Su Bingning was silent for a long time, not knowing whether he didn't know what to say, or if he was savoring the word "Shen" in contemplation of Liang Chen, and after a while, he said, "But uncle and aunt, I still love you very much." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Liang Chen smiled: "Stupid or not, you? I don't mean to complain, I just think I was too ignorant before, and I feel sorry for my parents and my parents. My parents love the child a lot, didn't they say, a little doting, you don't know, when I was a child, my dad often punished me for kneeling in the yard when he was drunk, and at that time I loved to cry, he asked my brother to look at me with a bamboo pole, as long as I cried, let my brother beat, my brother didn't beat me, he beat my brother......"

Before she finished speaking, Su Bingning's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and seeing that the tears were about to roll down, Liang Chen hurriedly rubbed her hair and said with a smile: "What are you crying about, how many years ago, which child has not been beaten when he was a child?" I just want to say this later, don't cry, listen. ”

Su Bingning blinked her teary hazy eyes, nodded obediently, and listened to him say: "My dad, it's also my grandparents who didn't discipline him well...... When you go back to my house, you are not allowed to say this, otherwise my mother will be able to pull my ears and count me down for a long time. ”

Miss Su, who burst into tears and laughed, pinched him angrily.

Liang Chen said with a smile: "My dad should have matured too late, and he still has that temper, and he doesn't have a bad heart towards anyone, but he doesn't welcome anyone when he speaks, everything is good on weekdays, and he can't control his mouth when he arrives at the wine field, and no matter how good the relationship is, he can offend him...... So I thought, I can't follow my dad's old path, I can't be a family with two generations planted on this, right? ”

Seeing Su Bingning's blank eyes, Liang Chen smiled and pressed her little head and said, "Say 'oh'." ”

Su Bingning pinched him again angrily.

Liang Chen continued: "Actually, I admire my dad, although he wants to save face, but he never stands up in front of my mother, when I was a child, he had a very bad temper at that time, and he often drank and played cards and came back in the middle ......of the night to quarrel with my mother, and he did it when he was in a hurry" Seeing Su Bingning's eyes widen in surprise, he smiled and said: "The prodigal son doesn't change his money, don't have this expression, my dad is not so terrible." ”

Su Bingning obediently let out an "oh".

"No matter how noisy I was last night, running away from home or getting divorced, the next day after my dad woke up, he could always get up before dawn to cook, tell me and my brother to get up to eat and go to school, and then bring the meal to my mother's bed to admit his mistakes, the model husband is not as attentive as him, my mother can't get used to his hippie smile like no one else, naturally all kinds of cynical scolding him, my dad will also fight back when his temper comes up, I remember one time he dropped the bowl directly, scolded me and said that you have the ability to starve to death......"

Su Bingning's eyes widened in surprise again.

Liang Chen didn't know whether to be helpless or smiled bitterly, and said: "But in less than a minute, my dad will sweep up the broken bowl and clean it up, and then re-serve the meal to my mother's bed to admit his mistake, and he will become a model husband again......"

Su Bingning blinked, probably because he didn't find any suitable adjectives after searching for a long time, Liang Chen continued: "I used to have a very ...... temperament Thin-skinned, not responsible, timid, stage fright, anyway, how to hang if you don't make a device, I envied my dad at that time, but people admired my dad because they thought he was mature and responsible, and I just felt that my dad was thick-skinned. ”

Su Bingning finally couldn't help laughing, covering her mouth and laughing for a long time.

Liang Chen couldn't help laughing, and said softly: "And, my dad still has a place that really makes me admire, he never lazy in bed, no matter winter or summer, no matter what time he plays cards until he sleeps, even if he goes to bed at four o'clock in the morning, and has something to get up at five o'clock in the morning, he can get up without delay for a second, and he doesn't even need an alarm clock." ”

Like all girls, Su Bingning, who likes lazy beds and has the urge to get up, nodded with a smile: "That's pretty powerful." ”

Liang Chen, who went around in a big circle, finally returned to the topic: "My dad used to reward me and my younger brother when he was in a good mood and scold him when he was in a bad mood, but in the past two years, both of us brothers have grown up, and I have been ...... since the beginning After I became a little more mature, I reasoned with my dad, he couldn't talk to me, and my brother couldn't quarrel with him every time, and he couldn't argue with my brother. ”

Su Bingning, who was about to stop laughing just now, couldn't help laughing again, because she was worried about arguing with others, she covered her mouth and lowered her voice, and she endured it so hard that tears were about to fall.

Liang Chen said: "It's really noisy, no parent in the world can quarrel to win their children, who makes parents love more." In the past two years, my dad has rarely lost his temper, and he doesn't even say anything heavy on weekdays, lest he upset our two brothers, I have to spend money to go to school, my brother wants to get married, and I have to spend money, and the burden of the family is all on him alone, sometimes I think, even if my dad was a bastard when he was young, but these years he worked outside to earn money, and he was reluctant to ask for leave when he was sick, for fear of worrying about deducting his salary, he said that if he took leave, half a day's salary was enough for me to live for several days, and it was over...... No matter how big the mistakes have been made before, it's time to redeem them, right? ”

Miss Su, who hadn't finished laughing and couldn't help crying, nodded with a flat mouth.

Liang Chen smiled: "Do you have a feeling of watching the eight o'clock file?" There is even more bloody, when I was a child, my mother has been divorced, and I have run away from home three times, my dad every time he comes back from playing cards in the middle of the night, only to go out to find my mother, I don't know how it was so coincidental, every time my dad found it. ”

"I remember the last time, when I was in elementary school, my mother fed two red sheep at home, that is, the wool was a little reddish-brown, it seemed to be very valuable at that time, my mother calculated that these two sheep grew up and sold the money to pay for the tuition of our two brothers, and then when the summer vacation was about to start, my brother and I found a very short and very small flower garden in the yard, planted strawberries, my mother put the pesticides in the field inside, and the two sheep went into the strawberries, and took the medicine, and they were poisoned......"

At some point, Su Bingning, who grabbed Liang Chen's arm again, couldn't help but tighten his palms.

Liang Chen said softly: "The two sheep lie straight in the yard foaming at the mouth, my mother can't lift it, the surrounding neighbors have gone to work in the field in the summer, and no one can be found, our two brothers are not small, and I can't count on it, my mother asked me and my brother to go to find my dad, at that time, I was young, every time I went to call my dad home, I had to be scolded, I was afraid to go, and then I went slowly, and was scolded by my dad, so I quickly ran home and told my mom that my dad didn't come back, and my mom let us shout again, and then I was scolded back by my dad...... Then the sheep died. ”

Liang Chen smiled, remembering the weakness of his mother at home alone and watching her two sons' tuition fees disappear like that, I don't know when I felt a little sour in my eyes, but I was still smiling: "At that time, there was a tricycle for agriculture at home, and you haven't seen it, and my mother didn't know how to drive it, so she pushed a flatbed truck, a wooden board with two wheels, and told me that she went to sell the two dead sheep, let me remember, let my father tell him this when he came back." Then my brother and I were at home alone, and we waited until it was dark, and then I felt inexplicably scared, and when my dad came back, he told my dad, and my dad asked where to sell the two sheep, and of course we didn't know, so my dad scolded the two of us, and then went to my mom...... My dad didn't come back overnight, and neither did my mom. ”

"My brother and I have been squatting at the door waiting for my parents, waiting, but we can't see them coming back, and then it was very late, and my grandfather took us to his place for dinner, and then the two of us went home to sleep...... I told you something before, grandma didn't care about us at that time. ”

Su Bingning did not speak.

Liang Chen shrugged his shoulders with a smile and said, "I don't remember how I fell asleep, anyway, when I woke up the next day, my parents were there, and I felt that the whole world was back." ”

glanced at Su Bingning, who was wiping her tears on the side, gently wiped away the tears on her face, and smiled softly: "My dad has changed a lot now, but sometimes he may lose his temper when he gets drunk...... If you're here this year, it's estimated that it will be much better, but it's not good to say, it's inconvenient for me to say too much when I get home, so as not to make my mother think too much, anyway, even if my dad is drunk, he only loses his temper with his family, and if you scold me or do something, you just don't make a sound, everything has me, you know? ”

Su Bingning nodded, and said uneasily: "Will your father beat you?" ”

Liang Chen smiled dumbly and said: "No, when I was a child, my mother often said that when her two sons grow up, someone will treat my father, and now the situation is almost like this, as long as my father drinks, it is the time for our mother and wife to work together to fight evil." ”

Su Bingning finally showed a little smile on her face, chatted for a while, she had no sleep, leaned on Liang Chen's shoulder, although she sat for several hours, a little uncomfortable, but her heart was full of joy, and after a while, Zhiwu asked: "I just ran to your house, will your parents feel it...... Felt ......"

Liang Chen shook his head with a smile and said, "Don't worry." ”

Many topics have actually crossed the line a long time ago, but both of them tacitly do not mention that boundary, Liang Chen's heart knot is difficult to solve, but Su Bingning knows that his heart knot is not solved, in fact, he is waiting for the time that claims to be able to heal everything and change everything.

Su Bingning snuggled on his shoulder, her soft hair fell down like a cloud, covering half of Liang Chen's chest, and she said softly: "Many professional players in LOL are from the grassroots, isn't it the same to change fate if the game is played well?" Why don't you want to go professional? ”

Liang Chen, who was faintly full of touch on his arm and whose heartbeat was half a beat slower, didn't dare to look back, so he looked at the acne young man opposite who was leaning back on the back of the chair and sleeping on his face, in order to suppress the restlessness in his heart, and thought about it: "Actually, I don't or don't reject playing careers, but playing careers will inevitably lead to suspension of school, my mother has been looking forward to me for a college diploma for 18 years, if I know that I dropped out of school to play games, I can't kill me with a handful of rat poison?" Do you know why I've never played the game? ”

Su Bingning said: "Why? ”

Liang Chen glanced down at her and said with a smile: "Because my mother won't let me, my home is different from the city, the popularization of computers is not so fast, and when I go to school, I will run Internet cafes, and parents and teachers regard them like snakes and scorpions, I will be ordered like this, or I wouldn't have clicked the left button for a long time when I played lol at the beginning and asked the hero why he didn't move......

Su Bingning couldn't help but want to laugh a little when he heard him mention what happened at that time, "Then didn't you tell your aunt about you playing games some time ago?" Didn't she and didn't object? ”

Liang Chen smiled bitterly: "Since high school, my affairs have basically been decided by myself, so my parents will not interfere too much, after all, it is playing games outside of studying, dropping out of school to play games full-time, these are two different things......"

"Are you afraid that your parents will object?" Su Bingning suddenly raised her eyes to look at him, blinking her bright eyes: "In other words, you actually want to play professionally?" ”