11 The so-called reverie

I leaned against the door and looked at the gray ceiling. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

My hand slowly searched forward, what was echoing the cold machinery with a white sheen, I was already a little confused, the cold numbers on the black silicon plate were beating constantly, as if they were not on the same as my heart.

"You're just an ordinary person!"

It wasn't until I was in that room that I seemed to calm down and slowly recover.

The world is still so abundant......

But my eyes were so dim, and I was the only one left.

It seems like I'll always be like this.

It's as if the shadow of that person seems to appear in front of me again.

"Do you know how many people have died because of you?"

He was so sad, the tears that slowly flowed from his slightly tired face, that I didn't know how to express his emotions.

But I could only watch it all without saying a word......

"Dream...... ......"

I remembered what the man had just said......

Even I didn't know how it was, I just smiled slightly, but that smile was so bitter.

Finally crouched on the ground, I don't know how......

Tears slowly flowed from above, and even I didn't know why I was crying......

"Dreams?"

"Can you let me save some snacks......"

The memories in front of me seem to ......

"Can't you study hard......

Why......

"Look at people's ......"

I know...... I know...... I know...... Was it my mistake......

Was it my mistake...... I shouldn't ...... No......

The cold sky once again shrouded the world, I didn't know how to react, the only thing I knew was that it was really terrible, the dense silk threads arranged in the sky, like the same scar on the body slowly being cut, but even so, the so-called dark clouds never disappeared and still clinged to the sky and floated, as if nothing could stop it from moving forward.

The endless street outside seemed to be so quiet as it had always been, although I knew that the place still seemed to be inhabited by many people, and the howling wind blew on the glass, and the slightest wind could already be heard, which made my already not very comfortable mind even worse.

Just like the plant on the windowsill, which no one cared for in the first place, it was always lying listlessly on the bed.

I don't really care, really.

It's just that being in such a room for a long time is also boring, especially when I think about something that happened in the past, this feeling becomes very uninteresting, because I don't want to think about it, so I always hope that something will happen.

Walking on the iron platform, I was not always hidden in the house, and they never managed me.

But then again...... I may have been forgotten by the crowd. Even if they happened to appear in front of them, they didn't care about me, they just looked at me very casually. But to be honest, terrorists don't care about me, so I think I think I'm more concerned.

As for why, I don't know. Because you are afraid that you are worthless, you are afraid of leaking information and you will be killed?

It's possible......

But I guess it's just because even if I let me go, it doesn't make any sense.

For example, the speech of the guy who looks like a terrorist boss was shown on the TV in the hall, and by the way, I forgot to mention that this al-Qaeda place is actually just a large warehouse renovation, but an iron shelf is built on it, which is used as a garrison point and bedroom for these terrorists, and of course they themselves will not admit that this is a terrorist base, by the way, what is that called, oh...... Yes, a branch of the Revolutionary Party.

I have never seen such an unprofessional revolutionary party.

Shouldn't revolutionaries be on the run for the revolution every day? It's good here, day by day I watch these people in addition to not forgetting to defend, I'm afraid they will only be left to eat and wait for death.

Watch TV...... What else to chat about......

There is no revolutionary temperament at all...... However, I don't know what the so-called revolutionary temperament is, maybe the revolution itself is such a thing, if you either march in the streets with slogans, or carry explosives bags, and then say some very powerful words, or directly assassinate some senior leaders.

And then say some, ah! For so-and-so...... But come to think of it, if such words are said by a junior high school student, then his behavior is very easy to understand, in short, yes, I am different from you, it's not my fault, it's the world's fault, this way...... But if you play with an adult, there will inevitably be a lot of tricks, such as for democracy, for freedom, or something...... But to be honest, in the final analysis, it's just to prove that you're different.

It seems that I think a little too much for a while, but I think that I used to be like this, always disdainful of other people's behavior, so as to show my foresight, okay...... Let's get down to business, oh...... By the way, where was it just now, huh...... Yes, there is no point in putting me ......

It's not like I'm talking nonsense, I'm looking at the video of their so-called terrorist boss and almost thinking it's a sci-fi blockbuster.

For a while, I couldn't help but wonder, is this a group of crazy brains playing some kind of big party...... But it's really possible, because I always feel like the whole feeling of being on TV makes me think of something.

"How many days are calling for us, and justice is gradually coming!"

"Yes......"

"Let the remnants of violence fear us, all the suffering weakling, stand with us! World ......"

Yes, I looked at the old man's face and couldn't help but wonder if it would be better if you said that.

I don't deny fighting, but those who have power are never allowed to be afraid of us when the strong kill the weak unilaterally. Pursue us, you who have no strength! The world will be sanctioned by our Black Knights!

And then there are things that seem to be like mecha in a real science fiction movie walking forward in square steps, and the surging momentum seems to be really scary, walking slowly in the vast desert, in fact, the effect of this thing is probably terrifying......

However, compared to these mechas, I think I am really confused about the affairs of this so-called revolutionary party, although the brainwashing propaganda in that TV is to break the light of destruction and injustice...... But to put it bluntly, this is nonsense. What its true program is seems to be really contradictory in itself.

But the goal is clear, and that is to bring down the Federation...... As for the reason, there is really as much as it wants, and as for what it should do, it is to reach an agreement with what nationality and religion, and what slogan to start a rebellion.

As for what the Confederation did wrong?

I really don't feel this yet, if this is compared with the era of the previous world, the efficiency of the Federation, I can already feel the infiltration, although there are almost never a few supermarkets open in the depressed street market, scattered as if deflation, but the price is stable to the point of no return, even if there are so many explanations, such so-called efficiency is more terrifying to me. If I like it and hate it, then it's still hateful, and it's so powerful that it's a formidable behemoth, and if I hadn't seen so many facts, I'm afraid I would really think that this is a stable society.

If such a society can be pushed down, then it is simply a miracle......

It's not so much that these people can show up on the street with guns and not be managed, it's not so much a show of weakness by the government, but rather a disdain for it at all.

I've seen the map, and I can't see what this world has to do with the original world, huh...... It's like an entire continent has changed, but it doesn't matter.

The westernmost small city in the Federation of Cities is called Clay, which is quite a city with a Western flavor.

However, just like its incompatible name, I'm afraid the Federation didn't intend to manage it seriously in the first place, which is why there is such a room of cards to play cards.