【Section 9】Rather teach me to bear the burden of the world

"What are you doing?" The girl's voice was indifferent and ethereal, with a smile, but when she called the night before the final, she asked, "You like me, don't you?" The affectionate voice trembled slightly, and there was no delicate gentleness that made two years of resentment disappear with a few words that night. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Liang Chen is not a stupid person, although he doesn't know what agreement there is between Su Luo and the two at this time, he can guess that Su Bingning can't tolerate Luo Bingyu to continue to appear as the "first love girlfriend" who has disappeared for two years even if it is for his own consideration, so many things are already clear to him, if he is based on the moral standards that many people advertise, he should be very manly but stand up and make a choice with righteous words, and let the other one - according to the choice he made before, Bing'er should be made to disappear from his life, Don't show up again, and then say, "Long pain is better than short pain."

It is true that this should also be the most rational thing to do, but he is not a saint or a gentleman, he is just a hypocrite with a gentleman's gentle appearance, but with a villain's heart, and has no saint morality.

Taking a step back, throughout the ages, so many moral models who have been famous in history for centuries, do they really bring happiness to their families, relatives and friends around them?

How many moral gentlemen, upright and upright officials in history, even if these people stand on the moral high ground, how many things have they done that are beneficial to the country, the people, the family, and themselves?

Liang Chen doesn't just read history, now he has the ability to think independently. Looking at history from the perspective of future generations, it is natural to have the wisdom and wisdom of "hindsight", of course, this is also standing and talking without backache, people's behavior, ideology and moral standards are all shackled by the social era, and now simple celebrity ** events can cause an uproar on the Internet, and push it up for one or two hundred years, who will take it seriously?

Some people say that in ancient times, it was legal to derail, and derailment had to be immersed in the pig cage, but in modern times, it was **violation, derailment was not guilty, history was developing, and the moral law had changed, whether it was progress or regression, Liang Chen naturally did not have the ability and ability to say a result, but with the past and the present, he knew that every era has its limitations.

He does not despise the world, but he does not want to be bound by the inherent customs, morals, and laws of society, and he has his own decisions and thoughts.

Premier Zhou Enlai said in "Unite the Broad Masses of the People to Advance Together": "Be strict with yourself and be lenient with others", which is undoubtedly true, but Liang Chen believes in "human nature", he believes that in ancient and modern times, at home and abroad, all the people who have existed and are existing in this world, 99% of the people, are "strict with others, lenient with themselves", that is, double standards, judging others like moral models, but if it happens to themselves, it is another set of standards.

Of course, he himself too.

He didn't know what other people would choose if this happened to other people, he only knew that although he had made up his mind to say goodbye to Bing'er, but now, he had lost the courage he had at that time - and it turned out that a momentary mood and unilateral decision did not mean that it could be done, and the current situation has explained a lot.

"Why don't you speak?"

The girl's somewhat puzzled voice on the other side of the phone woke Liang Chen up, and he quickly put away those messy thoughts and said with a smile: "I'm reading, Li Zhen's "Book Burning". ”

"Book Burning?" Luo Bingyu grinned, his voice was delicate, revealing a sly smile as innocent and coquettish as back then, "Did you say childlike?" ”

Since Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty accepted Dong Zhongshu's suggestion of "deposing a hundred schools of thought and respecting Confucianism alone", the feudal dynasties of all dynasties have been promoting and declaring Confucianism in order to rule, of course, they are all selling dog meat on the head of a sheep, "Confucianism and internal law, medicine to the Tao" is the real ruling strategy of the previous dynasties, since the prevalence of Cheng Zhu Lixue, coupled with the development of the millennium, the original leading feudal system has become a shackle that hinders social progress, so the late Ming Dynasty formed the largest and most enlightened cultural trend in Chinese history.

According to the current mainstream concept of domestic academic circles, the late Ming Dynasty has been regarded as the end of China's feudal society, and a large part of the reason is the openness, enlightenment and enlightenment of the late Ming cultural trend, which can be said to have opened the curtain of China's modernization trend.

Donglin Party's "Limit the Monarchy's Power and Elect the World", Gu Yanwu's "The Rise and Fall of the World, the Husband is Responsible", He Xinyin's "The Monarch and the Minister's Teacher, The Monarch and the Minister's Friend", Wang Fuzhi's "Hypothetical Monarch Constitution", Huang Zongxi's "The Essence of Monarchy", Xie Zhaoqian's "Emancipation of Women, Love Freedom" Wang Fuzhi's "Survival of the Fittest", and proposed that the emperor cannot infringe on private property, Fang Yizhi's Chinese character pinyinization, and Qu Taisu's universal values......

When it comes to Chinese culture, the first thing we think of is Tang and Song poetry, but in fact, in the history of Chinese culture, the Spring and Autumn Princes, the Wei and Jin Dynasties, the Late Ming Dynasty Ideology, and the May Fourth Movement are the most brilliant eras of cultural thought in Chinese history.

The so-called Tang poems and Song lyrics are all in the prosperous era under the rule of the feudal dynasty, there is the suppression of feudal imperial power, it is difficult to have a real idea of promoting the significance of the pop-up, there is this idea will also be caught and beheaded, and the Spring and Autumn Period, Wei and Jin, Late Ming Dynasty, May Fourth, these four periods, are the period when the imperial power was not established, or the ruling power and influence were very weak, and the humanistic ideas suppressed by the feudal imperial power could emerge.

The late Ming Dynasty ideology mostly appeared before and after the defeat of Salhu, that is, when the Ming Dynasty was about to fall in the last days of prosperity, and its source can probably be traced back to Wang Yangming's psychology, and after Wang Yangming, you can count Li Zhen's "childlike theory", which was also inspired by Wang Yangming's psychology.

The so-called childlike innocence, that is, "the heart of a child", according to Li Zhen's original words, "the husband is childlike, absolutely false and innocent, and the original heart of the first thought".

Luo Bingyu said it at this time, of course, he didn't want to discuss any "childlike theory" with Liang Chen, what he wanted to ask was this sentence "the original heart of a thought", which had the meaning of questioning, but it was very vague.

Liang Chen didn't know how to answer, mainly because there was no way to answer now, so he didn't understand what she meant, and said with a smile: "I don't understand it." ”

"The ancient texts of hundreds of years ago are indeed a bit obscure, so if you can't read them, you can't read them."

Luo Bingyu didn't continue to ask him, or explain to him what childlike saying is, I don't know if it was insight into his thoughts, Liang Chen felt a little nervous inexplicably, and felt that the hairs on his body were about to stand up, but the girl's voice on the phone was still smiling, faint, gently, softly, sweetly, "I haven't congratulated you on winning the LPL yet, how about it, do you want to thank me?" ”

Liang Chen's tense heartstrings relaxed, and he smiled: "Why thank you? ”

"Thank you for cheering you on." Luo Bingyu still grinned, "So conscienceless? ”

Smart has "little cleverness" and "great wisdom", and then there is a more legendary "great wisdom near the demon", small cleverness is better than not smart, great wisdom is stupid, in Liang Chen's view, Miss Su may not be called great wisdom, but "really smart" is certain, there is a feeling of great wisdom and foolishness, and Luo Bingyu ......

To be honest, probably because the impression left by his youth was too deep, Luo Bingyu would give him the feeling of "close to the demon", he could know Su Bingning's thoughts, but it was never difficult to see Luo Bingyu's thoughts.

It's easy to talk to a smart person, but it's also tiring, because she simply says a word, and you can't help but think about it.

Of course, Liang Chen didn't feel tired back then, because he loved his Bing'er wholeheartedly at that time, and he had no guilt in his heart, but now he is always worried that she will be aggrieved and unhappy, and there will be extraneous voices in her words to complain and beat herself.

For example, her sentence "no conscience" made Liang Chen can't help but think a little too much.

"How can I thank you?"

"Hmm......" Luo Bingyu thought for a while and said, "Invite me to dinner, and when I am free, I will call you, and remember to report to your family, Miss Su." ”

Liang Chen couldn't help frowning, the girl who asked him in a trembling voice the night before, "You like me, right", that familiar Bing'er seemed to have become the afternoon tea room that day, the Luo Bingyu that made him unfamiliar, this kind of seemingly playful, light and breezy tone, as if wearing a mask.

He said "um" softly, and then there was no sound on both ends of the phone, and after a long silence, he heard Luo Bingyu over there "hum", without the indifference that he had just pretended to be relaxed, and asked coldly: "Are you angry?" ”

The content was asking Liang Chen if he was angry, but the tone was clearly saying: "Miss Ben is not happy now!" ”

So the familiar Bing'er came back......

Liang Chen smiled helplessly, came to the bed and parted his legs, lay down on his back, breathed a sigh of relief, and couldn't help but smile on his face: "How dare you be angry, I'm a mouse in the bellows now-angry at both ends." ”

"Really?" Luo Bingyu's voice revealed a smile, "Which one am I?" ”

Liang Chen subconsciously skipped the saying that his wife was "big at both ends" in ancient times, and he didn't know if it was a barb given by this little girl, so he didn't dare to answer, laughed dryly, and skipped the topic directly: "By the way, when is the star summoner event held?" ”

"It's postponed." I don't know if I noticed some of his thoughts, Luo Bingyu's voice just revealed a little smile and then it became cold again, as if ice slag was about to fall on the ground.

"Uh, why?"

"Jay Chou's schedule conflict, after being transferred to MSI."

It has been decided before the MSI, and the schedule must have been adjusted at that time, although Liang Chen is not an insider, he also knows that the star schedule can be discharged for several months, really because Jay Chou's schedule conflict is unlikely, it is estimated that he is going to participate in MSI, Bing'er is worried that his distraction is the real reason for the postponement of the star summoner activity.

Luo Bingyu, who is only a popular diva, certainly does not have the ability to adjust this period of activity, but with the background of her family, everything is possible, and Liang Chen vaguely knew from Qin Luoyu that someone in Bing'er's family worked in the General Administration of Sports, which is also one of the reasons why no one dares to think about her in the entertainment industry, and now the Ministry of Culture has been merged into the General Administration of Sports.

Hanging up the phone, Liang Chen looked at the sentence "the heart of a thought" in a daze, the sage thought is like a bright starry sky, vast and vast, he is naturally not qualified to compare, he just feels a little ashamed of himself.

It's not that he's ashamed of himself in the face of the sages, but he feels that he is too despicable compared to the two girls.

Put back the "Book Burning", and took a copy of "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" casually, Liang Chen casually turned a few pages, and was about to put down to sleep, when he suddenly saw the fourth episode of "Abolishing the Han Emperor Chen Liujian Position, Seeking Dong Thief Meng De to Present a Knife", Cao Cao was suspicious, and only after killing Lu Bohao's family did he know the truth, but he cruelly drew his sword and killed Lu Bohao, in the face of Chen Gong's questioning, Cao Cao said: "Rather teach me to bear the world, and stop teaching the world to bear me."

This paragraph is contained in Sun Sheng's "Miscellaneous Notes", which says "I would rather bear others than others", and "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" was slightly modified, and the word "rape" in the image of Cao Cao's "traitorous male" was infinitely raised.

However, whether it is "I would rather teach the world to bear the world, and stop teaching the world to bear me" or "I would rather be responsible for others than for others", Cao Cao's selfishness is visible.

Liang Chen looked at this sentence and was stunned for a long time, until he closed the book, and the two sentences were still hovering and lingering in his mind.

"Am I the kind of person Cao Mengde?"

Liang Chen still has self-knowledge, and he can't compare to Cao Cao, who is eloquent and strategic, but the despicability of human nature is common.

Among the relevant figures of the Three Kingdoms, Liang Chen's least favorite is Emperor Xian of the Han Dynasty, followed by Liu Bei, he thinks that Liu Bei is too hypocritical, so he also doesn't like the Shu regime, but he appreciates Liu Chan, and he also admires Cao Cao, but he also doesn't like Cao Cao, and he doesn't like Zhuge Liang, he likes Zhou Yu, but Zhou Yu in Su Dongpo's words when Xiao Qiao first married, "Lupine scarf, and the tree is in ashes".

But in this late night dream, Liang Chen dreamed that he had become Cao Cao, as if he had traveled into a TV series, first suspiciously killed the Lu Bohao family who treated him kindly, and then knew that it was wrong, but he still ruthlessly and cruelly swung his sword to kill a sincere Lu Bohao, and then he carried the bloody sword and said coldly: "I'd rather bear people than people bear me."

The light and shadow in the dream changed, and he couldn't see his face and expression clearly, he only knew that his heart at that moment was like cold iron, and he could freeze his blood all over his body coldly.

When dreaming, everything is as real as it is, but in fact, subconsciously I still know that it is a dream, but it is difficult to break free, Sen Han's heart, cold blood, seems to freeze his consciousness.

In the illusory dark world, there are corpses lying all over the ground under his feet, and the sword in his hand is still dripping with blood, just like Liang Chen, who is a traitor of a generation of heroes, made a move that made him look down on the domineering of the world's male lord and disappeared in an instant, and he was embarrassed to mention it to others in retrospect the next day-

He carried the blood-dripping sword, and slowly and resolutely wrote a line of blood-curdled words in the air:

It is better to lose the world than to live up to it. (To be continued.) )