023 Running away from love and chasing love, repeatedly abusing and hurting
Fu Shouyuan silently recited the ice heart formula, and even recited Buddhist scriptures, trying not to think about it, not to show the slightest strange emotion, he responded as calmly as possible. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Help me get out of here, and if I don't go back, my body won't be able to hold it."
"Run? Where can you flee to the battlefield after escaping back to the battlefield? ”
But she would not refuse his request, and she was lightly raised, and Fu Shouyuan disappeared into her world.
Tears drip down the heart lake, rippling ripples that have been difficult to calm for a long time.
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Time has passed in the mental world for a long time, but since Vi's desire to spend more time with her mind strongly affects the speed of time in the mental world, her iron fist has only moved a small distance in the real world.
The next moment, Fu Shouyuan's body shook, and the iron fist with his back to Wei fell weakly, and his fist immediately turned into a palm and stretched out to support him, but he was barely avoided.
"Meat-bomb land attack."
Detecting that Fu Shouyuan's abnormal state had disappeared, Chen Feng immediately launched his skills to rush in, and repelled the enemy soldiers surrounding nearby, and then attacked Wei and stopped (one kill was far less than the opponent's active cooperation).
There is a setting on the Runeterrae side that when a Runeterrae hero is attacked, soldiers in a certain area around it will receive the highest aggro signal and prioritize the attack on the hero.
This setting is very unfavorable to Fu Shouyuan.,His excessive outburst caused serious physical and mental overdraft damage.,At the moment, there are only 30 lives left.,And other attributes are directly and permanently reduced.,The energy obtained from killing is burned out.,After the anger subsides, the related skills are gone.,The most ruthless thing is that the armor is actually zeroed.,It only takes two or three attacks to give up this little life!
Therefore, the first thing Chen Feng did when he arrived was to attract the hatred of the enemy soldiers.
"Let's go."
"Thank you...... I'm sorry. ”
Three seconds later, Fu Shouyuan struggled to get up and slowly left.
Looking down and chasing her back, she didn't want that sorry to have her share.
If he couldn't close the distance, he didn't dare to turn back.
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Retreating into the first layer of the Earth camp, Fu Shouyuan didn't want to leave, and the restrictions on deserters also made it impossible for him to cross this line.
Turning around, Wei was still following behind, and her external image had also changed greatly after the spiritual nirvana, and she continued to fine-tune it.
Chen Feng also turned around, but was shocked to find that the beauty in front of him was exuding an incomparable charm! And it's getting more and more beautiful!
Is this the female hooligan from before? He immediately looked away, he couldn't believe it, he didn't dare to look directly!
The soldiers who were still sane on the nearby Earth side were also stunned, so that many people stopped attacking, and only after a second or two did they start to fight back again.
Wei just stared at Fu Shouyuan who turned around, his eyes were resentful.
"You owe me an answer."
Smile.
"You know."
"But I'm not going to give up."
Then, one was speechless, the other was stubborn and waiting, and Chen Feng, who was on the side, looked at this and that, completely confused.
During this period, the Earth soldiers did not attack Wei, and she and Chen Feng were in the card position so that the pursuing soldiers could not attack Fu Shouyuan, and Song Diqiang pulled Xu Bo to their rear to block the enemy soldiers in other directions.
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The clear eyes pierced the heart, and the invincible Fu Shouyuan took the lead in breaking the stalemate.
"This is the battlefield...... What's happening here...... It is an invasion that tramples on life, and it is a fight that is incompatible with fire and water. ”
His tone was calm and his expression was solemn.
Her eyes were dim, and her head was lowered.
And he turned a blind eye.
"You don't need to care about cannon fodder, your kindness really helped us, so you think that I can understand you if I know your heart well, so I understand that I don't want to let go when I meet the fate you think is right...... It's true. ”
The iron armor trembled slightly, but it couldn't stop the wind and rain.
"But you see, one, two, ten, hundred! Thousands! 10,000! All died under your Valoran's aggression! They're dead!! Qiu is affectionate! It's clear at a glance! ”
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Finally, he looked up and saw many people in need of protection from the cold fire.
Also, I saw myself, but it was blood-stained armor! Bright red and dazzling!
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That's me, and I'm different.
But you lied to me, because I ...... It's so embarrassing.
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But it doesn't seem to be anything, you see, I'm fine, you see, now I'm okay with that little injury.
So don't dare to look at my injuries when you lie to me, take a good look at my embarrassment, don't lie to yourself too hard, it will hurt when you wake up.
Why don't you look at me yet?
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"After all, it's love that traps me so deeply, so deep that I need to weave another self in order to put on a posture of deceiving others and deceiving myself."
Fu Shouyuan, who had already switched to the battle, was looking at it now.
"I did sink deeply, but it was deep hatred, not the delusion that you are in at the moment."
The four eyes met, and no one wavered in the slightest.
Constant disappointment and constant injury only highlight Wei's strength more and more.
"The truth is, I accept all your joys and sorrows, and I know how much of an obstacle that boils over my anger, but I will try to break through it! And you understand me, pity me, warm me, you broke my shackles, you let me regain my life! In that indelible time, why did you give so gently? Isn't the answer obvious, because you're already out of the knot! ”
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The flame goes out, wake up.
The clear and clear fact of defeat instantly eliminated Fu Shouyuan's deep self-hypnosis.
"Hatred really can't cover everything, you win...... Even I can tell you right now that I'll pay you your share. ”
The rise of joy was extinguished in an instant, replaced by a deep weary heartache.
Because the unhesitating admission of defeat is obviously to better open the final stage of the decision, and when it comes to this level, it just proves how irreversible its determination is.
"At the moment when I just had a heart-to-heart relationship, you and I are indeed too transparent, and we can roughly guess each other's thoughts, so far I have to admit that such a trick will only make the avoidable damage continue to accumulate, so let's end it in one sentence."
Stubbornness is still the same.
Unless you erase my consciousness, I'll lose this one, so whatever!
"Give up pointless stubbornness, why should we drag each other to suffer for a relationship that can't get together? You and I have more choices, I am guarding and enjoying my life on Earth, you control your happiness in Valoran, this is the best choice for everyone, so don't be obsessed, calm down and think about it. ”
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Many people have the impression that he is soft-hearted, kind-hearted and affectionate, and if they hear this, they will probably think that he is deceiving himself, but I can't lie to myself...... He might be able to do that if he really thought so!
In the memory of the full experience, his thinking activity shows that his perceptual and rational components are growing at the same time and tend to be clear and non-interfering with each other, unlike most living beings, where the sensibility and rationality are mixed with each other in thinking, and present a spring pattern in which you are strong and I am weak, and you are weak and I am strong.
Sometimes he is still empathetic to the joy and sadness of others one second, but the next second he can look down on or even ignore those joys and sorrows from the bottom of his heart!
Whether he is schizophrenic or not is not sure of himself, but what can be confirmed for the time being is that he can really be so hard-hearted!
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But!
What can you do! I know I can't be enough!
"It's better for you to be completely schizophrenic now, just one on one side."
He thought about it for a moment, then refused.
"That's good, impulsive when it's time to be impulsive, calm down when it's time to be calm."
She was stunned for a moment, and then understood that this was the closest expression to his true thoughts, no matter how much he bothered to suppress the impulse, all this had only one tone and not a confrontation between the two powers, that is, he had already decided in his heart that this was the moment to calm down!
So at this moment, all the reasons that supported her to persevere......
Fragmented!
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"Parents, relatives, friends, compatriots, family and country, there are too many concerns, so reason overrides others, and I have come to the conclusion that I can hurt me for this...... Really? ”
Speak softly, and want to hear rebuttals...... But in the end, there was only a stinging silence.
"I don't want much, I just want to know if you're in love with me, or if you like. I just want to add some motivation to my future efforts, why can I only turn my back on you who have already given up. ”
She turned away, still refusing to wash away her scars.
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He looked at her and handed the blade lightly.
"Even so, do you have to go on wishfully? Knowing that I am soft-hearted, will you not let me feel less guilty? ”