Chapter 389: Years (II)

Uncle Le raised his hand to raise the wine glass, and looked directly at the screen on the tombstone projecting the deceased's life before his death. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Who told you that?"

"The original guild members of the late summer and autumn."

Hearing this, Uncle Le drank all the wine in the cup, and then said, "It turned out to be them." ”

"The first reason must have been guessed by yourself, your father didn't mention it to you for safety."

"What about the two......

Ye Sheng didn't even notice his apprehension when he said this.

"Second ......" Uncle Le turned his head sideways and looked at the young Ye Sheng, just like looking at Ye Chengtian who had not been a few years old when he first started, he couldn't bear to tell the truth.

And Ye Sheng's face was already a little drunk, and he continued with Uncle Le's words: "Father hates me, right......"

In fact, Ye Sheng already knew about it before, but he had been trying to deceive himself and make himself forget about it, but he still couldn't help but ask, and this hurt himself.

"My mother may have had a little bit of life before this, but it was all ruined by me, and he hated why I came to this world."

Ye Sheng figured everything out in an instant, his father was strict with him in order to pay off his mother's debt, and that wordlessness and meticulousness were not because his father's love could not be expressed, but when he saw him, he began to dislike it.

"You...... How can you think so? ”

Although Uncle Le had heard Ye Chengtian confide in him, the hatred mentioned by Ye Sheng was indeed there, but it was not as deep as Ye Sheng imagined.

"He is your father after all, do you know how difficult it is to bring up a child, especially by himself." Senior Brother Le couldn't help but say, "Sometimes he even tells me that if you lack father's love, will you grow up and be unhappy, after all, he is not the kind of person who talks about love." ”

Do you get happier the older you get......

Thinking about his current self, Ye Sheng had to bitterly admit that this is indeed the case, even if he has not been baptized by the brigade organization, he has grown up with the same weak feelings, in the final analysis, facing his wood-like father and the environment with no one on the four walls, the noise and hustle and bustle have long been away from him.

All the play he played as a naughty child was replaced by martial arts, and the greater pressure came from his father's gaze in his eyes, he couldn't relax at all, and his tense nerves became more and more unable to relax as he matured.

"It's not that your father didn't care about you when he was a child, it's just that he was more willing to be strict with you, hoping that you could grow up to protect yourself, and the Federation at that time was like a pervasive rat, and your father was completely exhausted, and the time he left was always thinking about how to raise you."

The burning sensation in my heart is even heavier, and I can't tell if it's the strength of the wine or what is hidden in my heart.

"Is Chixiamen okay now?"

Ye Sheng also picked up the wine bottle and poured it to his father.

'This cup can be counted as a misunderstanding of you before, and it is also hard for you to raise me. ’

"Chixia Gate...... It's quite stable, the new head of the federation didn't feel sorry for us, but also because Zuo Qiu's matter compensated me a lot, maybe you should meet the current second uncle, he always said to me, his attitude was too bad at the beginning, and he has always been very sorry. ”

Second Uncle......

He thought of the middle-aged man who had a very bad attitude towards him, and at that time he seemed to be full of resentment in his heart, thinking that when he was strong, he must give this guy a good look, and definitely make him regret what he did today, but now not only is the hatred shallow, but even the mood of revenge has disappeared.

Just like the guilt of the second uncle himself, the deceased has passed away, what else is there to say, no matter how much regret and struggle are useless.

"No, even if I don't blame him, I don't want to see him."

After all, it was he who had fought against his father, and it was he who indirectly drove them away, although he was not ready to care, it didn't mean that Ye Sheng didn't remember it.

"Alas, it's really the same as your mother, it's completely a grudge character." Uncle Le mentioned Ye Sheng's mother in such an atmosphere, and when he thought of Yiren's Yirong, the corners of his mouth finally showed a smile.

Ye Sheng couldn't help but suddenly ask, "In your eyes, what kind of person is my mother?" ”

Uncle Le took a sip of wine, with a hint of hesitation, what kind of person Zuo Qiu is, this is indeed a question that is difficult to answer exactly.

"Let's put it this way, in my eyes she should be a very naughty girl, not as golden as many people say, she is a very self-reliant girl, but not ordinary at all."

Ye Sheng noticed the nostalgia flashing in Uncle Le's eyes when he talked about his mother.

"Before I met her, I had a hard time believing that there really was such a person in the world, and after you have been with her for a long time, you can't help but feel happy and convinced of her."

"Really?"

Ye Sheng's heart was suddenly at a loss, in their eyes, this or that kind of mother, he never knew.

Everything needs to be assembled and spliced by himself, and then he can barely imagine what his mother used to be.

"Yes, and your mother is very smart, she can learn martial arts as soon as she learns it, and she couldn't make us jealous at that time." Uncle Le said with a smile, "To be honest, your father and I were still rivals at that time, and we discussed together how to chase your mother, and your mother knew this, but she never broke it. ”

After looking at Ye Sheng's expression, his mood couldn't help but darken.

It is really sad for a child without a mother to look for traces of his mother in other people's discourses, and then look vaguely at his own mother's appearance.

"Your mother also said that she wanted to push the entire human race to a higher peak, this is her life ideal, what a great ideal......

Ye Sheng bowed his head silently, he was indeed very great, risking his own life and even the life of his children.

Later, he heard himself say, "I don't have the great ideals of my mother to advance the evolution of humanity, I just want to protect the people I want to protect, and then do what I want to do." ”

"What do you want to do?"

Lowering his head, he poured the rest of the wine glass on the ground, the wine in the wine bottle was already empty, but Ye Sheng didn't care at all.

He stared at his father's face in front of the tombstone and said word by word: "Win the title of number one player in Freedom for my mother, and then figure out what is behind Freedom, and then marry the person I love." ”

"I promise."

In the middle of the sound, Uncle Le came back to his senses, closed his eyes and said, "Leave a separate time for your father and son, I'll go first, remember to wait for me at the old place when you deal with it." ”