It was already afternoon after class, Yang Ming hurriedly pulled Huang Xiaochen back to the Lucky Star Internet Cafe, tonight is going to the Guangsuo E-sports Club to compete, it is a too important day.

When they arrived at the Internet café, Fushengjun and the others were still playing games, without raising their heads, operating to make the heroes play team battles.

Yang Ming wanted to hurry up and go to Guangshuo, let's pass quickly. I don't usually use much money from my family, but I have some savings. But all this savings have been eaten up by these guys in the past few days.

What a heartache!

Fu Shengjun suddenly dropped his headphones and howled, "Perfect! ”

Yang Ming looked up at the computer screen, Shanzi's ADC and the dirty AP were both alive, and they were dismantling the opponent's defense tower extremely quickly.

It's been more than forty minutes, and the ADC equipment is almost complete, and the tower is super fast. The opposite side could only watch as they pushed off their main crystals, and two huge characters appeared on the screen: Victory!

"Hey, this game is really difficult to play, but thanks to my strong skills, I still won!" Fushengjun stinks and is beautiful.

Yang Ming smiled slightly and comforted: "Let's go, dog." ”

Fushengjun Li dogdan, ahhh ”

"No, no! Hit me. Yang Ming shook his head, as if saying something very simple.

"This cheek!" Fushengjun sighed.

Yang Ming smiled but didn't answer, went out of the Internet café with everyone, and went outside to take a taxi to the Guangsuo E-sports Club.

The night is getting darker, Hedong City is also a big city, the streets are still so lively at night, Yang Ming's mood is a little complicated, Huang Xiaochen is listening to the song on the side, and Shanzi is squinting and resting on the side. And the three of them were in the taxi behind.

At the beginning of the lanterns, the moon is full in the west building. The taxi passes by an ancient building scenic area, which is called the West Building, and there is a river passing through the city, with passers-by and pedestrians in twos and threes, and the vendors who buy things are lively and lively.

Yang Ming looked at the bustling streets, felt a little familiar in his heart, and thought for a moment before he thought that here, he and the girl had been here. Although I don't want to reminisce, my mind flashes over the bits and pieces of the past period of time.

At this time, there was a singing voice on the radio in the car, which turned out to be Xiao Jingteng's "What I Miss".

"Wanted to ask why, I'm no longer your joy. But why, he smiled wryly and said I understood. Self-esteem often drags people down and makes love go in twists and turns. Pretending to understand is afraid, the truth is too naked, and embarrassment is worse than loss. ”

Yang Ming remembered that day, the day he was recruited into the e-sports club, and he fled in embarrassment. It's as if it's a great torture for others to look at themselves.

"What I miss is that I don't have to say anything. What I miss is dreaming together. What I miss is after the quarrel. Or the urge to love you. ”

Four weeks ago, Yang Ming was also in the West Building, and had some quarrels with Sun Ran, but Yang Ming still grabbed Sun Ran's hand, afraid that she would leave.

"I remember that birthday, I remember that song, I remember the starry sky, the tightest right hand, the warmest chest. What I miss is speechless moving. What I miss is the absolute heat. What I miss is that you are very excited, begging me for forgiveness and hugging me so painfully. ”

Yang Ming only felt that this song was written for himself, because once by the river, that day, Sun Ran hugged Yang Ming and said to Yang Ming in his ear: "I don't know what to do, but I don't want to leave." ”

"I remember you behind your back, I remember me trembling, I remember feeling turbulent, the most beautiful fireworks, the longest hug. Who loves too freely, who goes too far. Whoever wants to go to my heart, who forgets that is the promise, who walks on his own, who forgets to look at me, who makes love heavy, who forgets to give you tenderness. I give up my seat and pretend to be free. Who knows how reluctant I am. Love it so much. So, I didn't cry, I didn't speak. ”

Yang Ming couldn't help but shed tears, it was too hypocritical, Yang Ming secretly looked at the driver, Shanzi and Huang Xiaochen, but fortunately he didn't find himself so embarrassed.

I thought I wouldn't shed tears, and I paralyzed myself countless times, and I thought I had forgotten, but when I really thought about it, no matter how I endured it, my nose was sore, and my tears fell down.

How could she sit there with someone else and still smile so brightly? This is a question that has troubled Yang Ming for a long time.

The blocked corridor and a phone call that lasted for two hours and fifty-three minutes made Yang Ming have the urge to go crazy. Despair, desolation, misery, loneliness, coldness, and anguish come from powerlessness, from the cry of endurance.

That day, there was only a cold prompt tone on the other end of the phone, which made Yang Ming understand that he was alone. To be precise, his girl is with someone else.

From then on, dreaming became a very painful thing. When I dream of her, it's all her good, her laughter. The seriousness of caring for himself, the nonsense of joking, and the appearance of being stupid and in a daze.

But the person who insists on waiting for you, will not be afraid to leave, and hugs you so hard that he suffocates has nothing to do with you, and has nothing to do with you at all.

Every time she woke up, she had to accept the fact that she was leaving again, which made Yang Ming feel desperate. Only the game can bring a moment of forgetting. What's even more terrifying is that the person who makes Yang Ming unforgettable, how can she sit there with others and smile so brightly?

She's obviously still there, but it's none of her in this life.

It's like that's like a house you've lived in for a long time and suddenly it catches fire, but you can't do anything about it. I can only watch it disappear little by little, and finally turn to ashes. You look at the wreckage and the desperation of the dust, and you know it's your home, but there's no going back

Yang Ming only felt that life had become extremely bloody, and after waiting for an hour for the bus to come, he saw that it was full, and he didn't take any of the questions he memorized ten times. After a long time of the game, the final prompt can't be installed.,Friends who have been made for many years left.,People who have loved for many years didn't end up with you.,Life has to go on.,The sun still rises in the east and sets in the west.。 But the heart became numb. It's like a broken computer that has been used for many years, it can run, but it always says that the memory is insufficient.

I still remember when I left, Sun Ran said that it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

But Yang Ming still likes to get along with each other, the rivers and lakes are too big, and without her, it is just nothingness. Even at this time, he even doubted, did she, the beautiful her, really appear?

Yang Ming suddenly found that without her, this world was meaningless, but everything was already in the past. I only hope that in the days when we will never see each other again, please take care.

Yang Ming didn't look over his head and secretly wiped away his tears, but his heart was empty, as if he had been hollowed out alive, a life like a walking corpse.

What does it say in the movie? If people don't have a heart, they won't be sad, how happy do you think they should be?

Hypocritical, too hypocritical!

Yang Ming was almost disgusted by himself, he was so hypocritical. Dad's decision to kill is not inherited at all.

Gritting your teeth, try your best to control your emotions so that the tears don't fall again. I tried to think of some happy things in my heart, but every happy thing actually had Sun Ran's participation!

"Don't cry, stand up and masturbate!" Yang Ming silently thought in his heart: "It's all a big dream, and now I wake up from the dream, the farming that should be farming, and the dung that should be digging." ”

Yang Ming couldn't help but fantasize about the beautiful distant future, her daily life. She was there, but unfortunately she was gradually separated from herself. In this world, there are too many stories and too few endings. In the future, in this closed, crowded and cold city, I don't know who will be so lucky to go to life with her.

And at this moment, only the evening blue sky made a quiet sound and the earth was gradually covered by light and darkness, Yang Ming packed up his mood, as if he really woke up from a youthful and absurd dream. And now, he's going to do what he's supposed to do.

Guangsuo E-sports Club, I have awakened, you are the first opponent, I, Yang Liangchen, don't mind playing with you!

This article is from the novel of Kanshu.com