister is Yao Morishita. We were born in the same environment, but we grew up in different environments.

Walking on the path to the church, the poetry is still as loud as it was back then, the cherry blossoms are still pink and tender, the breeze is still warm as it was back then, and the fields still have the fragrance of the earth. I, on the other hand, were not in the mood I was in the same way.

The scenery is still the same, but the people are no more.

I don't know how long it has been, but I only know that the colors of the fields on the side of the road have changed hundreds of times. More or less phantoms passed by my eyes...... Constantly reminiscing..... Recall......

Tears, drop by drop, fell on the concrete floor we once walked on. I looked out of my blurred eyes desperately for the summer with you.

I stood where I was, until the sky began to drizzle, and the ethereal white mist sealed my thoughts, my phantoms, and everything was hidden in the thick fog.

"Sister!"

Younger sister?? My sister called me? Younger sister! Where are you?!

I turned around in amazement, looking for the source of the soft call.....

Suddenly, my surprised gaze fell on two figures in the middle of the path, looming in the white mist.

"It's my sister!" I couldn't help but open my eyes wide and run into the rain in ecstasy.

Hey?! Except for my sister...... There was even a person next to him...... Wasn't that me ten years ago?

"Sister!" I shook my sister's shoulder excitedly, "Sister! Sister is here! "

"Sister!!"

"Why are you ignoring me? Sister ....."

Younger sister..... I didn't see my existence, and she in front of me seemed to be a transparent gas, appearing and disappearing, so fragile that she didn't dare to touch it, for fear that she would disappear if she touched it.

Is it a phantom?

I rubbed my tired eyes and looked forward with a slight chin again—we were still two children, in a trance.

They can't see me?

......

"Sister, I'm afraid of falling."

"Sister, don't worry, I'll hold it!"

"I can't let go!"

......

"Sister! You lied to me! You let go! "

Yes! ....... Chirping......!!!

With the shouts and brakes, my sister fell to the ground along with the bike.

"Sister! You okay! "

"Sister! You okay! "

I let out a cry of surprise with me ten years ago, and two overlapping voices echoed across the vast sky..... Resound......

"It's a lie that nothing is fine! All nosebleeds! My sister covered her nose and wiped the blood nervously.

"Quick, put the tissue on."

"Quick, put the tissue on."

I frantically pulled out a tissue and reached for my sister's face......

"Haha, sister, your nose is so ugly with tissues stuffed!"

"Sister! You are so hateful! "

"But it's funny! Hahahaha......"

"Poof...... Hahahaha......"

They're laughing.....

But..... Why can't I laugh?

Wasn't I laughing ten years ago?

Why can't the corners of my mouth rise at this time?

I looked at them in pain, but they paid no attention to me.

I looked at them in pain, but they swept away before my eyes.

My feeble hands trembled slightly, and the white tissues slipped out of my palms and slowly fell into the rain-soaked earth.

Finally, the two blurred in my dark vision... Overlap... Obscure... Overlap...

Until it disappears...

I sat down on the ground in despair, though the rain soaked my clothes and lapped my cold cheeks—the memories were like transparent tissues that had been scattered and could never come back.

I don't know how long it has been......

All I know is that the church bells are heard through the rain that is endless.

All I know is that the scales of this world have tilted.

All I know is that on the blackboard on the third floor, the twisted font is never willing to erase it.

All I know is that later on the blackboard there were eight more words - if you are well, it is a sunny day.

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