The wind is still blowing, just like it was 190 years ago, and for some reason, I've finally come to this point. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

But what should I do if I stay in such a world?

Such a false self, like a livestock to be raised, a humiliated life is like a humble dog, even if it is kicked away, I still have to lick that kind of food, the false illusion is created by the city, and the gray feelings make me disappear the meaning of life.

There is no past, and the heart is only hesitant and flickering.

"Do you dare to talk about anything just because you look like this?"

I know......

"You're just a fake......"

This is destined to be the fate that false people are destined to accept in this world.

A life rendered by fuel is too vague, and such a life is more ridiculous than too scary.

The sand and soil are bare under the wind, but the mountains are dead on the road, nothing seems to be able to hinder the change of time, and everything seems to slowly disappear in time after all, this feeling seems to be very bad, but as a mortal, what can I do.

It's like the self in the memory of the past, even if this memory is illusory, but such a faint spot has made me feel such a dripping pain.

The person in the memory walks alone in this world with different aspirations, does not shy away from death, and struggles in this world without giving up.

Almost burned everything on its own.

But is he really like that person?

End the lingering surrender and regret of being in yourself like this.

Or maybe you don't feel anything like that at all.

Oh, yes......

In their own lives......

There is no handsome youth, only a history of humiliation.

The unpleasant cheers kept shining in his own life.

What the hell am I?

Since I am not, why should I be put in such a humiliating life, why should I be trapped in such a fate?

in this world.

That one by one plays with their own existence.

Constantly churning in his own heart, tampering with his own memories, ignoring everything.

What is all this about?

What kind of life will be lived while telling what is right and what should be the way it should be?

Is it humiliation or more humiliation?

The gap between one's own life and one's own heart is constantly flowing.

While looking at other people's words, it seems that they are all impossibly childish things.

Nothing is possible......

It's all far away from you......

Why did you come here in the end, and now it's all gone?

I was once determined to come here, as if I was disdainful, those naïve.

Dreaming of everything, coming here.

Why is it being crushed by reality now?

Just because of the harsh reality, is it simply pointless to let yourself recall these things?

Even if you want to keep moving forward, the price is too huge to make yourself feel that it is not worth it at all.

Maybe I keep asking myself in my heart, there is nothing terrible about failure.

But it's useless.

Here, I should have such emotions, fantasizing that everything will change one day.

However......

Why is that? Why hasn't it changed?

Everything that kept churning seemed to come to me like a great tide, as if there was a sharp turn in front of me and I couldn't move forward.

I need it, I need it...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes...... Yes, yes......

Succeed......

But why is it like a bubble in front of me, constantly surging?

Everything that I once dreamed of, why did I start to sink in front of my eyes like an endless sea of sand?

Obviously everyone says that, but now why is everyone starting to become so selfish in the midst of such a crazy trend?

Obviously, everyone seems to be chasing all this in front of them, but why is it starting to become so hideous now?

Anxiety is constantly in front of you, it is everything that is covered up by thick hypocrisy, it is to hide the essence of your own dirty.

What did you want to do?

With such a dream of desire, what do you want to do now?

Elect me as the savior?

What exactly does this mean?

What exactly am I? Don't you know better than I do?

If you know that I am such an existence, why do you put me in such a ......

How many mistakes I made, how many expectations I disappointed.

Why should I be ashamed of such a humble existence now......

That's not a good intention......

That's not a good intention...... That's not a good intention......

If so, why, is it really meaningful to place it at such a moment, at a time when everyone seems to have been abandoned?

Even I have begun to question myself, why can't I be in such a naïve and beautiful moment......

Why remind yourself of everything like this......

The darker and darker sky in the sky made the world slowly float a layer of cold air, and the cold that penetrated the bones made the beast soldiers in front of them who began to gradually fade but were still fiercely attacking to start a new round of attack.

The trembling lingered from his own hands, and kept trembling from his own heart.

I'm afraid, not just the orcs.

I was even more afraid of the comrades around me, who might not know when they would stab themselves.

Yesterday there was already a person who was stabbed to death like this, and then that person actually committed suicide laughing like crazy......

Blood flowed from the corners of his mouth, and the orcs attacked, killing even more of those around him.

This is not the first time this has happened......

Every time I touch myself from those who believe in me, I tremble and tremble all over......

It's as if ......

The night my father raised his knife to himself......

I just can't help but be afraid, and I want to bring my own panic to others like this.

In such a night......

Everything is as it is......

Trembling and humble human beings, who are so weak in war, need even more unfortunate people because they are unfortunate.

Even if this person is the closest person to him, because he is weak, he needs someone who is even weaker.

But don't you know that we are all weak human beings in such a world?

The scene slowly emerged in the cold night sky, it was the night that kept wandering in the wind, Uncle Cheng's desperate body looked at the sky, leaning against a quartz wall next to the sand dunes that seemed to grow on top of a mountain.

An even more terrible message was delivered around their own people.

"Ahem......"

Uncle Cheng looked at the sky so blankly, and his pale face made people feel like they were suddenly separated from the world.

"I should have thought of ......"

Someone around immediately said.

"Boss...... Stop talking......"

But he smiled in the bloodstained teeth, even though the blood seemed to be coughing out of his throat.

"Should I say that? Is it worthy of Zhang Jie? ”

A person seems to bow his head, not knowing what to do.

Uncle Cheng didn't care, as if looking at the sky by himself.

"How many more people do we have ......"

The man replied quickly.

"We still have 56 people now, of which 147 of the original people died, and in the diaspora, we met 37 people, that is, the vast majority, and now there are only a dozen people left in the whole meeting, and the rest have now been poisoned and died......"

After a long silence, Uncle Cheng finally said this.

"I'm going to die......"

"Won't ......"

It seems that the original few people around said this.

"You're ...... well"

Uncle Cheng smiled.

"I'm a doctor, so I know what I'm doing...... But this organization can't die yet......"

He looked around, and none of them seemed to know what to say.

Uncle Cheng smiled softly, and he stretched out his hand to me and motioned for me to come over.

I looked at him, but I didn't know what to say.

"Du Feng, I told you before, I want to nominate you as the savior......"

I didn't speak, just silence.

He didn't care, looked at the people around him and said.

In the gale, he looked at it indifferently, and his godless eyes didn't know what he was thinking.

"You should understand that at this moment, only the people in the stone have the best chance of surviving......"

The others looked at Du Feng......

"But ......"

I looked at Uncle Cheng, but I didn't know what to say.

"I don't have this ability at all, I'm just a fake, I can't do anything, I'm ...... on any data"

Uncle Cheng looked at Du Feng and just smiled.

Then he seemed to say to Du Feng with a different kind of emotion.

"I remember you saying that the person you used to admire the most was Hitler. I admire his spirit of challenging fate. But let me tell you, he also said that the most precious treasure in this world is not anything, it is human beings. ”

I looked at Uncle Cheng, but he was just trembling like this.

"However, I can't be called human, everything I see is an illusion, I don't even understand who I am, human beings or something......"

I bit my lip, but the sharp pain didn't stop the pain in my heart.

"Du Feng, it's not that you don't have a past, you're just lost in the brilliance of the crape myrtle saint, there are no natural saints in this world. Everything you don't want to think about, the memory of humiliation in your heart, the guilt, everything you can't face, I know that all this still haunts you to this day, and the human beings who walked with you are slowly disappearing, and to this day, the existence that you don't want to mention still lingers. Regretting, trembling, and constantly asking myself, what will I do when I choose again......"

"But...... I don't think anything will change, even if you return to the world, when you finally come into this world again, the final decision you make will be the same...... You won't give in? Isn't it? ”

My body was still shaking, but the indescribable feeling still made me shake my head.

"I know...... You just repent, no matter how much you can't move forward, and you look at those around you who still can't move forward, and you start to question......"

"But ......"

"From the day I felt the touch, it was definitely no accident that I was able to embark on this path."

"For this reason, he did not hesitate to sacrifice himself, burned everything he had, and endured the criticism of the world, all of which everyone will see. Therefore, even if you miss the opportunity and fall into the abyss of despair, don't give up, give up on yourself, Du Feng, I believe that you are the savior sent by God to save the world, and you have all the qualities that a savior has, which is incomparable to all people. ”

"For the only thing in my heart, I have worked hard so far......"

"But ......"

I still defended myself, but my trembling neck could not express such feelings.

"I'm not capable, I'm just an ordinary person, not even ordinary, I'm ......"

Uncle Cheng's voice seemed to be getting weaker and weaker, his arm gently resting on my body, and a faint breath wandered between human lives.

Human life seems so small, so small that even at the moment of departure, you still don't feel anything.

"yes...... We're all human beings, which is why our expectations are so similar. ”

His words seemed to tremble, and the words were flowing back and forth in my body, and I seemed to feel something hot flowing through the side of my cheeks, and the feeling of getting weaker and weaker made my eyes so deep that I did not dare to close my eyes again.

The inexplicable tremors made me indescribable.

"Click......

His hand seemed to sink deep into his back, and the blood from his eye socket kept lingering, and I felt that it was so painful.

That voice kept lingering in his head.

"Du Feng, you call me a teacher, but I have never given you any gifts. You've always said that you're just an ordinary person, and now you're not......"

Blood was left on my cheeks, and the shiver ran from my mind all the way inside.

And the people around me just can't see such a scene, and they unconsciously put their eyes on not being able to see here.

"Engraving is a bond in the blood, but it is not the transmission of a person's spirit, Du Feng, you and I have the same ambition. Go ahead...... You have never been alone, you have walked with ambition in the past, and now I will be by your side......"

His words still seemed to have the strength of such a gossamer.

Say this to the people around you.

He couldn't stand on the earth alone, he just leaned on me.

"Now, Du Feng is the new head of Taiping Dao, does anyone have any objections?"

The people around trembled and looked at the ground.

But it's hard to put it all into words.

"You don't have to do all this, and even then, it doesn't work out, does it?"

I said this, shaking my head constantly.

Uncle Cheng trembled, but continued to speak.

"Are you wrong...... There is no result in this world...... Everything in the world has flaws, and it is precisely because of the flaws that I met you...... This is the greatest luck of my life......"

All these tears and pains will turn into stars.

Uncle Cheng moved my body slightly.

That kind of power can no longer be called power.

"Let's go...... Leave me alone......"

Something so hot in my hand passed through my heart.

The iris that exuded a strange color looked in front of him, but he didn't dare to bow his head anymore......

"A thousand hectares of fertile land are not in one acre. But there is ambition, not in angelica. You can go to ...... by yourself"

I stood trembling, but I struggled to pull the sword in my hand, and the ......

Those people didn't know what to see, and it seemed that the tears on their shoulders were difficult to face such a thing.

But Uncle Cheng was just lying on the ground little by little, blood flowing all over the ground.

I looked at the dim sky.

The huge wind and sand made me no longer know what was in front of me.

The songs that I had heard seemed to be as silent as death, among the rubble.

Standing in the wind, I carried the sword, brown and yellow world, I stood in the wind, and said slowly.

"All hands out, follow me......"

After saying that, I didn't have a trace of nostalgia.

This is the first step out of here......

The angel may lament that such hesitant food, so much so that the eyes have seen all this, has now slowly unfolded, and the cyan refrigerated is so selfish, and the life is confiding in such a broken form, and the vivid vision that can always be seen, whose love has left......

Everyone who is eager to burn, in the midst of such a ** sobbing, the crimson burning, hiding such a selfish smile.

Uncle Cheng looked at the sky, not knowing if it was also a laugh or a painful expression that permeated his body.

"There is nothing sad about it, a lifetime of vigorous immersion in one's own ambition is far better than a hundred years of hard work. From the moment I felt sadness when I was young, I should have had this awareness. ”

"Zhang Jie thought he could correct all this with his strength."

"But he still thought wrong......"

"The ...... that people in this world crave"

"Who will understand ......"

Such a voice slowly disappeared in the suffocation that I had heard before, and was silently extracted.

Now it's all beginning to go back and forth, the flesh of blood, the rout of stripping.

The sky seemed to be still calling, just like his instinct, in what kind of form such a body was embracing, in such a spitting out, the wind was blowing layers of wind and sand so vividly, whether everything that was small could blow in such a world.

"Where will my dreams be witnessed?"

"A world ......where the old are dependent and the young are supported"

Tears flowed down Uncle Cheng's face and invaded the dirt.

"Haven't you already had such an awareness? Why is it still so sad ......"

Uncle Cheng bit his lip like this and shook a little......

The sky still seemed so far away, and the yellow of the high sky was obscured by this world.

Looking forward to seeing each other again......

But don't ......

Always......

So sad......