257.Chapter 257 I'd Rather Be Wrong for the Whole Life......
In the ward, the sound of conversation is still there. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Qi Xing sat quietly on the chair and listened carefully to Zhang Lu's words.
"Although you may think that I am too selfish and do not understand gratitude, let you make this dilemma choice, but please understand that this is the original intention of a father who wants to protect his children."
Zhang Lu's words were very slow and sincere.
After listening to Zhang Lu's words, Qi Xing's brows furrowed, "It doesn't matter which choice I made?" Do you have to do it with another person who doesn't even have to be an ordinary friend in the future? ”
"Yes!" Zhang Lu nodded heavily.
"I see." Qi Xing also nodded slightly.
For many people, the choice proposed by Zhang Lu is actually not a choice at all, but in Qi Xing's opinion, it is a very difficult choice!
Countless media think that he and Li Fei'er have 'developed' to the point of meeting their parents, but only Qi Xing understands in his heart that all this is fake and unwarranted!
Once one day, Li Feier's agency will announce that the two will 'break up' after the turmoil of this matter has completely passed, so that Li Feier can resume her previous life.
Although Qi Xing couldn't figure out what kind of attitude Li Fei'er had towards him now, Qi Xing was sure of one thing, that is, Li Fei'er didn't like herself at all, otherwise she wouldn't be the same before and the same as others.
Perhaps in Li Fei'er's eyes, she is just a shield for her. At most, they can only be regarded as friends who 'fellowship in adversity'.
It simply doesn't rise to the so-called 'boyfriend and girlfriend' relationship. But Zhang Yingying is different, she and herself don't look up and down all day long, and they are of the same age, and their views are relatively close.
The most important thing is that from Uncle Zhang Lu's mouth, Qi Xing learned that Zhang Yingying has always liked him. And he also enjoys the carefree time when he plays with Zhang Yingying.
One is Li Feier, a 'star girlfriend' who doesn't like herself, but has a bright appearance.
One is a lively girl who likes herself, is the same age as herself, and has a similar personality.
Will you continue this relationship with Li Feier that will end at any time, or accept Zhang Yingying and usher in your own mediocre but comfortable new life? ?
Qi Xing questioned himself repeatedly in his heart.
Does he enjoy the envied 'fake relationship' or should he return to himself, abandon those ridiculous thoughts, and be with Zhang Yingying?
……
While Qi Xing was pondering, Zhang Lu also walked out of the ward, leaving Qi Xing with a relatively quiet space to think.
It is worth mentioning that when Qi Xing and Zhang Lu were talking, Zhang Yingying on the hospital bed, her eyelashes blinked again and again, but she never opened them.
It wasn't until she felt that Zhang Lu had walked out of the ward that Zhang Yingying quietly opened her eyes and reached out to hold Qi Xing, who was sitting on the edge of the bed and contemplative.
"Yingying, you're awake." After waking up, Qi Xing couldn't help but smile when he saw Zhang Yingying wake up.
"Qi Xing, I heard the conversation between you and my father, I heard it all." Zhang Yingying said softly with red eyes: "Qi Xing, please forgive me for all kinds of targets against you during this time. ”
"Yingying, you ......"
Qi Xing just wanted to speak, but saw Zhang Yingying looking at him with red eyes, "Qi Xing, do you know how I felt when I saw you and Li Fei'er on the headlines of entertainment news?" At that time, I was not only heartbroken, but also full of unwillingness and helplessness! ”
I regret that I didn't confess to you before Li Fei'er, so I had to go to great lengths to search for the experience of those 'people who came over' on the Internet, listen to their suggestions, fold the stars, go to the bookstore to buy book circles, and want to explain to you my love for you in a tactful way!
However, I was still a step too late.
Seeing Zhang Yingying like this, Qi Xing wanted to open his mouth to comfort, but he didn't know how to speak, so he could only be Zhang Yingying's listener quietly.
"Qi Xing, I know that compared to Li Fei'er, I am not beautiful or smart, once I even complained that I felt inferior, what you saw during this time I don't care, I don't care, it's all my disguise, I targeted you in various ways, the purpose is to arouse your interest, but I was wrong, my approach made you even more alienated from me."
Zhang Yingying said, and also cried, "If it weren't for Dad telling you what was on my mind today, I might still bury this love for you deep in my heart, just such a humble and cowardly me, can I still like you?" ”
Can I still like you!
The six words are simple and straightforward, but they are like a knife, inserted in the softest place in Qi Xing's heart.
A year ago, another girl also said these six words to herself, and Qi Xing was so moved that she was desperate to be with her, and the result was ...... But it has become the most painful memory in his heart.
Therefore, when Zhang Yingying said these words that made him both moved and painful, Qi Xing's reaction was so big!
"I think the craziest thing in my life is to fall in love with you desperately, and my biggest wish is to hope that you and I can go crazy forever, and let you go crazy with me!"
When Zhang Yingying said this, she also slowly got herself up from the hospital bed with her hands, and decisively hugged Qi Xing.
Ah Lian, who was outside the ward, heard a voice in the ward, looked in through the crack in the door, and learned that it was her daughter Yingying who had woken up, and her face also showed ecstasy, and she was about to rush in.
But before she could make any moves, Zhang Lu on the side grabbed Ah Lian's arm and said in a deep voice: "Wait and go in again, didn't you see Yingying and Qi Xing talking?" ”
"But...... They were already hugging each other. Ah Lian muttered.
"It's just a normal hug, not a bad thing." Zhang Lu comforted: "I have just talked to Qi Xing, I believe he will have his own bottom line, let's leave them a little private space." ”
"I see."
Ah Lian nodded, resisted the idea of rushing in, sat on a chair in the corridor, and waited anxiously.
Qi Xing didn't know what was happening outside the ward. At this moment, he was passively held by Zhang Yingying, and his mind was in chaos.
Zhang Yingying didn't speak, just hugged Qi Xing.
A few minutes later, Qi Xingfang took the initiative to untie Zhang Yingying's hand, and while helping Zhang Yingying to lie down, he sighed and said: "I'm just a student with no name, it's not worth you to do this for me, you are a wrong choice!" ”
But Zhang Yingying looked at Qi Xing firmly, and said word by word, "If liking you is a mistake, then I am convinced that this will be the most beautiful mistake in my life, and I would rather be wrong for the rest ......of my life!" ”