Early in the morning, I hadn't slept enough last night.

Narcissus was in the store, crying.

I and three other sisters rushed over to comfort me.

Narcissus cried and said, "My mother has been unable to contact her for several days since she ran away from home after she had a drug addiction attack the day before yesterday?"

Seeing this, I didn't say a word about riding a motorcycle that was placed in the shop and drove Narcissus to her mother.

Every city has a rich area, and there will also be a slum.

Narcissus' home is in such a slum, a place that seems to have been forgotten by the bustle of the city.

The environment is particularly poor, every street is filled with the sour smell of garbage and the wet ground, and the sewage from the sewers is dirty and smelly, so you have to be careful with every step.

The house was also sunless all year round, short, shabby, and smelled of rotten mustiness, not to mention anything of value.

There are really people living here.

Petty thieves, traitors, drug addicts, wanderers, fools, messy, people you think of and can't think of, there are all here!

In short, if there is heaven in the city, it is hell.

Narcissus and I found out where her mother was after we found a drug friend of her mother?

Small park toilets.

A park that has been deserted for a long time, a very dirty toilet.

This is a place where drug lovers in the slums of the city often gather, and there are many things that can be done here, such as drug trading secretly, such as hiding here to take drugs together, such as women who have no money to take drugs can exchange their bodies for drugs here.

When Narcissus and I came here, we saw and heard what we didn't want to see!

"Sister Feng, it's really sassy! I've been here for a few days and nights, and I've been by almost all like-minded drug friends. ”

"Isn't that right? This bitch is so addicted to drugs, how can he stand it if he doesn't accompany a few men to get more drugs to smoke! ”

"However, this old and young woman's figure and face are relatively good among a group of women who sell drugs in exchange!"

"Of course! The figure and posture of some women who take drugs to sell them are simply miserable, and the moment I took off my pants, I was so frightened that I was directly impotent and trembling. ”

"When you say that, do you still want to go inside and have another shot?"

A few people who had taken drugs were laughing and talking loudly.

Not long after, Sister Feng also walked out of the toilet with messy hair and disheveled clothes.

Narcissus ran up, grabbed Sister Feng's hand, tears rained down, and said, "Mom, let's go home!" ”

The home of Narcissus.

It's just a corner that can be called a little shelter from the wind, a broken bed and a broken quilt, exuding a disgusting and corrosive smell; A distorted and deformed jet-black aluminum pot resting on a few stones tells the desolation of the four walls of the house after taking drugs.

The only thing that stands out is the picture frame that hangs quietly on the wall from more than a decade ago.

The photo frame is a group photo of Sister Feng and Narcissus on the beautiful seaside, at that time, Sister Feng was beautiful as if she was a fairy in the world, and Narcissus also exuded the beauty of an invincible young girl.

Time has passed, and they are like fireworks after beauty, blooming with beauty and burning the sadness of youth.

"What are you doing home? It's not fun here, I'm going back to the little park! ”

At home, Sister Feng got up a little delirious and shook off Narcissus's hand.

Narcissus hurriedly clenched it tightly, her eyes were full of concern, and said, "Mom, be obedient." Don't go anywhere, I'll be with you at home. ”

"Smack".

Sister Feng slapped over, knocked Narcissus to the ground, and said frantically: "You hurry up and go to work for me!" When I go to work, I have the money to buy noodles to eat! I want powder, I want powder, I want powder—"

I started to go crazy after taking drugs, jumping on the ground, muttering, shaking my head.

Narcissus cried, cried so much!

She hugged Sister Feng and cried, "Mom, how did you become like this?" You're sober up, quit the poison, and let's go back to the way we were before, okay? ”

Sister Feng has entered the peak of drug abuse, and she has long been unable to hear anything, and she is very happy to run around there alone. is already fluttering in the world of the self, fluttering like a fairy, falling into a cave, and if you go in, you can't get out.

I also felt sorry for their mother and daughter, and comforted Narcissus: "Narcissus, let your mother be calm and calm alone!" People who have taken drugs are like this! ”

Narcissus listened to me, hugged me tightly, and cried: "My life is so miserable—"

Daffodils bloom.

When he blooms, each flower presents six petals, each of which is jade and ice-clear, and each petal is white and flawless.

She stands slim and elegant, not competing with the flowers, only quietly blooming and overflowing.

The narcissus that blooms with daffodils, relying on her garlic-like bulbs, guards all the good.

And the narcissus next to me is also guarding a family and my mother.

Narcissus smoked a cigarette and slowly told her story-

Narcissus hadn't seen her father since she was born.

When Sister Feng was young, she was a mommy in Meicheng nightclub, a famous beauty.

In the glamorous love scene, Sister Feng fell in love with the prodigal son who should not be loved and gave birth to Narcissus.

After the prodigal son cheated Sister Feng of all her money, he went away and flew away.

And Sister Feng couldn't accept the pain of abandonment, so she was willing to fall from then on, and she was addicted to drugs and drunk for the rest of her life.

The narcissus who grew up in such an environment also became rebellious and degenerate.

When you are a teenager, you can go to a boy's house for the night when you are studying, or you can just give a little gangster who is not very familiar with it, and it is a completely problem girl.

If you don't study, it's even more outrageous, I don't know if it's an ulterior motive or if I think it's only cool to be a sister in this way, so I went directly to Xifeng Road to sell it!

There is only a mother in the world!

The most distressing thing to see my daughter like this is her parents!

Sister Feng also found Narcissus more than once and again and told her not to follow her path, to be a good person and walk well; But where can Narcissus listen to it, and will only tell her with confidence, you are not still the same! You're cheap, I'm cheap, it's okay! You can sleep openly and openly with men and ask men to give you money to spend; Then I can go with the boys and ask them to play with me!

What a ridiculous and helpless girl's youth!

In the afternoon, the sun does not shine in the cottage.

Sister Feng is addicted to drugs and has come to her senses.

Narcissus threw a wad of money in front of her and said angrily, "I said that I would give you money to spend every month, so why do you still go to the small park to sell it?" Who are the people there? Injections, drug addicts, messy, aren't you afraid of getting AIDS? ”

Narcissus is still very resentful, seeing that Sister Feng is no longer as haggard and drug-addicted and unconscious as she was in the morning, she is settling accounts with her again.

Sister Feng glanced at me, picked up a cigarette and lit it, and said, "Are you embarrassed to talk about me?" Aren't you doing that every day? Why aren't you afraid of getting AIDS? He took a puff of cigarette and said sourly, "Yo! I didn't go to work today and brought a Kaizi to come to see your wife, look at this Kaizi is tall and handsome, is it the rich second generation, if it is the rich second generation, it is the best, you don't have to work so hard every day! ”

Narcissus retorted, "Anyway, I'll be better off than you, what do you think you look like now?" Addicted to drugs and crazy like a bitch looking for men all over the street, do you want to be ashamed? ”

Sister Feng said: "I am willing, I am willing, do you want to take care of it?" Kind of leave me alone in this life? ”

Narcissus said, "If you weren't my mother, I wouldn't have looked at you again." ”

.......

Women quarrel and it doesn't end again!

On the way back, the sunset was beautiful.

I rode the motorcycle very slowly, and Narcissus lay on my back and asked me thoughtfully: "Ah Shao, you know my family and my past today, do you think I'm so cheap, do you think you hate me so much?" ”

I said meaningfully: "Everyone grows up differently, and their experiences are also different. I think, at that time, whether it was you or auntie, it was involuntarily! ”

Narcissus said emotionally: "Children like us feel that they will not be happy in this life, and no good boy will love us, and they are only worthy of being men's tools and playthings to vent." ”

I advised, "Not necessarily. Time will change as people change, and maybe, your narcissus will change one day, and all the impossible you say will happen! ”

Narcissus was amused by me and smiled and said, "If, I have one day." I've gotten better, you're a teenager, will you like me? ”

I laughed, noncommittal.

Narcissus also cared about me up and asked me about my past.

I also told Narcissus what I had experienced during this time.

Because, at this moment, I found that I had a close friend around me.

When Narcissus found out that I was going to run away, she said worriedly, "Where are you going?" Will you come back to see me in the future? Will we ever have a chance to meet again in the future?"

After Narcissus found out about me and Han Jingjing, she understood me quite well and said, "Ah Shao, in fact, I find out that you are a very good person now. Your love for Han Jingjing is that you don't want to drag down and affect others, sometimes love is not necessarily together, but just watching her live better than you. ”