[Section 62 Guo Jing and Yang Kang...... Liang Chen】
"I know what you're worried about, because ......" Liang Chen looked at the air in front of him and sighed softly, "I have the same worries. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info".
"On the night of the winter vacation, I told you that everything about her, those memories, have long been deep in my mind, I am like a person who is deeply addicted to drugs, I want to get rid of it, but I can't break it away."
He turned his head to look at Su Bingning, and the girl looked at him quietly, with a faint worry in her eyes. Liang Chen couldn't help but smile, held her hand tightly, and said with a smile: "Seriously, I don't get angry when I hear this, I already feel that I have no regrets with you." ”
Su Bing glanced at him, bit his lip and said, "I'm not angry because you haven't forgotten her, and when you forget her, you only have ...... in your heart When it was only me, all the grievances I suffered now had to be doubled back by you. ”
Liang Chen smiled: "As long as you are happy, I am willing." ”
Su Bingning snorted softly.
Liang Chen said again: "In a sense, I can go from a stupid boy who didn't understand anything at the beginning to what I am today in just a few years, largely because of her, just ......"
He was silent for a long time before he whispered, "We are not suitable." ”
Su Bing looked at him with wide eyes in astonishment, although she really hoped that Liang Chen could forget Luo Bingyu, but she never thought that one day she would hear this sentence from Liang Chen's mouth.
In this world, she is the only one who has read Liang Chen's diary in its entirety, even Liang Chen's mother Wei Ling secretly read Liang Chen's diary at the beginning, and only roughly read and knew about Liang Chen's early love, coupled with the age and ideological barrier, Wei Ling only regarded Luo Bingyu as the culprit who "ruined" her son, and she only stood from the perspective of an "elder" for the feelings revealed between the lines of the diary, and she would not really agree.
Therefore, Su Bingning is probably the only person in this world who knows how deep Liang Chen's affection for Luo Bing is.
So at the beginning, Liang Chen confessed that he was obsessed with Luo Bingyu, and even the last time Luo Bingyu's identity was exposed, Liang Chen didn't end a sentence, and she didn't get angry.
She never even thought of letting Liang Chen forget Luo Bingyu, because she knew that it was impossible.
When a tree is still a seedling, if a shallow mark is carved on it, as it grows, it becomes taller and taller, and the original thicker it is, this shallow mark will slowly heal with the passage of time until it disappears, but if the mark is too deep, so deep that it is hard to the bone, then no matter how long it has passed, no matter how tall the tree grows in the end, even if it towers to the sky, this mark will not disappear, but will become more and more obvious.
For Liang Chen, the imprint carved by Luo Bingyu was so deep that time could not erase it.
Even if she is a girl, even if she stands in the position of a rival in love, it is difficult for Su Bingning to find any shortcomings and faults from Luo Bingyu, and even she racked her brains to think of reasons why she doesn't like Luo Bingyu, but in the end, she can come up with only one reason why she doesn't like Luo Bingyu as a man: she is too good and beautiful, which makes people feel inferior.
And now, Liang Chen would actually say something that was not suitable for him and Luo Bingyu.
Su Bingning's first reaction when she heard this sentence was not joy as a rival in love, but stunned and puzzled.
Liang Chen saw that her face was stunned, and he couldn't help but show a smile on his face, reached out and pinched her smooth cheeks, and said with a smile: "Don't stare your eyes so big, your eyes are already big." ”
Su Bingning brushed away his hand, pouted and said, "What's not suitable?" She's so beautiful, so smart, and not suitable, then there's no one in the world who is worthy of you! ”
Liang Chen smiled bitterly: "When two people are together, whether it is suitable or not is not determined by whether it is good or not. He raised his hand and tapped lightly on Su Bingning's forehead, and sighed: "If you want to say that you are not worthy, you two, which one of me is worthy?" ”
Su Bingning snorted: "It's good that you know!" ”
Liang Chen is in a deep dilemma, since the identity of Luo Bingyu was exposed, he has been occasionally alone recently, and it is inevitable to compare these two girls together, after coming to this conclusion, although he has intellectually understood that he and Luo Bingyu are indeed not suitable, but if rationality controls his feelings, he will not be entangled with Luo Bingyu for so long after separation.
At this time, Su Bingning felt aggrieved in her heart, suffering from gains and losses, and told her these inner words, although it was to relieve her, but when she recalled the past, she finally couldn't afford to let go of her character, and when she mentioned Luo Bingyu, she couldn't help but be full of melancholy, it can be seen that she is so cute and cute, but she still can't help laughing, and continued: "Have you watched "Shooting the Condor"? ”
Su Bingning nodded and said, "Of course." ”
Liang Chen smiled: "Character aside, do you think it's appropriate for Huang Rong and Yang Kang to be together?" ”
Su Bingning shook his head.
Liang Chen asked again: "Why?" ”
Su Bingning tilted his head and thought for a moment, and said, "It's all too smart." ”
Liang Chen said: "That's it. ”
He sighed again, "Bing'er was born precocious, and I was ignorant at that time, probably similar to the stupid Guo Jing in front of Huang Rong, she has always asked me to read more books and taught me a lot of things, just like when Huang Rong racked her mind to let Guo Jing learn martial arts well, because Guo Jing, who can't learn martial arts, no matter how much he likes Huang Rong and is honest and honest, he can't marry Huang Rong." “
Su Bingning bit her lip and said: "But later, Guo Jing still became a generation of heroes admired by everyone in the martial arts, and he still stayed with Huang Rong for a lifetime." ”
Liang Chen said: "The martial arts highland in martial arts can probably be equated with wealth in real life, which is a measure of a person's value and status, Guo Jing has practiced martial arts and gained social status, but his personality has not changed, and his relationship with Huang Rong is still the same, so naturally there is no reason for empathy." And I'm ......"
He smiled bitterly and said: "After all, a novel is a novel, and if modern society wants to start from scratch, how easy is it?" Guo Jing's kind of character, how can he come out? Bing'er naturally knew that my previous personality was difficult to get ahead, so she let me study science and teach me how to behave, so that I could become smarter and more mature, enough to rely on my own ability to create a career. ”
He really thought so at that time, but with the trip to the north, after realizing what Luo Bingyu's family background had reached, he naturally understood another plan of Luo Bingyu: It is not easy to start from scratch, even if you have the ability, you still need opportunities and time, whether it is Liang Chen or Luo Bingyu, who can afford to wait for decades?
Luo Bingyu's original plan was naturally a plan for her to help in secret.
Su Bingning blinked wide, and finally slowly understood what he meant, "You mean, Luo Bingyu wants to make you smart and mature in order to let you be recognized by her family, but when your personality is as she wishes, after slowly transforming, and having the possibility of being recognized by her family, the personalities of the two of you have conflicts?" ”
Liang Chen nodded and said with a wry smile: "That's pretty much what it means, I'm Yang Kang now." ”
The so-called people are not as good as the sky, after all, Luo Bingyu was just a little girl of fourteen or fifteen, no matter how smart she is, how can she be considered innocent? Moreover, with the original relationship between the two, she probably never imagined that she would be separated from Liang Chen.
Su Bingning was silent for a while, and suddenly felt a little distressed about the rival in love who had only met once.
Her family is in business, not as strict as Luo Bingyu's parents in politics, relatively speaking, the attitude towards the relationship between her and Liang Chen is much more open-minded, and now Liang Chen's personality has gradually matured, since the relationship between the two has not been determined, he has taken the initiative to shoulder most of the pressure of the disparity between the two, plus her parents don't know about him and Liang Chen now, the pressure on her is relatively light.
But it is this relatively light pressure that has made her feel helpless when she occasionally thinks about it, if her parents oppose it, her tough attitude will hurt her parents' hearts, and her weak attitude will inevitably separate from Liang Chen, which can be described as a dilemma.
And what about Luo Bingyu?
The pressure at home must have been worse than herself, and she was just imagining, and the pressure she was going to face really exploded at that time.
All along, Su Bingning has always looked at the relationship between him and Luo Bingyu from Liang Chen's point of view, and it was only now that she suddenly thought of this.
She really couldn't imagine how Luo Bingyu, who was younger than herself at that time, could resist the huge pressure that came from all directions, formless and substantial, but like a mountain and a sea, so heavy that it made it difficult to breathe.
At that time, Liang Chen was ignorant, and it was Luo Bingyu who shouldered all the pressure caused by the disparity between the two people's families.
She had read Liang Chen's diary and remembered that Liang Chen's diary had said that Luo Bingyu rejected her mother's proposal to let Liang Chen enter Beijing, and moved out of the house in order to show her determination.
She resisted all the pressure alone, and began to plan for the future of the two of them, she even paved the way for Liang Chen's future early, but Liang Chen went north and interrupted all her plans.
If it weren't for Liang Chen's own promise to go north......
Thinking of this, Su Bingning suddenly didn't know how things would develop next, because she knew that it was impossible for Liang Chen to watch Luo Bingyu bear the pressure that should have been borne by the two of them alone, and this assumption did not exist at all.
However, the ending is also obvious, Liang Chen did not bear the double pressure from the outside world and the heart at the same time, otherwise Liang Chen would not appear in Qingquan, and he would not know her, he will go to school in Beijing, and he will work with Luo Bingyu for the future of the two of them, and she ......
She will be like many girls in Qingquan University, quietly study in college for two years, and then after she reaches the age of eighteen, she will study abroad according to the family's arrangement, maybe talk about a relationship abroad, maybe after returning to China, or according to the family's wishes, go on a blind date and marry a man who is the right person.
That kind of hypothetical life may be peaceful and uneventful, or it may have another story with another person, but Su Bingning doesn't want to assume it, because there is no if in real life.
She has watched "Red Makeup" and knows that the movie starring Luo Bingyu is adapted from her and Liang Chen's past, and in the ending of the movie, Xie Yuji, who has become a star, came to Chen Yunxiao's school for the first time and was discovered, and then came to the school for the second time, and successfully met Chen Yunxiao.
In reality, she also saw the news that Luo Bingyu entered Qingquan University at night, but Luo Bingyu obviously didn't go a second time like in the movie, or she went, but she didn't see Liang Chen.
If Luo Bingyu really went to the second time and met Liang Chen, would everything be rewritten? (To be continued.) )