019 Remembering friends, the death of childhood
The warm current that shows the essence is actually a miniature version of Fu Shouyuan. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Fu Shouyuan shook his head and looked around, slowly regaining his consciousness in his brain, and the break point in his memory was that he was controlled by anger.
Calmly sorting through his chaotic thoughts, he gradually remembered his words and deeds in a state of anger, and then he asked questions puzzled.
"Where is this? Hey, anyone? ”
No one answered.
There was a purple light flickering under his feet, it was a very tiny luminous crystal, Fu Shouyuan carefully reached out to touch it, and in an instant, he "saw" a familiar but unfamiliar scene.
In the single ward, two teenagers, one fat and one thin, were reciting Buddhist scriptures silently.
"With nothing to gain, Bodhisattva, according to Prajnaparamita, the mind is free of obstacles, there are no obstacles, there are no fears, far from upside-down dreams, and nirvana."
The strange thing is that Fu Shouyuan clearly knew that he was reciting silently, but at this moment, the sound of the scriptures was in his ears!
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Fu Shouyuan still remembers that it was a hospital in Xiaxi District, Fenghuang City, Xianing Autonomous Region, these two teenagers, fat, are their former selves, thin, and they are monks he met after going to school in Xianing!
This is, my memory?
In order to verify, Fu Shouyuan stretched out his hand, and sure enough, it passed through Shikong's body.
sighed a little disappointed, and then Fu Shouyuan cheered up again, so it's not bad, to be able to see the best friend who can't really meet again, even if it's just an image, it's enough to comfort.
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The "Fu Shouyuan" in the picture spoke.
"As for those scriptures, I read them every day, every night, and I really don't want to do it. I've come to accompany you, and you're too embarrassed to let me sit alone. ”
Shi Kong smiled: "Chanting sutras is the duty of a monk, I don't have much time left, I have to hurry." ”
At the same time, there was still the sound of chanting the emptiness: "The Buddhas of the three worlds, according to Prajnaparamita, have attained the three bodhisattvas of Anuttara." ”
If these are the embodiment of my memory, then what does it mean that the sound of chanting appears in my memory?
This means that I actually heard him chanting the scriptures without knowing it.
What's the mystery behind this?
The words of "Fu Shouyuan" cut off Fu Shouyuan's thinking, and his words were full of boredom and worry.
"If you want to read it, you can read it, but don't talk nonsense when time is running out, and keep it well. Now, I read my novels, and you read your scriptures, and you decided so happily. ”
After speaking, he took out his mobile phone and clicked on the reading software, and he nodded and said no more.
However, the young man who was concerned about his friends wanted to read the book but could not read it, and the young monk who was also concerned about it was silent on the surface, but in fact he was constantly reciting the scriptures silently.
"Therefore, we know that Prajnaparamita is a great mantra, a great mantra, a supreme mantra, an unequal mantra, which can remove all suffering, and it is true. Therefore, to say the Prajnaparamita mantra is to say the mantra: Reveal the truth, Para reveal the truth, Para Sangha reveal the truth, Bodhisattva Bha. ”
The picture came to an abrupt end, and Fu Shouyuan slowly withdrew his fingers, he wanted to explore what the strange performance of Shikong meant, but he also knew that the more important thing in the battle was to figure out what was going on in the place he had come to.
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This empty and boundless area has soft ground under its feet, blue sky and white clouds above, and transparent foam floating in the low altitude near the ground.
Where something doesn't feel right, it's the bubble in the first place.
Fu Shouyuan stretched out his hand again, choosing to hold up the nearest bubble, and an image instantly appeared in front of him, which was the same as touching the luminous crystal.
It's just that the people who appear in the picture are blessed and don't know each other, isn't this my inner world?
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In a dilapidated room, two thin little girls, about six or seven years old (malnutrition was misjudged, the eldest was ten years old), lay on a shabby bed covered with a quilt that had been patched.
The red-haired little girl held the purple-haired little girl's hand and looked worried.
"Sister Lin, are you not full? Your face is so ugly, I'll go buy you something to eat. ”
The purple-haired little girl shook her head vigorously and refused: "I'm not hungry, I'm just a little uncomfortable, we only have a little money, don't spend it indiscriminately." ”
The red-haired little girl was even more worried: "Sister, aren't you sick, let's go to the doctor." ”
The purple-haired little girl still refused: "Little problem, don't see a doctor." ”
The red-haired little girl didn't follow: "If you don't go to the doctor, then I'll call the doctor." ”
She said just do it, got out of bed, pushed open the door and ran out.
It was said that it was a door, but in fact it was just a few wooden sticks tied together and put on a simple hut made of wood, and because the little girl was in a hurry, the simple door fell to the ground.
The weak voice of the purple-haired little girl came: "Wei, don't go, I'm fine." ”
Luxuriant? This is when that heroic hero was little? Why is there such a picture of her here?
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As soon as the picture turned, the red-haired little girl, that is, Wei, was already in front of the nearest hospital in this suburb, she tidied up her dirty dress, she was so tired when she went home today that she forgot to change her clothes, which made her a little annoyed and shy.
But she quickly dropped those pushes the door and enters, greeted by a smiling nurse.
Wei was very anxious: "Big sister, please help call the doctor, my sister is sick." ”
The nurse smiled and shook her head: "Little sister, the doctor has gone out to practice medicine, and he won't come back until dark, do you want to wait here?" ”
Wei nodded her little head: "Okay sister, then I'll wait here." ”
After saying that, she sat down on the chair next to her, but soon she got up again.
"Sister, I'd better go back and accompany my sister Lin, I'll accompany her, she will be more comfortable, I'll come back later."
The nurse nodded kindly: "Well, it's really good, it's really a good boy, you go, I'll ask him to wait for you when the doctor comes back." ”
Wei sincerely bowed down to thank the nurse, "Thank you, big sister." ”
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The light and shadow changed, and a panting Vi returned to the dilapidated hut, the home of her and her sister, and she stood up the fallen door with an apologetic face.
"I'm sorry, sister, I just knocked down the door, but yes, the doctor will come to show you after dark."
When she walked to the bed, her sister hadn't responded to her, so she jumped on the bed.
"Sister~~ Are you angry? Don't be angry with me, you can not be obedient once every seven days~ Oops, I know you're worried about not having enough money, but you think, if you're in good health, we can work better and earn money, right? ”
My sister closed her eyes and didn't speak and looked very peaceful, she was holding a piece of paper in her hand, Wei held the little hand and noticed that her sister's hand was so cold, her face was pasted, and her sister's face was so cold, she couldn't feel it, she couldn't feel it!
Her young but fast-growing mind knows, sister, she ......
Tears dripped unconsciously, and the painful words were incoherent.
"Sister, Sister Catherine! I know you're tired, but don't ignore me, wake up quickly, don't you look at me again, don't leave me, sister! We said we would live for a lifetime! Please, sister, please. ”
The crying voice of the child is very weak.
It's hungry, tired, and painful, and I can't even scream!
And that helplessness, that deep sadness, that dead silence that has no love! Without the bearing of sound waves, it has been deeply imprinted into people's hearts.