266 If?
BGM:AGAIN (Fullmetal Alchemist)
"I have a lot of questions I want to ask. β
Magpie glanced at "himself" on the window, took two steps back, and leaned against the windowsill of the classroom.
"Well, but it doesn't hurt to say that I'm here in a sense to answer your question... No, who told you to come over and get an answer. β
The magpie in the glass smiled calmly, seemingly unable to feel the pain in his face and the fainting sensation in his brain.
"Who are you?"
"I?γγ Hahahaha! Do you still have to ask about this kind of thing? Of course I'm you, the creator of the gods, magpie. β
βγγγγ So, to put it another way, do you know the All-Knowing?"
"That's, too! Who do you think is standing in front of you?"
"In other words, you are also omniscient and omnipotent, I am not mistaken. β
Magpie keeps a smile, but the fingers of his right hand are unconsciously embedded in the palm of his hand.
"Of course, there is no doubt that the magpie is omniscient and omnipotent. It doesn't need to be proven, and no one can prove it. β
"But I need to prove it now, no, it's okay not to prove it, but you need to give me a clear and complete explanation. β
"I'm magpie, do you have any questions to explain this? I said, if I can't even understand it, I'm going to start doubting your identity. β
There was something wrong with the magpie's expression, as if he had seen something not quite right.
"Huh. . . Do you know Lily?"
"Of course, that's my adopted child. β
"She's not a child anymore. It's been a long time since you last appeared on the outside world. β
"No, no, she's still a girl, she hasn't grown up. β
"Really?"
"Hmm. β
Magpie narrowed his eyes, and suddenly burst out without warning, his legs straightened like springs in an instant, driving his body to rush diagonally upward, and his intact right hand was pushed by the power of his whole body, rushing out like a rocket, until it hit the glass.
"Cut. . . Doesn't it work?"
Magpie took two steps back in a messy manner, leaning back on the windowsill, breathing a little heavily.
In the mirror, he still kept smiling, as if he had expected all this to happen.
Just before the fist was about to hit the windowpane, the tiny distance between the two seemed to suddenly lengthen, and then became unreachable.
Although the two seem to be in the same space, perhaps, the real distance is as far away as two or three dimensions.
He raised his head slightly, looking over with an expression of appreciation for the plaything.
"Now, what do you think of it? Hehe, although it's also myself. β
Magpie lowered his head, and his body trembled slightly.
An unspeakable emotion explodes in the body.
Magpie raised his right hand and placed the palm in front of his eyes, which was trembling profusely and could not stop.
Pupil constriction.
"I... Scared?"
It was an emotion that Magpie had never experienced before, and it even made him feel a new fear that he couldn't help but covet it.
If all explanations point to this...
If this is the only way to be 'correct' ...
If this possibility is the final answer.
If this is no longer just a coincidence, but the path to the "one".
That.. What am I going to do?
The magpie's eyes were frighteningly hollow, the expression at the corner of his mouth was unconscious, but he couldn't make a sound, his throat seemed to follow, and even the movement of swallowing saliva became so difficult.
With his thinking ability, even without the aid of inhuman mental power, it is enough to piece together the answer.
An answer that has been pursued for a long time has only recently been revealed.
"I am. . . Clause.. How many?"
The hoarse voice seemed to be glued to the sweet blood.
I want to stop trembling.γγ
Resisting this strange emotion called fear, I want to regain a calm thinking pattern!
I want to get back to normal logic! I want to loudly deny this kind of answer!
Want to shout it out!
But that's all out of the question.
When the sensibility overpowers the rational, when the unrealistic reality presses down to the normal.
Magpie didn't dare to turn his head to look at the sides of the hallway.
The lights in front of me seem to have a trance fault that flickers on and off, as if this cramped world is being further compressed and swept away, and is about to be rubbed into a picture scroll, repeatedly crushed into a picture book.
"Can't stand it?"
The voice in the mirror was empathetic.
"Except the first one, you are the 1264th ... And the first 1263 also include me. β
"You'll only meet here because you happen to meet meβyou happen to be the first to meet me, that's all, and I'm me, and I'm magpieβwe're all magpies. β
"Now do you understand? Is there anything else you need me to explain?"
Magpie sat down on the ground.
Such a strong emotional out-of-control, except when forced to separate from Suzune, has never appeared.
Who is you, what is it, why is you in this world, and where will you go?ββ although for ordinary people, there may be clear answers to these questions, but I have been pursuing.
But.. If.
If you finally find out that the answer is the only truth, and you have become a fake, an accessory, then what should you do next?
- Admit it!
The inescapable truth is like taking the hammer with your face.
ββββ disappear!
A high-pitched sound coming out of nowhere.
ββββ death!
As if the palm of the hand stretched out from the darkness, it dragged itself.
ββββ get away!
Plain and clear, words that cannot be resisted.
ββββ go!
Where am I going?
Hehehe. Hehe.. Hahahahaha!
Heheheha?ββha
In the mirror, he didn't seem to be impatient at all, he just looked at himself quietly outside the glass, smiling calmly, and didn't say anything.
The magpie's body relaxed, the pain and exhaustion were no longer felt, but the whole body seemed to be no longer there, slowly relaxing and relaxing.
Slide down the wall until you fall to the ground.
The black Liuhai covered his eyes, and the magpie was in a large shape, lying in the cold aisle, with a soft and weak body, as if it would turn into a pool of blood and sink into the ground at any time.
Time passes little by little, here, nothing will disturb, nothing will interfere, here is a place where the world cannot interfere, where the illusion is.
In other words, it is the place of "non-existence", only darkness and magpie, like what lurks inside the eggshell and shell, leaving only infinite silence and emptiness, an unfillable void and a dense void - or rather, the whole is a hole.
Ahh You said.
If everything could be done all over again. How terrible would that be?
And how. Ridiculous?