My name is Ding Shihua and I was born in Tashan Town.

Why is it called poetry and painting? That's because my mom is a young person, although her childish mentality is more suitable for watching anime, well, in fact, she is also an anime fan.

My mother may have given me such a name, in addition to her literary and youthful illness, or maybe she wanted me to be a lady who could play the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting like my own name.

But it's a pity that all her expectations are shattered, of course my dad is to blame, who told him to tell me since he was a child that girls should also rely on themselves, and they must be as strong as boys, and they can fight just as well! As a result, I really became a boy, no, a boy who was more boyish than a boy, and I could easily knock down three boys my age by myself!

At that time, I was happy and proud of my strength, and I ignored my mother's persuasion, and in order to practice martial arts, I kept my hair short and tanned my skin, and I thought it was worth it!

But I'll grow up one day!

Then my menarche came, and since that day I seem to have suddenly changed as a different person, although I still have that short hair that can't even cover my ears, and although my skin is still that healthy wheat color, I suddenly realize that I am a girl, and I also start to pay attention to my appearance, my dress.

Walking around the school, I also started to pay attention to the beautiful female students, and then I thought to myself how nice it would be if I could be so good-looking!

However, although I envy those beautiful girls, I don't like them, because those beautiful girls are always so vain, they always deliberately behave in front of those boys, just to attract the attention of those boys, they seem to prefer to associate with those school gangsters, because those little gangsters look more prestigious, can make them more face, can satisfy their vanity, for this, I really want to smack them in the face: childish!

Then one day, I noticed Yan Luo in the first grade of junior high school.

She is different from other beautiful girls, because she is always alone, there is no ugly girl next to her to set off, she doesn't like to show herself in front of boys, when she walks on campus and is watched by everyone, it will become very cold and cold, so that everyone is afraid to come forward, dare not touch, but I think she is just nervous.

I have known Yan Luo for a long time, because she is the granddaughter of my elementary school principal, I heard when I was in elementary school that her mother died when she was very young, and then she lived alone with our principal, so I still pity and appreciate her, but that's all, I don't want to have any contact with her, because she really doesn't seem to be easy to deal with!

After school that afternoon, I dragged out of the classroom as usual, and when I walked to the school gate, I saw a group of people gathered around to watch the excitement, which I liked the most, so I immediately followed!

Then I saw Yan Luo, standing out from the crowd, standing there like a spotless white lotus blooming on top of the sludge, and Wang Hai and his group of little brothers standing opposite her were like ridiculous harlequins.

She's in trouble!

I realized what happened at the first time, but I also knew that Wang Hai and they would never dare to touch Yan Luo, because Yan Luo was a good student in the school, and he was the first in the first grade of junior high school, as long as Wang Hai had a little brain, he would definitely be expelled from the school if he bullied Yan Luo!

But even then I didn't know what my psychology was, I actually stood up, and when I noticed that Yan Luo was looking at me with admiration and gratitude when I stepped up to help her, a sense of joy for no reason came over my heart, and this feeling made me enjoy it.

After driving Wang Hai's group away, there were only two people left in the scene, Yan Luo and me, at this time I became nervous again, I don't know why, why I was nervous when I stood with Yan Luo, especially when I noticed that she was looking at me with a smile in her eyes.

So I pretended to be displeased and asked, "What are you looking at?" ”

"You're so beautiful!"

I didn't expect Yan Luo to say this to me, no one has ever said anything to me since I was a child, and more importantly, she said it so sincerely! At this moment, I decided: I have made this friend!

And then we really became friends from then on, friends who talked about everything!

After becoming friends with Yan Luo, I learned that Yan Luo is actually a very good person to deal with, her simple and naïve people can't help but want to protect her, and the indifference she shows to outsiders is just her protective color, when she is more nervous and scared, the calmer and colder she will be!

It was also after I became friends with Yan that I realized that I was actually a person without friends! Although I am very popular in the class and at school, and I seem to be able to get along with everyone, in fact, I am really a true friend, because all the words I want to talk to, all the little girls' private things are actually said after I become friends with Yan!

Since then, I have been inseparable from Yan Luo all day long, we eat together at noon, go home together after school, read and play together on weekends, and practice martial arts together during winter vacation!

But one day, I suddenly found that there was another person next to her, a soft and weak beautiful little girl, called Zhang Keke, although I could clearly feel that Yan Luo cared more about me, but I was still inevitably a little lost, a little jealous, a little angry, as if my Yan Luo was robbed of a part of it, especially a beautiful little girl who was competing for her!

However, I didn't show it, I was afraid that Yan Luo would think that I was narrow-minded, so I pretended to be the same as before, but after all, the two became three! Fortunately, after a long time, Zhang Keke and I have also become good friends, really good friends, but this kind of friend can't be compared with Yan Luo.

Zhang Keke is indeed a good child, she is kind, well-behaved, and weak, which makes people feel a sense of protection when they see her! But I can also clearly feel that the way she looks at Yan Luo is different, it seems to be the kind of eyes that treat Yan Luo as her only, although she will not take the initiative to approach Yan Luo, let alone express anything, but the strong flame in her eyes will always burn.

Then, my worst fears happened!

When Yan Luo walked towards the ticket gate and walked towards the train to Shencheng, Zhang Keke, who was quiet and weak and introverted, seemed to be possessed by a god at this moment, she rushed up, she kissed Yan Luo, she actually kissed Yan Luo!

My heart hurts! I seem to be one step behind, although it is only a small step, but it is a big step like a chasm!

Yan Luo, I won't hesitate when we meet again, I'm going to take that step and say that to you!