Chapter 822: Suffering

In order to gain the trust of the enemy, sacrificing the people under his own command has been this kind of thing since ancient times, and to put it bluntly, there is no difference between it and a bitter meat plan.

It's just that those who were sacrificed don't know why they died until they died.

An Yinong held the wine bottle in his hand, which was already empty, because he had already finished drinking.

Drinking all the way along the way, An Yinong didn't know what kind of mood he was in now, the person at the contact station, to put it bluntly, was sent to sacrifice.

But do you make An Yi hate the organization?

How to hate?

In underground work, there are many unsightly things, and no one has a little in them.

It's nothing more than whether what you do will be known, some people will be known, and some people will not be known.

An Yinong is in the position of director of No. 76, and everything he does is known.

But not many people knew about the organization of this operation, and An Yinong didn't know it at first, if it wasn't for An Yinong's urgency, I'm afraid Qiu Gang wouldn't have told him.

Is the person who made this decision uncomfortable?

An Yinong doesn't know, maybe it's uncomfortable, because after all, it's his comrade.

Maybe it's not uncomfortable, as the saying goes, those who become big things are not informal, maybe in the face of the fate of the country's survival, this matter is really a small matter.

But in front of An Yinong, this is not a trivial matter, this is a living big thing, An Yinong felt very bitter for a while.

He suffered for those comrades who sacrificed, and his death was unclear and unclear.

He suffers for those who make decisions, and if they make this decision, this decision will follow them for the rest of their lives.

Every night, they may face their own mental torture, which will always be pressed on their hearts, and they will often be out of breath.

An Yinong is still suffering for himself, he is also an underground worker, An Yinong doesn't know if there will be a day when the organization doesn't need himself.

Or if you need to deal with yourself in today's way, you can bring greater help to the organization by revealing yourself to the Japanese.

When that day comes, Anyinong doesn't know what choice the organization will make, and I don't know if the organization will give up on itself?

When that day came, An Yinong didn't know if he could face it calmly, whether he could accept the organization's approach, and whether he could understand the organization.

An Yinong didn't know, he didn't know, he was growing, he thought he was already a qualified underground worker.

It is indeed qualified, and Aninon has done a lot of tasks and brought a lot of help to the organization.

Including the last time he dealt with Liu Peng, An Yinong was the most qualified performance, but underground work is not so simple.

Today's thing, An Yinong is the first time to encounter it, but such a thing is alive and well.

This kind of thing is unavoidable, and An Yinong just hasn't encountered it before, not that this kind of thing has never been born.

Now that An Yinong has met, he feels that he has a lot of suffering in his heart, and he feels that he may not be a qualified lurker at this time.

An Yinong told himself in his heart to understand the organization, and An Yinong could only understand the organization.

The big picture is important, the big picture is important!

These four words, An Yinong has long understood, for the sake of victory, isn't it just white bones?

Flesh and blood are the only way to achieve victory now, and it is not advisable to hesitate.

Is there something wrong with the organization's approach?

You can't put it on the table and say, if you take it, then there must be something wrong with the organization, sacrificing its comrades to the Japanese, or hiding its own comrades, of course, this is wrong.

But if you let a lurker like An Yinong see, maybe it's not wrong, it's just a choice, a plan in a plan, a foreshadowing, and a process of executing the plan.

Wrong and right, in the eyes of An Yinong and their group, may no longer matter.

What's important?

Victory!

Their only goal is to win, and to say something bad for the sake of victory, they can do whatever it takes.

A lot of things, they don't care about their lives, so do you say they did something wrong?

Hate?

Hate!

An Yi hated the Japanese, not Japanese, how could there be such a thing.

An Yinong roared, threw the wine bottle in his hand out, smashed it against the wall, and shattered and exploded in an instant.

The broken glass slag sputtered back and flew in front of An Yinong, and An Yinong did not move at all.

The corners of his eyes trembled slightly, and the corners of An Yinong's mouth felt a hint of blood, and the tip of his tongue licked into his throat.

As if swallowing a glass of spirits, An Yinong only felt that it was hot in his throat, and the heat in his abdomen did not decrease, igniting his whole body.

An Yinong felt that now that he opened his mouth, he might be able to spit out Jin Mang and go straight to the sky.

His blood is still hot, his fighting spirit is still there, and what he wants is to fight, not self-pity.

Did these things you just think about come true?

What did you do without thinking about it?

If the organization really wants to sacrifice itself one day, it is necessary to sacrifice itself, and on any day when there is no victory, everyone should give their best for victory.

Will you forgive the organization then?

An Yinong can clearly say that he can't, he can't forgive the organization.

I can't do it myself, An Yinong is not so great, and he does not have such a great consciousness.

Aniton will think, why is this happening, I have helped the organization complete so many missions, I was born and died, why did I end up like this?

An Yinong will not be convinced, will not forgive the organization, and will not go to die heroically because he can't accept it.

But An Yinong will not say half a word to the enemy, An Yinong's unforgiveness is not forgive, but An Yinong will not be in the same stream with the enemy.

An Yinong can die with resentment, with unwillingness, and with unforgiveness for the organization.

But it was impossible to make An Yinon fall to the Japanese and join the enemy.

Because Anyi's thick blood has never been cold, it has never been cold now, and it will not be cold in the future.

The wound on his face that was scratched by the glass, An Yinong ignored it and walked home.

The tip of the tongue sticks out, and you can still feel the taste of blood, and An Yinong uses his tongue to **** his own blood from time to time.

There is a unique taste in the mouth, and An Yinong lights a cigarette, and the smell of tobacco and the taste in the mouth are intertwined.

Taking a deep breath, An Yinong's heart slowly calmed down, and his eyes gradually calmed down, and the An Yinong of the past returned.

When An Yinong went home, Liu Wei was very worried, and today Liu Wei was worried about An Yinong, so she drove the car away by herself and did not leave it to An Yinong.

But when she saw An Yinong coming back, her mouth smelled of wine and smoke, but what made Liu Wei frown the most was a wound on An Yinong's face.

Although the wound was not big, Liu Wei could see that An Yinong didn't care about it at all, just let the wound be there.

Although there is not much bleeding now, Liu Wei is anxious, and said to An Yinong: "What's wrong with you, can you take care of yourself." ”

After speaking, Liu Wei took An Yinong back to the room, took out things from home, and helped An Yinong treat his wounds.

Although Liu Wei has a temper, she is worried about An Yinong, An Yinong looked at Liu Wei in front of her and said, "It's okay." ”

"Of course I know I can't die, but what's wrong with you?" Liu Wei looked at An Yinong with concern.

Do you want to talk about this?

It's better not to, An Yinong shook his head and said to Liu Wei: "It's nothing, it's okay anymore." ”

Seeing that An Yinong was reluctant to speak, Liu Wei sighed in her heart, Liu Wei has always wanted to help An Yinong, no matter what aspect.

But Liu Wei also understood in her heart that An Yinong hid a lot of things in her heart and didn't tell herself, and many things were buried in An Yinong's heart.

Liu Wei knew that An Yinong was reluctant to say it, and she didn't want to persecute An Yinong.

Liu Wei hugged An Yinong and said softly: "It's okay, it's all over." ”

An Yinong hugged Liu Wei with his backhand and said, "Yes." ”

Just when the two were hugging, Zhang Xiaolan suddenly rushed in, Zhang Xiaolan used to knock on the door, but today she heard that An Yinong was injured, how can she still remember this detail.

When Zhang Xiaolan rushed in, she saw An Yinong and Liu Wei hugging each other, looking like you and me.

Seeing Zhang Xiaolan rushing in, Liu Wei jumped away at once, and Zhang Xiaolan knew that she was not coming at the right time.

But if she left at this time, it would be even more embarrassing, so Zhang Xiaolan pretended not to see it and asked, "What's wrong with Brother Yinong?" ”

Liu Wei glared at An Yinong and said, "You take a good look at your brother Yinong." ”

After saying that, Liu Wei went out to put things, and Zhang Xiaolan came to An Yinong and said, "What's the matter, Brother Yinong." ”

An Yinong pointed to his face and said, "There is nothing wrong with a small injury." ”

"What's wrong, got into a fight with someone?" Zhang Xiaolan said with a smile.

An Yinong said: "What kind of fight, I was accidentally scratched by the glass." ”

"It's okay." Zhang Xiaolan looked An Yinong up and down, she also wanted to see what else An Yinong was injured.

And Zhang Xiaolan is not stupid, she knows that An Yinong drank today, it must be because of something.

But Zhang Xiaolan is not good at asking, she knows that if she can tell herself, An Yinong will definitely tell herself.

"Don't look at it, I'm fine." was looked at by Zhang Xiaolan, and An Yinong was a little embarrassed.

"Who rarely looks at you." Zhang Xiaolan glanced at An Yinong and went out.

Originally, Zhang Xiaolan was quite nervous when she heard that An Yinong was injured, but now it seems that it is indeed a minor injury, so she is not worried.

And Zhang Xiaolan thinks that there should be no problem, if there is a problem, Liu Wei will not react like this.

Outside, Zhang Xiaolan and Liu Wei also discussed, but neither of them came up with a result, and they didn't know what happened to An Yinong.

Liu Wei vaguely guessed a little, because An Yinong had been urging the contact station about it during this time, but Liu Wei was also not very clear about the specific situation.

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