Memories (1)

I've been in a coma several times, but never have I ever been so conscious as I am now, watching the sealed memories come back to life.

The memories were very messy, and the most impressive thing was the pain when I dragged my badly injured body and sealed myself with the only remaining mana, which felt like my soul was completely frozen.

In those self-sealed years, there was no Biluo in this world, only Du Ruo, and the part that belonged to Biluo only existed in the eternal silence.

The two memories overlapped, and the two consciousnesses seemed to begin to merge, which scared me a little, and I was afraid of losing myself.

Fortunately, Master seemed to have guessed this, and in a coma, I heard his old and heavy voice, saying, "Don't be clinging, you are both Biluo and Du Ruo. A name is nothing more than a code name. Aside from this, Biluo and Du Ruo are like two stages of your life, but the changes in the middle have changed your heart greatly. ”

The seal had long since been broken, in fact, it had been loosened since I stepped on the altar at the bottom of the lake, and then it was irreversibly broken in the sea of flowers on the other side of the Santu River. And the last time I was in that triple nightmare, the moment I died with the demons, the seal was already crumbling.

Even if Master doesn't teach me how to break the seal today, the next time I encounter a similar opportunity, the seal will dissolve on its own.

Although I remember a lot of things in the past, I always felt that those things had nothing to do with me, and it was difficult to develop a sense of identity. Biluo is more like a familiar stranger.

But now, when the fragments of memories seemed to be swept towards me by a gale, I suddenly had a realization.

I was worried that if I broke the seal and the memories of the past would come back, I would not be me. The part that belonged to Du Ruo would be annihilated, and the part that originally belonged to Biluo would also become impure.

However, this is not the case.

When I looked up, countless fragments of memory and countless fragments of voices merged into my mind, and I felt as if I had been completely washed by the water in the heavenly river. The fog that had stood in front of me had been washed away. And the truth, which was originally obscured by the fog, gradually became clearer, filling in countless gaps that I regretted.

The portrait of the sealed person, the smart face, finally showed his true face.

Eyebrows, eyes, nose, lips, face.

It's exactly the same as me, but a little more delicate than me.

But it wasn't anyone else, it was me.

That's Biluo, and it's me.

Everything is so natural, there is no trace of rigidity, just like a bud on a tree branch in spring, flower buds bloom, rain and snow fall from the sky, and rivers flow eastward day and night. The initial fear and worry has completely vanished.

The seal also flew out of my sea of consciousness and encircled me, and I could feel its same excitement.

I felt like crying, it was like a lost child suddenly finding the door, that feeling of relief.

"Let's go!" I heard Master's voice. The sound seemed to come from the void, and it struck me as unreal.

I subconsciously called out, "Master." ”

The next moment I just felt like the world was spinning, as if I had been sucked into a whirlpool, and I was instantly plunged into darkness.

When I woke up again, I was still in the thatched hut on Nanyue Island, and I rubbed my eyes, and I felt like I was in a different world.

The man was still drinking, and when he saw me wake up, he put down the cup in his hand, looked at me obliquely, and said, "Awake?"

I replied softly, "Hmm", then got up and saluted him, saying, "Thank you Uncle Taibai for saving your life." ”

He didn't seem surprised when he saw me call him that, but chuckled, "It seems that you have broken the seal." ”

Fat Tiger and Xiao Hei also hurriedly hugged each other. The fat tiger saw that my eyes were obviously a little strange, and he tentatively shouted, "Sister?"

I nodded, and put my hand on his furry head, "Fat Tiger." ”

Although the fat tiger was puzzled, he saw that I was fine, and he didn't say anything more.

But the little black seems to have seen some clues. "Sister Biluo. ”

When I see him, I think of the past. I remember when I first met him, he was an ordinary mortal dog, just like the hunting dog outside Luofu that day.

The past came to mind, and I subconsciously looked at Qingyun.

The sun shone against him, and the sea breeze outside the window blew his hair a little messy.

I walked over to him and sat down. He hasn't changed much from before, he is a big demon comparable to the ancient gods, and he naturally lives as long as Tianqi, and naturally he will not grow old.

Speaking of this, I remembered what he said that day by the Wing Lake, he said, "Although I am a demon, I have no demon energy on my body, so I naturally entered this big array." "There is no demonic demon, except for the current fat tiger, what kind of special situation is there?

I thought I could find the answer with my memory recovery, but I still didn't have a clue.

Besides, now that he is in such a situation, I really don't have the energy to reminisce about the past.

It's what Xiao Hei said, I really can't remember that he put a drop of essence blood on my altar. It stands to reason that I am a god and he is a demon, if this is the case, there should be some rejection, but I don't have any consciousness.

Could this be the reason why Qingyun has no demonic energy?

I feel a bit of a headache.

It is better not to open the bag rashly, if something goes wrong, it will be over.

By the way, I obviously saw the master just now, why did I forget about this, I should have asked him to go to the anther palace to inform the old man Ge Xianweng, what a mistake.

I think it's still necessary for me to go back to the past in detail, and maybe I can find some clues, so that I can be more sure.

Thinking of this, I immediately got up and walked out. If you want to reminisce about the past, you naturally want to find a place where no one is.

Seeing me so strange, the fat tiger suddenly followed with tears in his eyes: "Sister, don't you want to go to Brother Qingyun?"

I was a little speechless, but I felt moved in my heart. "If I want to find Qingyun, I naturally have to go to the Demon Realm, I just want to sort things out, I'll be back in a while, don't worry. ”

After speaking, he saluted Uncle Taibai again, "Uncle Taibai, I just recovered my memory, I need to take a good look at it, go and go back." ”

Uncle Taibai nodded, and then drank to himself.

Speaking of my master's group of "bad friends", except for Qingyun, the rest of the scattered immortals have one or two unhealthy habits, such as this Uncle Taibai, who is addicted to alcohol.