Chapter 20: The Thoughts of Two People

"If you feel worthy of your conscience, you can look at it, I don't care. Anyway, I want to know that all kinds of gossip in the post bar are already flying all over the sky, and I don't care anymore. As I spoke, I glanced at a few students who happened to pass not far away.

Although I was far away and couldn't hear what the students were saying, from their pointing and actions, I could probably guess that they were suspicious of the relationship between me and Lu Haoran.

Lu Haoran followed my gaze and obviously saw those passers-by, who were so smart that they immediately understood each other's thoughts. He reached out and patted me on the shoulder, and those hands, which were supposed to be heading for my neckline.

"Okay, it's okay for people to be fine. Don't forget, you won't dare to be so scary next time. Lu Haoran pretended to talk to me in a serious tone to hide the awkward atmosphere.

This guy has a quick brain and is obviously much more comfortable with this kind of embarrassing situation than I am.

I glanced at passers-by one last time, and it seemed that they no longer doubted my relationship with Lu Haoran, at least on the surface. I motioned for Lu Haoran to sit down on the side, and then told him what I knew about the post and the phone call with Sun Wenru, wanting to hear what he thought.

Lu Haoran didn't say a word, and after listening to me quietly, he fell into deep thought. This guy usually behaves like a quirk at times, but he's really serious when it comes to things.

"According to what you said, I don't think this Sun Wenru really looks like the mastermind behind the scenes." Lu Haoran came to the same conclusion as me.

"Well, the hero sees the same thing. The young man is still quite brainy. I patted Lu Haoran on the shoulder with satisfaction.

Lu Haoran shrugged impatiently: "Don't be complacent, this is not a good thing." Her absence as the culprit means that we are starting all our investigations again, and what is there to be happy about. ”

These words went to my heart, indeed, it was because of this headache that I called Lu Haoran out for an interview.

"I understand the reason, but what can I do, I'm also desperate." I sighed helplessly.

"I think you need to think differently. From the very beginning, you were saying that you wanted to find out the cause of the whole incident, but it seems to me that you were actually trying to find out what made you the person you are. Lu Haoran stared at me deadly.

Speechless. In fact, there is no need for Lu Haoran to say it, since I calmed down, I have also realized this problem. From beginning to end, I didn't think about how to solve the problem at hand, but I wanted to find out the person who was responsible for it, and then let that person taste the anger, unwillingness and humiliation that I was full of.

However, this kind of thinking is not beneficial to me at the moment, but it affects my judgment even more, and I cannot calmly face anyone and everything. If I don't correct my thoughts in time, if I encounter any emergencies at this time, I guess I may lose my mind.

"I don't want to get into the nitty-gritty, I want to solve the problem, but I don't have a clue at all." I leaned back on the bench and looked up at the sky.

Growing up, I never envied anything other than humans, and I felt that I couldn't have been lucky to be born as a human being. But at this moment, I envy the birds dancing in the sky, and if only I could be as carefree as they are all day, and not encounter such a mess.

A noise interrupted my train of thought was the sound of the model airplane motors of the school's model airplane association, and every day at this time, they would release all kinds of model airplanes in the playground.

I watched the colorful planes and the slightly dim birds dance in the air, and then, suddenly, a swooping model airplane came into close contact with the birds that had been on the rampage. After a loud sound, two black objects fell from the sky and disappeared from my field of vision.

"Poor, that model airplane should still be able to fly with another part, and that bird is estimated to be enough to choke." Lu Haoran's untimely explanation sounded in his ears.

I turned my head and frowned at him, will you die if you don't say a word? It's rare for me to go back to literature and art, so you have to spoil the atmosphere for me?

"Well, why are you going?" Lu Haoran looked a little dazed when he saw me get up suddenly.

"It's just a waste of time to go back and sit with you here." I walked forward without looking back.

"Are you going back to the dorm?"

"No, go back to the place I rented, and want to be alone for a while." Although I think the dorm buddies might give me some practical advice, I always feel that I can't calm down there, after all, I'm a girl now, and it's always dangerous to stay in the boys' dormitory.

There was a sound of footsteps behind him, and Lu Haoran came up: "Wait for me, I'll go with you." ”

I couldn't help but get nervous, what does this guy want to do?

"What are you going to do?" I looked him up and down suspiciously, and I always felt that the smile on this guy's face was a little too enthusiastic.

"Look at what you're talking about, what are you doing? Of course it helps you. Aren't you just trying to solve the problem now? Those two people are better than one person. Lu Haoran had a natural expression on his face.

If Lu Haoran had not shown a unique "hobby" before, then I strongly support his proposal. But now, I can't trust a man who has clearly expressed his desire to "have a deep conversation" with me, especially an adolescent man.

I'm not very good at hiding my heart. Especially in front of old friends who have known each other for 20 years, it is even more impossible to do it.

"Don't worry, I actually thought you were joking, so I deliberately cooperated with you in acting. No matter what, you're actually a man, and I'm normal, how could I do it to you. "Lu Haoran obviously saw through my thoughts.

That doesn't sound convincing to me at all, especially since he still has an over-enthusiastic smile on his face at this moment.

Well, what to do? It's unrealistic to get him back, and looking at the way this guy looks, he has made up his mind to go with me. And thinking about it from another angle, he is right, two people are always better than one person.

"Do you have any eyebrows now? I'll hear it. "I think it's time to see what Lu Haoran thinks first, and then make a decision.

The smile on Lu Haoran's face suddenly retracted a lot, and his tone became serious: "Haven't you become a girl and then changed back, and then become a girl again?" I think if we take a closer look at what you've experienced before each change, we might be able to identify some controllable variables. ”

"And then? Does this make any sense? ”

"You're stupid. If we find out what can affect your changes, even if we can't make you change back to the way you were, we can control your changes more or less, at least we can save a lot of trouble. You don't want to be in the shower or go to the toilet to suddenly look different, do you? ”