I waited......

It's as simple as my eyes, but it's faint. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

There was no voice waiting for me, and there was never a figure that cared for me, just walking in an ordinary way.

That voice is so strange.

"Uncle Cheng?"

My voice shouted.

But the voice of such a voice still did not respond for a long time.

It's just a person walking on his own.

The people around him looked at him with a mocking look.

I looked around in disbelief, and everything seemed very strange.

It's as if you've just seen everything.

Uncle Cheng ignored me, like a person he didn't know.

While I went to pull his clothes.

He just fluttered and disappeared from my eyeliner.

There was not a trace of nostalgia, and when I looked back, it seemed to be a lively crowd.

No one ever paid attention to me.

Just take a look, and then continue with the topic that I don't know what it is.

It was as if all the people around me had disappeared.

I'm the only one left in the world.

The reluctant one, the moment my gaze was fixed on him.

He only glanced sideways.

Then a nonchalant look was revealed.

"Hello? What's going on? ”

I asked him unwillingly.

"What's going on?"

He threw his clothes off.

"That's why Uncle Cheng ......"

"What does that bastard have to do with me if he ignores you?"

He seemed to look at himself with disgust.

And then I don't know what to say about it.

Then, he talked to the others very indifferently.

"What's going on......"

"How do I know...... Let's move on......"

I looked around blankly, watching the green hills around me slowly move in such darkness, and I was like a lonely boat in such a world.

Although at the moment the hot fire resounded around him.

But I don't know how to describe how I feel at the moment.

They're eating......

But he was squatting aside.

In such a world, I just walk around like this, as if it is just a glass separation, that distance is so far away, the sound of the car honking on the road, and the brightly lit restaurant, I can't feel the slightest warmth, just dazed in the cold, I can no longer see a trace of hope.

When will you see a world like that, and when will you see food that is more terrible than that.

Maybe at such a time, I suddenly remembered that I was a human being.

It's a different place from everyone around.

Oh, yes......

They are fundamentally different from each other.

In the submerged memory, there is no one else but yourself...... Always by myself, alone......

One person solves all the problems.

Even if you approach others with unrealistic words, you will feel that kind of forced smile at most, and pretend to be very compatible with everyone.

But how long can such a fact last.

When all the facts are in front of us, how long can such a relationship last?

Perhaps, I will be the first to be given up.

Just a person walking on such a street, there is no end and no end, just a person walking.

No matter how long, no matter how far away.

There is no concept at all about such behavior.

A person has no concept of where he goes.

Whether it's the flowers and drinks at the moment, or the catharsis of others in a distant place.

Just a way to explain the moment.

The unbearable past is slowly emerging, and it is a shameful and heart-wrenching memory.

That's the ridiculous fact that makes yourself feel so unreliable.

And then just like that, one silently accepts everything.

Walk quietly in such a world.

Let others shirk all responsibilities and take all the sins on themselves.

It doesn't seem to matter......

Because what can it be?

What about the messy life that has been interfered with?

It's just to endure the cold eyes of others again and again......

But what about such a cold eye?

It may be a blessing to be noticed by others.

When everyone starts to give up on you, maybe you really don't need you anymore.

But how far can this life last?

Again and again, when I was completely unable to walk on this path to continue to be intervened, and then endured such a life that silently came to an end.

Decide to choose the route you choose once, even if you fail, you choose it yourself.

Even if you suffer from the incomprehension of others, you will never give up.

In this way, he broke free from everyone's sight and was determined to live without looking at other people's eyebrows.

The result is destined to be bleak......

Yes, when such a timid posture seems to be in the way in everyone's eyes.

Such a cowardly self, as if so ignorant.

When everyone goes from disgust and obstruction to indifference.

What kind of choice should I make?

It is impossible for me, who is so fragile to find such a fact, to ignore this.

Just while repenting, their own actions.

While constantly moving forward......

And then I kept thinking about the warm and painful facts, and kept thinking about the fact that I was going back.

Perhaps, failure under everyone's eyebrows is an understandable fact, isn't it?

At least that way everyone's will be better off on their own.

But......

Is that good?

Everything you imagined......

Even though I knew that this might not be possible, the willfulness and unwillingness to be subject to others still resisted everything, showing the fact that I always believed that I would succeed.

But......

Isn't life just for the recognition of others?

What does all of this really make someone feel?

No......

I don't do it for the sake of others......

Just don't want to be at the mercy of others......

Even though......

That kind of blood seemed to be in front of him.

Let yourself suddenly start to convulse......

"Perhaps...... It's all fake......" I muttered as I mouthed.