18 Ben should have sailed

The footsteps of running in such a cold night show such helplessness, in such a humble world, there is not the slightest pause as if it should have been like this from the beginning, but the sound of stepping through such a puddle is so unforgettable. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

There was still not a single star in the night sky, like a huge curtain.

Slowly began to ripple from the bottom of my heart, and the panicked crowd outside the house was running in all directions, rushing out of the huge place in the surprised gaze of the group of civilians who didn't know right and wrong. The people in all kinds of fancy clothes were already frightened, and when they came outside, they only shivered, and some even screamed out to look inside the house.

And the outside is as lively as ever......

The screen hanging from the top of the tall building was shining with a different light, and people who didn't know right from wrong gathered outside to watch the chaotic scene inside, all gathered around to see what was going on.

"Didi ......"

The cold and dark road was shining with an unusual light with such flickering lights.

In the towering world, there is only such a small piece of the sky that can be seen, and only one person is desperately running forward instinctively, no one pays attention to him, and he doesn't seem to want to see anyone.

Just running forward in a daze, like a child who doesn't know what to do.

The light still shimmered on the open cabinets of the merchants on the side of the street, and the 24-hour screening sign on the door of the theater was not removed, and people came and went through the square without interfering with each other. There were not even swirling wires in sight on the streets, boxes of communication cables were erected everywhere, and the huge, confident men on huge billboards had no idea what they were saying with their thumbs out.

And such an abrupt thing, like a trend, attracts people to stop, although it is not frightening, but whenever you hear a "boom", you will still burst into a surprised sound, but after the surprise, it will always be crowded forward like a curious bird.

I was the only one running desperately through the crowd, and I couldn't hear the police whistle yet, but I could hear it from so far away.

It was a burst of red and blue sounds, but what should I think?

All I know is that if I get caught, I'm doomed......

But......

What did I do wrong? Why do I want to look like this? I'm just ordinary in this world, but why am I so scared when I haven't made any mistakes?

The sound of the whistle was already passing in front of me, and the light that kept flickering in front of my eyes seemed to be so conspicuous that I couldn't even open my eyes, and a person who came out of it was waving back and forth with a baton, and their eyes were scanning their bodies......

It seemed that the voices from inside were getting more and more violent, and these people didn't pay attention to me, but just rushed into the crowd.

And in my heart......

They......

They......

The trembling heartbeat, like my pale face, began to change violently.

But what should I do on such a cold night? I took off the white dress and put it on my shoulders, revealing the yellow sweater and white shirt underneath, and I didn't know what to say with my head down, and the familiar dim light of the street came to me again.

Overwhelmed me......

And I'm just walking aimlessly, not knowing where to go.

The sky was still pitch black, just like the sky once was.

And I'm ......

In this world.

What kind of existence is it?

"Hehe......"

Even though I know that this kind of question has no answer no matter how much I think about it, I still feel very sad.

This kind of sorrow is like flowing water in a busy street, but the feelings that shuttle through people's hearts are as weak as clear water, and there is no trace of it, only the feeling that flows through it slowly flows in one's body, taking away the heat from one's body, even if I firmly believe that after the night, the dawn will come......

But the naked reality doesn't feel a trace of reality at all, just like facing friends who have already known each other but have begun to wither, how can you do it?

I think back to when I was a child, a few people were outside the yard, even if they were sometimes unhappy.

But we were still able to have fun together.

Maybe sometimes I don't know how to start playing petty because of some small things, and I don't have to worry about whether others will hold a grudge against me.

And what about yourself now?

It seems that the cold can already freeze to the bone, maybe this cold is just deliberately not felt......

The extended street appeared in front of you, as if darkness was spreading, and people could not see the future path, only through the guidance of the street lamps to slowly move forward, and from the windows of the residents who were bright and dark on the street, the few lights could be distinguished.

From the green belt with colorful flowers, there are buried cobblestone sidewalks, and the halo on the stone chairs made of bluestone bricks is slightly faded from the sports equipment, the asphalt oil of the road.

"It's useless to think about this, didn't you just know it a long time ago?"

The sound of the car whistle seems to be still ringing, the crazy crowd is still surging, like the tide is slowly wandering, obviously there are so many people, but I am so alone, lonely and wandering in this world, without the slightest sound, even if you die, no one will care, maybe even the death report will become like people's talking points.

Tear through the crowd and walk slowly.

I don't know where to go, but it's like ......

I don't know how that woman made such a fuss, but even then, no matter what the reason, the house would definitely not go back, because it would definitely be seized by those people, and I am sure she would not have lasted long in front of the police......

Damn, what the hell is going on?

The tremors slowly trembled from under my skin, but I couldn't help but tremble, and I bit my lip so tightly that I wouldn't scream.

Nervousness started to run through my nerves, and I didn't know what to do.

Why?

Why does this have to happen to me......

As I stood in the middle of such a cold wind, I suddenly felt my clothes being grabbed, which made me quickly turn around.

The big clear eyes slowly stared at him, and he didn't know what to do.

"What's wrong with you?"

I looked at her face and felt like I thought of something.

"Can't you find a home too?"

Her voice was so soft, but I couldn't help but feel like I was trembling a little.

But after thinking about it, he didn't open his mouth.

"Nothing ......"

In such a big world, I can't find a place where I can live.

And the trembling under the skin reminded me again and again, the indescribable trembling.

After thinking about it, he seemed to see his own face and said.

"Big brother...... If you don't have a place to live, go and live there...... Although I'm also broken there. ā€

My eyes saw this little girl, but for a moment I didn't know what to say......

"You ......"

Her expression seems to be so serious, and her big clear eyes seem to be so conspicuous in such a world.

"Well...... Is it? ā€

I just smiled faintly in the end, looking back at the police lights and the flickering lights and always feeling so uneasy, but in the end I still didn't say that word.

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€

She walked on the cobblestone road as she pulled herself.

I kept my head down, just taking her to look at the sky, and she kept walking forward while her big brother and big brother screamed.

But more than that, she was far from realizing how much of a problem it was to let herself live.

It's like an ordinary night, an ordinary brother and sister.

……

But what was it like for me or the girl to be thinking?