The room filled with medicinal gas seemed to be still so sluggish, and Du Feng didn't know when he came to this world. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Because no matter what world you are, it seems that you still have to run around to survive.

"Isn't the money enough?" Du Feng sat on the low bench, the wooden stool leg was missing at some point, but he hurriedly held a small brick cushion, and a seemingly shabby, but unnoticeable shirt was draped casually on his body.

"How much is missing?" I tried so hard to calm down, but the anxiety in my heart was no worse than the two of them, since I received the news, my mother has been sick for three days, and during the three days, I watched her condition deteriorate day by day, but ......

The anxiety and helplessness on the face of the big man in front of him could easily be seen from the face full of Hussets, and the once dark eyes had now become dull, looking at him expectantly.

"At least eighty more...... The doctor said that he would give the money in the evening, or he would ......" Speaking of this, it seemed that even this big man couldn't bear to say it, so he just shook his head awkwardly.

"Can't the sisters-in-law make up some in the house?"

"I'm sorry, we really don't have any money. And the fourth child still has to go to school, and we really don't have any other money to see my mother. The big man muttered, and the two men beside him, who were also dressed in tower-colored clothes, did not say a word.

Du Feng looked at the two people beside Dahan, and swept over lightly, he really didn't know what to say, he just glanced at the dim ground in a low light, and then gritted his teeth and said.

"Okay...... I'll fix it. ”

To be honest, I don't know how much perseverance I put into saying this.

I'm going to fix it? But where do I go to solve it?

Eighty gold coins, the peasants have to work in the fields for sixteen years without eating or drinking, and where will I go, a lowly child who can no longer be humble?

Outside, it was pouring rain, pouring rain and flickering in the space, leaving only the foggy breath accompanied by the sound of the raindrops.

I just stood quietly in the rain, not even wanting to move, but thinking about my eldest brother's almost humble appearance, my heart was not a taste.

Unlike those three, I'm just the product of my mother and a wild man overnight.

From this you can imagine what my status is, I don't know why I was born into such a family, but in fact, it doesn't matter what happens, a scumbag like me is not the same where he was born.

I was walking down the street, but in fact, I was just looking at pedestrians passing by.

But how can there be pedestrians on such a rainy day?

From the houses of different heights on both sides, only under the heavy rain, the foggy weather, the closed alleys are full of garbage, and even flies do not want to visit at such a time.

I walked alone in the midst of such a curtain of rain, quietly waiting, waiting for pedestrians, or waiting for God's sanctions.

yes, I've cheated on too many people.

Whether I know it or not, everyone knows that I am a person with unclean hands, but ...... But...... But I couldn't seem to stop these hands anyway.

Despite being beaten, whipped, and bitten by dogs, even half a month and a half of him were half dead, he didn't even know if he could continue to survive in this world.

But, however, I just can't stop.

As I said before, I'm a scumbag, I can't control my excitement about money, and I can't afford the rewards of hard work.

I'm just lazy, I'm a complete scumbag.

The face under the iron heart seems to have been cold, but that cowardly heart seems to never make you look up, and life is even more humble than **.

Even children dare to laugh at you.

The street was still deserted, and no normal person except me would appear in such a rainy curtain, but my heart was tormented like a pan of oil, and this torment was almost day and night.

Deception, my whole life has been deception.

Not only deceiving others, but also deceiving myself.

Looking at the dim sky, I couldn't help but feel a little relieved, yes, my mother is dying, what is the only point of my life?

What if I collect 80 gold coins in one day?

My mother was dying, she couldn't even speak, and it would be a miracle if she could really talk about that kind of knife wound, and the entire left lobe of her lung had been stabbed open, and she was still coughing up blood.

What is the role of a doctor in such an injury?

And even if you take 10,000 steps back, even if you live, what can your mother do? Will you thank me?

Thinking about the expression that every time I run home, it seems to be able to bring joy and good news to my mother, and I think about the seemingly lively faces.

I gritted my teeth, and resolutely walked to the hotel I had been to.

The figure of the man immediately appeared in front of me, he stood there like a pine tree, I looked at him, he was looking at me as well.

Under such a downpour-like curtain of rain, there seems to be no trace of communication above words.

His cheeks seemed to be so serious, even looking at someone like me, I really couldn't think of anyone asking for help, if it weren't for that, I really didn't want to face such a person again.

I had no other choice, and I didn't even want to see his face anymore.

I just knelt straight in front of him, I used to be humble, I was beaten, but it was the first time I knelt there without dignity like this.

I don't even know why, what do scumbags like myself do with dignity? But that unknown thing called dignity still kept me from saying a word.

He just looked at me, and kept sweeping over me with a meaningful look.

"I don't want to blame you, but I don't want to be deceived by you again, we've settled it twice, you don't owe me anything, I don't owe you anything, that's ......."

His actions seemed to be in such a dusty manner at all times, that as soon as he had decided to finish speaking, he would leave here with the horse behind him.

"I ...... I...... That one...... That one...... If...... You...... You...... If ......"

I didn't know what I was trying to say, so I just bit my lip and grabbed the man's shirt like a real beggar.

That person looked at me, that kind of sharp eyes seemed to be like a sharp sword, as if I would be killed in the next moment, if it was in normal times, I would definitely let go, that kind of real feeling of death, really not something I can bear, however, I am really ready to die this time, after all, there is no point in living.

I closed my eyes and tried to avoid it, I could imagine him kicking me aside like a dog, or grabbing me and beating me up, but either way, I confessed, thinking that a scum like me deserved retribution.

People like me may be destined to end up like this.

But he looked at me, and did pull me up, and said, "You don't owe me anything, so you don't have to humble yourself and beg anyone if you stand up and live as a man." ”

After saying that, the man shook off his shirt and wanted to leave here, but I knelt there once as if I was not angry.

yes, what kind of person am I, I'm not even as good as a scumbag.

He looked at me with pity, didn't say anything, and wanted to leave, but looking at my hands that were clutching his shirt tightly, he still didn't seem to have the patience, and grabbed a bag of things from his bosom that he didn't know what it contained.

I knew what it was, but I didn't know how to stretch out my hands to take the bag of gold coins, and my whole body trembled, and at last I gritted my teeth and stood up.

I knew what it might mean for me to do this, it meant that I might never see my mother again, it meant that I might never have the face to see my brother again.

It's ridiculous that a scumbag like me would choose dignity in such a place.

But people like me have a fart dignity to talk about, I'm a big liar, everyone knows it, and anyone who sees it will spit on the scumbag.

However, this man clearly did not care about this, and he had the bag of gold coins in his hand, and the eyes that had been looking at me became fierce again.

But this time I still don't seem to have the courage to look at him directly? Why? Why?

Because I don't know how to end up with such a reckless act for myself, now, I'm standing here, what am I standing here for, I'm a scumbag, what do I want......

But...... I struggled.

Eventually, my voice was almost hoarse, and I almost fell to my knees crying like a little girl.

"Please, please...... Can you give me ......?"

"I !! ...... "My voice doesn't know what to do.

He didn't seem to care about this at all, but said straightly.

"Is your dignity worthless?"

I looked at his face as if I didn't know where the courage came from.

"I don't have any dignity, my existence is fucking meaningless, what am I, I'm a big liar......"

"I was born lowly, and even the first children knew that I was the son of a wild man!"

"What's the matter? How? ”

"But...... I didn't, I really didn't hate them in the slightest, really! It's true! "My eyes are red.

"So...... Please ......"

My knees felt like they were going to go limp, but this time the big hands seemed to be on my shoulders again.

"You can have a better future, you don't have to be forced to sell your precious dignity because of reality, your existence is more valuable than anyone else, so don't cry anymore, men don't flick when they have tears."

"I know, I know you're not living an easy life, I know...... I know...... So, please don't cry anymore, men don't flick when they have tears. ”

"I believe in you, because no one will tell a lie with their dignity, even if others will not believe it, but I believe in you, so please stand up and stand up like a human being."

"Stand up!"

The red eyes were trembling, and tears flowed out of his eyes, and in such a rainy curtain, it was impossible to tell whether it was tears or rain.

"Ah!!h I finally burst into tears.

I hugged his leg tightly, but I couldn't say anything anyway.

The rain was pouring down, and it seemed that there were only two of us in the rain, and the cold to the bones seemed to have eroded our bodies, but it felt as if those arms had never felt stronger.

When was that looking back......

I don't remember, maybe never did.

……

Maybe the rain stopped, and I don't know if I'd catch a cold that night, but at least I feel like my life could come to a perfect end.

However, I unconsciously took him to the depths of this alley, and came out quietly, I looked at his back as he was about to leave, and I really didn't know what to say.

So I looked at him and fell to my knees, as if he didn't promise me anything, I wouldn't leave.

He jumped on his horse and held out his hand to me.

He smiled, at least that's how I felt it, and that smile seemed so free and easy under the dusk sunset. Maybe, maybe, I will never forget such a scene for the rest of my life.

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Original case: Heng Qianqiu

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