Not updating today, I want to tell you a story.

This is a story about, never reverse black and white.

Because at night, Kim Mi will be watching you......

It was in a corner of my memory, which I don't remember very well.

I can't even tell whether it's a dream or a reality, but it's so engraved in my heart.

Out of nowhere, Dad brought back a white cat.

It's called Kim Mi.

Along with it comes an ancient candlestick.

Jin Mei is a Turkish Van cat, or an Egyptian cat, in short, a similar breed.

Unlike other cats, Kim Mei is always quiet and well-behaved.

It can sometimes give the illusion that it is not a cat.

Rather, a living person.

At night, Dad would always light the candlestick, and Jin Mei would watch it quietly in front of the candlestick and sit all night.

Since he came back, Dad has become a little silent.

But because I was so immersed in the world of my novels, I didn't notice my father's strangeness.

I only knew that my father would occasionally stare directly at the candlestick, but he never looked at Jin Mei.

If I had noticed these anomalies, I would have at least thought:

What Dad brought back was Jin Mei......

Or candelabra?

I'm an online writer, and I have to spend all my spare time at my computer desk because of my daily update tasks.

It's the norm to reverse black and white, but because of this, I'm a lot more familiar with Jin Mei.

Jin Mei would occasionally come to my room and watch me code, just watch quietly and not disturb.

Sometimes I think that it doesn't seem so lonely to have this little guy by my side at night.

But I always felt that there was something in the way it looked at me that I couldn't understand.

It seems to be regretful, and it seems to have some pity.

I laughed a little dumb at my absurd idea, and then I put it behind me.

Isn't this just a cat?

What emotions can there be?

But what happened later turned my perception of all this upside down.

When Kim Mei came to my house, she was very calm at first.

As I said earlier, I am also happy that I have added a little life to my family.

But in the middle of July, on the day of Halloween 2017, I found out......

I have voices in my ears!

At first, the voice was not clear, it was very weak.

I didn't pay much attention to it, just thought that I was exposed to some tinnitus symptoms caused by computer radiation for a long time.

Until the voice grew stronger, louder, and more poignant!

I'm starting to get scared.

It was a woman's voice.

Her voice was young, but it felt very old.

Sometimes, it feels like the sound is coming from the future.

The woman never said anything else, but cried out in a bitter, heart-rending voice......

Over and over again: "Jin Mei! ”

"Jin Mei!"

"Jin Mei!"

I don't know why the woman was calling Kim Mi's name over and over again, but I knew there was something strange about it all over the place.

As a materialist, I never believed in any ghosts and gods in this world, I only believed in science.

He has always adhered to the core values of socialism and is a good young man who follows the pace of the party.

But now, my long-standing faith has been torn apart by this incident.

But what broke me the most was that the ubiquitous voice had affected my writing, my train of thought.

I'm an online writer, and if I can't write something, it means I have no income and no food.

As the woman's voice grew louder and louder in my head day by day, I had a nervous breakdown.

I also went to the doctor for this reason, but the final result of the examination was that all indicators were normal.

This situation lasted until September 10th, which is the time when the ghosts are exhausted and the yin and yang are born.

It was a late night with no moon in sight......

Through the window, there is no light, and the darkness makes people feel oppressive.

That night, the night before my new book, The King of Singles, hit the shelves, and I finally had enough to save up.

With the harassment of the woman's voice, it was not an easy task.

I stretched, and all the cells in my body felt like they were coming to life.

The dryness of my throat like a fire and a tidal wave made me involuntarily walk to the living room.

The living room is dark.

The candlestick was lit, and the faint light of the fire swayed with the air, swaying her graceful figure like a dancing girl.

The whole living room looks a little eerie.

I felt a chill in my body, and I got goosebumps on my body.

I rubbed my arms and shrugged my shoulders slightly, and then I felt better.

At this time, I realized that Jin Mei was sitting in front of the candlestick, quietly looking at the candlestick.

The light of the fire is reflected in its eyes, and in its eyes, there is fire burning.

I softly called it, "Jin Mei?"

Kim Mei ignored my call, and her eyes remained on the candlestick, never taking her eyes off it.

I shook my head and went to the dining room to pour a glass of water, but at that moment......

The voice came again!

"Kim Mi ...... Kim Mi ...... Kim Mi ......"

This time the voice was incredibly clear!

Clearer than ever!

This time, the voice is roaring! Full of mania! Full of anger!

"Phew!"

The quilt in my hand fell to the ground and shattered.

Boiling water spilled on my feet, but I couldn't scream!

My hands are shaking! I can't do anything other than that!

I can't move!

What scares me even more is ......

Kim Mi finally has a reaction!

Kim Mi didn't have any response to my call, but at this time......

Kim Mi is at a voice that only exists in my head......

There was a reaction.

Kim Mi slowly turned its head, its movements very slow, very slow.

It's so slow that it's afraid of disturbing some sleeping existence.

Suddenly!

Jin Mei's hair stood up in the moment she turned her head to see me, and her eyes were terrifying!

Its erect pupils shrank into a line!

Yes, I could see in its eyes that it was called horror!

"Meow—"

Kim Mi suddenly screamed!

It's as if I've seen something terrifying!

This makes me think: not only dogs have yin and yang eyes, but cats ......

The same goes for you.

I have ...... on me

Is there something unclean?

The first thing that comes to my mind is the owner of the voice in my head.

That mysterious woman!

At the same time, the sky ...... lit up.

The woman's voice vanished as soon as the day dawned, as if nothing had happened.

I breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of my heart.

That faint sunlight gave me a glimmer of courage.

People always yearn for the light, even the night owl who walks in the dark.

But Jinmei's screams did not stop because of this, but got louder and louder! It's getting worse and worse!

It was as if something had happened to it that threatened its life!

My newly laid down heart hung in the air again......

What is it afraid of?

Sunlight?

Still is...... I?

Or is it ...... What's on me?

I cautiously tried to get close to Kim Mi, and it didn't hide.

Eventually, I hugged Kim Mi and stroked her silky hair.

Kim Mi finally settled in my arms.

I held it and walked into the room.

The short stretch from the living room to my room was silent, as if she had returned to the quiet she had been before.

But as soon as I entered the room and walked towards the windowsill, as I tried to let the sunlight into my room, Kim Mei screamed again!

It struggles and moves very much!

It screamed, and its voice was terrible!

It's countless times more poignant than before!

As if a catastrophe is about to happen!

I held it so that it wouldn't break free from my arms.

"Jin Mei? What's wrong with you, Kim Mi? I shouted at Kim Mi.

Kim Mi ignored my shouts and screamed to herself.

At the same time, I didn't notice that there was a ray of sunshine shining on Jin Mei's body.

Kim Mi's scream was like a sharp fingernail scratching a blackboard at that moment!

"Squeak—"

The sound made me cover my ears in pain, and my head hurt!

It's like there are countless ants crawling in my head!

Pain!

Hemp!

Itchy!

Accompanied by Jin Mei's sharp screams, it makes me creepy!

I subconsciously let go of my hands.

Jin Mei jumped out of my arms, and her voice reached its highest level at this moment.

But it was also at this moment that Jin Mei's voice stopped abruptly!

I fixed my eyes and saw that Jin Mei ......

What about Jin Mei?

Kim Mi is gone!

Only then did I notice that the golden beauty that had been in my arms all along, had no weight!

"Kim Mei ......"

"Kim Mei ......"

"Kim Mei ......"

The woman's voice echoed in my head again, resentful and hollow.

But this time, I could feel a hint of sadness in her voice.

"Will she be sad too?"

"Who the hell is she?"

I thought to myself, I wanted to ask her, what happened to me during this time?

But when I speak, what I want to say is completely different from what I say.

"Kim Mei ......"

"Kim Mei ......"

"Kim Mei ......"

I screamed, uncontrollably, in the same voice as the woman from before!

It's poignant, it's heartbreaking, it's terrifying......

Like, the woman never came.

I am her, she is me.

Calling Kim Mi's name, I felt the corners of my eyes get wet.

I wiped it with my hand, but what I saw was blood red.

I'm crying?

But why do I cry?

Why are tears blood-red?

The candlestick in the living room was blown out by the wind.

At the same time, the scene in front of me also darkened and fell into darkness.

Everything was like a dream.

Is it a dream......

Now this dream, is it about to wake up?

No!

It's not a dream!

The next second I overturned my previous guess, because the woman's voice sounded in my head again:

"Don't reverse black and white, Kim Mei is watching you."