Last night, because of something too warm, I finally slept better, the alarm clock didn't go off, and the words and messages at 5:20 were a little bad.

Fortunately, today is still the same as before, making it difficult to sleep, although it is not good, but you are happy, and it is good that the words and messages at 5:20 can be on time.

You told you my story last night.

I'll also tell you why I care so much about that.

Twenty years, the two relationships are more difficult.

The first is first love.

While together, I said partially.

Actually, the full story goes like this.

I've been good with a guy for two and a half years.

At the beginning, there were more quarrels than we do now, and they were excessive.

In fact, it's all revenge on each other.

The reason was that she was disgusted that I touched her.

I don't know what kind of story she has or what she has experienced.

All I know is that those two years were torture.

Until, her best friend seduced me.

Until, finally, she couldn't stand it after breaking up with me.

With one of my brothers, and then everything was given to my brother.

Yes, I fell out with that brother, and in the end I got my revenge, but I had nothing left.

I was the one who lost everything.

Actually, I don't really want to tell this story, it seems that I am too dark, so I will talk about it casually.

I don't know about your past, so I'm a little upset that you're still so resistant after everything happened to us.

I'm afraid that the people I value as treasures will end up giving more to others than I do.

I'm afraid of losing you, you're everything to me.

I'm afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past.

That's it, but it doesn't matter.

I've always wanted to go back because we were all so good.

But it's not bad now, I can take all you have.

But I still miss the old days, the Ah Qing who was so good to me.

You have asked us to welcome a new life, a new future, and start a new life together.

It turns out that the future is like that, the new life is like that, and the new life is still like that.

It turns out that it's just like that.

Sorry, I'm overthinking it again.

You said that you saw my sincerity, and I really loved too much, too much.

But that's okay.

Everything was done by me willingly and on my own.

I still remember your preferences vividly.

Your lower abdomen is always cold and your cyst is not good.

You like a sky full of stars.

You like to grow small things.

Occasionally you also have the little emotions of a little woman.

You love cute little animals.

Staying up late drinking alcohol is because your life is really hard.

Whenever you are not feeling well, your mood will be very bad and bad, and you will explode as soon as you provoke it, and you will be covered in thorns.

But it's okay.

You love mango durian.

You don't eat sugar, and you don't eat spicy.

You love street snacks.

The thorn that survives your late night is the tenderness of the morning.

However, everything can be endured, and everything is nothing more than two outcomes.

As long as you are ready, there is nothing to face.

It's just that I never thought about hurting you.

My chest hurts so much, I can't stop the tears flowing, and a lot of words are not suitable for saying, and you will always understand later.

Wait until you have done what you agreed upon.

I really want to chase you again, let us have a new, better start, let you see, different me.

There are a lot of things in the world,

You don't bring it with you in life, you don't take it with you in death.

All you can take away is yourself and your temper.

I have ever had the most beautiful love.

I've ever heard the most beautiful melody.

Then everything is precious to you!

After you left, I touched the fear of being alone, losing everything.

You are the most beautiful scenery I have ever seen.

I stumbled to you.

How can I be willing to leave you alone.

We've said together, no matter what, through the storm together.

Plain and dull, quiet aging.

We used to hug each other desperately, leaving no room for loneliness.

Powerlessness is our final irreparable end.

I love you.

It's a pity that I'm now a person who has lost everything.

I don't know if you'll watch it, tonight, it's a bit much, but I especially hope you can finish it, and it's a wish in my life.

Because this passage is actually more meaningful than what is written and sent.

Thank you, I've grown up.

I haven't given up yet, even in the days without you.

I always dream of you in the middle of the night and burst into tears.

I always hear sad songs, think of you, and cry like a fool.

I've seen a lot of love, and during this time, they've all been fine, at least not like us.

I was a little envious, just a person crouching in the corner, giggling like a fool.

I don't know myself anymore.

In such a difficult day, everyone once accompanied me to get through, and I didn't have the courage to repeat the mistakes and experience it again.

This passage was written with tears in his eyes.

The reason why it is so painful and persistent, the reason why it is so sad, tears flowed down my face.

Back then, the fat man accompanied me to drink liquor for a year, drinking it every day, I got through it, I slowly got better, at least I can live hard.

It's just that no matter who I'm with later, as long as she says a word, I will run back to find her, and then be with her.

It wasn't until I went inside and came out that I completely let go.

During college, I also drank every day, and the fat man had stomach lavage that year, and I was hospitalized in college.

I haven't stopped drinking, and since I met you, I've drunk less than a tenth of what I used to be.

Why do you drink after meeting you?

Actually, I'm just regretting that I didn't meet you earlier.

I'm just regretting that I missed a lot, didn't have an easy and happy life, and didn't help you.

I don't want anyone I can take to get rich, I just want you to have no worries about food and clothing, all your wishes come true, I want to give you the best wedding, that's all.

Actually, I don't need money without you, just like I do now.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not talking about who is material, or how you are.

I just want to tell you that after you leave, I have no future, money is all waste to me, give me a million, ten million, hundreds of millions I don't want ah, I just want you.

Actually, I'm not stupid.

Actually, I value feelings.

Actually, it's just that I don't understand love.

Ever the departure of anyone did not teach me to grow.

Until you show up.

Thank you, I've grown up.

Actually, not many people understand me.

I regret that I didn't study well.

It's just that I've said before that I'm not going to go back in my life, and I'm not going to do anything I regret.

But actually, if it's true.

I want to study hard, not to go through that, to be an ordinary person, just like everyone else's experience.

I don't think I've had so many weird tempers, so good, and even cowardly that I can't fight back, I can't scold back, and I face every day with a smile.

Many people called me brother, many people worshipped me and followed me, but in fact, I was not happy at all.

I'm just glad that I'm okay and deserve everyone's belief.

I don't like to do these things, I don't want to experience them, I don't want to be a big brother.

Actually, I envy Lu Tao.

When I was in the fourth middle school, I actually stood taller than everyone else, but I didn't meet anyone who was excited.

But he met you.

How good it would be if you treated me as you did him.

We grow up and mature together, you love me childishly, I love you childishly, and then we mature together, slowly, without so much harm, how good.

I don't have that much sorry for you, how good.

In the beginning, you were so good, I was bad.

It's not good to stand too high.

The high place is lonely, so I'm so tall in the fourth middle school, it's a pity that I can't meet you.

It's even more regrettable that I lost your original goodness.

It would be nice if everything could go back.

At least as I am now, in the face of the original you, I can guarantee that you will always treat me like that.

I don't want to stand that high.

I don't want to know so many things, know those people, and take those paths.

Actually, my biggest dream is not to write a book.

My biggest dream is to be a chef.

Why?

Today I cooked, everyone said yes, and some people said that I would be in charge of the kitchen in the future.

Actually, I don't know how to cut vegetables, I used to cook outside, everyone divided the labor, and the dishes were cut by others, and then I fried them, but there were not many fried dishes.

I've watched and learned.

But I can still do it well and make it hard.

I want to be a cook, maybe it's cheap in this society.

But I can make different delicacies for you to taste every day, so that you can taste different flavors in life, and you will definitely feel that the world is beautiful, and then you will be happy and happy, and you will love the world more and love me more.

I take care of your life first, then your stomach, and I can make you happy.

How good the cook is, I work hard, you want to eat my food every day, how good.

It's a pity that I didn't become a cook, but became such a person.

When I wrote this, I burst into tears, and I even felt like I couldn't write anymore.

I'm in so much pain, both physically and psychologically.

How many times I wanted to cry out loud, but everyone was looking at me, and I couldn't.

I can't stand it, it's not to threaten you and scare you Aqing.

How am I going to live without you? What should I do?

Who's going to help me, who's going to give me the answers?

Suddenly I felt so miserable.

Some people say, tell me to get through it and live well, at least the growth you taught me is something that others can't give, and I will become better and meet better because of it.

I don't want to meet anyone, I just want you.

I'm the kind of person who will only have feelings for a person after being emotional, and it's hard to let go.

It's so hard to let go!

I don't want to meet anyone again, I want to be tempted again, run in again, and use the whole life you taught me.

Let's stop here, I have the person in my life, but I lost her, so don't replace her, my A-Qing is irreplaceable for me.

During this time, I learned a lot of things, such as not taking many things too seriously.

For example, we just need to be happy and not pay too much attention to things that don't matter.

For example, as long as we understand each other's minds, there are many things that we don't need to think about.

The old people are very nice, enlighten me when I am hurting, and let you give me more effective growth.

I persevered, not because you forced me.

I haven't gone to my good brother's full moon wine yet, I promised.

Someone who was very kind to me sent him a meal, and he told me that I must live until he comes back and eat the meal.

My brother has been out of the army for too long, and I can't hold on to it like this, so if I don't stay up, I'll break my promise, I'm sorry for him, I'll pay it back in the next life!

You're missing a car full of stars.

Although everyone said, including my mother, that after I corrected it, time proved everything, and you would come back to me.

I think it's just a white lie to comfort me.

I don't dare to ask for extravagance.

Actually, I'm still a little greedy.

I want to finish sending you a car full of stars.

I want to give you a real, good cooking and being a cook.

Because of this, in the next life, I will be a cook, so I can meet you and cook for you for a lifetime, hehehe.

I still want to watch that movie with you, although I don't know if the release will be a success.

I want to stick with it until I'm done with these things, and then I can talk about it.

So I'm trying to live, live well, and face life positively.

It's just that without you, without the future, I don't need money anymore hehehehe.

Even though they all tell me to do things, it's weird lately, and there are bosses staring at me and telling me to do things, and I don't want to go.

Because I don't have to rely on them to help me find any way to make money, I can buy a car full of stars for you, hehehe.

It's so fun, it's silly to laugh.

After doing these things, I can't get through it, so I'm really leaving.

I don't blame you, I don't blame you.

At the beginning of man, nature is good, and everyone is born good.

It's just that I took the wrong path in life and made myself like this.

But I still don't regret that I came into this world.

At least now, I love this world.

Because there are so many beautiful things in the world.

I met such a good you in the world, that unique taste, that kind of sweetness that is better than the world, it is so beautiful.

A trip to the world is worth it after all, because there are you in the world.

I love the world and I love you.

Because of this world, there are you.

I love all living beings, because I know that the fireworks in the world will eventually protect your happiness.

That's pretty much it, that's all I have to say today.

If there is an afterlife, I must be a cook and cook for you for the rest of my life, and love you.

There are also some words that were only said when a cart full of stars was delivered to you, so I won't say it.

I'm crying so much that I can't write anymore.

I'm so happy to be able to say so much to you.

I finally became, and it was beautiful.

I've grown up!

Haha, good night.

I thought that more than four years, almost five years, would be my salvation and change.

It's not that I can't be a person, I have a very bad temper.

The second time I was emotional, I fell in love with a girl named Ah Qing.

We had a very serious conflict.

I, Cao Bohao, think that there is no person to be sorry for in this life, and there is no thing to feel guilty about.

And I'm sorry for her, I'm sorry for her.

I am sad.

Just like back then, I don't know when I got through it, and it was the same back then.

It's just that this time the relationship is better than back then.

Can I survive with a few bottles of wine?

How many years? I can't imagine.

I've always thought that I'm right.

Until I met her.

I was wrong.

It turns out that in this world, sorry, there are many kinds of results.

Sadness and disappointment are not like that.

I'm sorry for her and I want her to be happy.

No matter how painful I am, she wants to be happy.

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