I mourn my heart and shed my heart, and I am wet with tears all over my clothes

It's been seven months since I started to get involved in online writing in April, and sitting in front of the computer, I began to think back on the seven-month experience of coding words. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

From punctuation marks that only end with exclamation marks, to now that I have learned and often used semicolons, my mind is blank, and my heart is only endlessly unwilling.

From the first book on the shelves "Rebirth: The Shadow of the Thief", to "Full-time Supreme" and then to this "Online Game: Full-time Supreme", about 70w words have been scrapped.

Whether a book can be corresponded to depends mainly on reader loyalty, that is, the subscription ratio, unfortunately, no matter how hard I try, the results of writing books are getting worse and worse.

The reborn thief shadow world, at least there have been a lot of good recommendations, even the starting point homepage, the score is strong three times.

But when it came to full-time supremacy, it was only reduced to only one score.

Although I still haven't figured out why the results of "Online Games: Full-time Supremacy" are so miserable, and even the first few books written blindly are not as good, the tears in my eyes have already begun to roll.

Here I would like to say to those book friends who have followed me along the way: "I'm sorry, but it is my lack of ability that makes the articles I write worthless." ”

My code word experience is sad, don't learn from me, other people's grades are getting better and better, and the works written are getting more and more exciting, and I have been regressing, and I don't even have the courage to persevere.

For a whole month, the editor didn't even give me the most rubbish recommendation, and I believe that book friends also know in their hearts that the current predicament of this book.

A small website even approached me and offered to ask me to write an e-sports essay for 20 yuan and 1,000 words, but the article I worked so hard to write was only worth 3 yuan per 1,000 words at the beginning. No one understands this feeling, and I am also disheartened in the face of such results.

Although the results are very poor,,I'm still very grateful to the 60 friends who subscribed,Before the shelves,I didn't even have 1000 collections,And I also swiped 1,000 red envelopes myself,Those red envelopes are recommended,Of course, I won't read the garbage I wrote.,I'm quite relieved to rely on the 780 collections to complete 60 average subscriptions.,At least not like my first book.,6000 collections on 100 subscriptions.。

At this point, tears were pouring down my eyes, and I didn't know what motivated me to keep going, but the only thing I was sure of was that the book was just my self-consolation.

My experience in the online game novel industry is that I have been defeated repeatedly, and even today I don't even have the capital to eat my old book, like a pug wagging his tail and begging, looking for someone to push him around.

I couldn't help but want to laugh, but I still couldn't stop the tears; I couldn't help but want to cry, but I could only admit defeat.

I was not surprised to be honest with the tragic ending of this book, I had lost my fighting spirit since I gave up the first book, and my faith had already been shaken.

On the shelves for 4 days, 5w words are exploded, an average of more than 10,000 per day, but what is the use?

In the end, it was still the same sentence: "I'm sorry, it's my lack of ability, and the article I wrote is worthless." ”

Now I'm still confused, only disheartened in the face of reality, I didn't expect this book to be so unpopular, but I'm still willing to gamble and lose, since I opened this book, I can only admit defeat when I get such a result.

I just have one question, 'How does this book compare to other books?' ’

Now in the recommended period of online game novels, please go and take a look, I really want to know 'how is this book compared to other books?' What is it that is inferior to others? Can't even catch up with sycophants? It reached the point where the editors also gave up. ’

I mourn my heartache and blood, wet all over my clothes and full of tears...... (To be continued.) )