12 The only thoughts left
Time didn't give me a chance to understand what this sentence really meant. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
"Got off the bus......"
The ruined ruins around him seemed to show what was going on here, and the cold fence had begun to glow with cyan mushrooms, but it looked so inconspicuous in such weather.
The brilliant colors of the sky seemed to be like an imperceptible world, the Middle Ages immersed in light and fire, the distant sky slowly shone with a holy light, but I could not understand how such a dull cloud could block such a light, and there was not a trace of light in the dull earth, only the disgusting air through which the clouds drifted.
Being in such a world, even if I look into the distance, it seems like a place full of wilderness, or even just dead wood, I don't know what happened in such a place that seems to be scorched earth.
"Hoo ......"
The cold in the air was far from feeling the warmth I had felt before, but the smell of dampness seemed to be so uncomfortable, as if it was clinging to my bones.
The awe-inspiring coldness never seemed to go away, and I felt the heavy soreness and the unbearable feeling from every part of my body that was drenched in pain and twisted.
"It's snowing......"
However, I am not the only one who feels the weather, and the people who look at the tiny snowflakes that seem to be gradually starting to drift outside, and the faint dew that spreads outside the glass, all make the people who are burning in the house look outside.
"Winter is coming......"
His fingers were on the top of the window, and the curtains reflected a distinctly different light on his face.
The furnishings of the room were very simple, but the tattered tables were pressed together, and the five of them sat on them, but they were piled up in the room in an extremely crowded manner, and they refused to say a word to the low table, only the slowly falling snowflakes in the sky condensed an air that was not felt.
I don't know what I'm thinking.
It's just that every contemplative back seems to be so hesitant, only the one at the front slowly turns his head.
"Let's talk about what to do in the future......
The faint darkness made everyone slowly raise their heads and unconsciously lower their heads, just slowly trying to say something.
"This ......"
This is still a person leaning against the door, trying to close the door even if the person is slamming it hard, which can be regarded as making a sound.
"Let me say it......"
A man sitting on the other side lowered his head and gently put down the tattered gadget in his hand, I don't know if it was plastic or something else.
"There must be only one way in the future, and that is to run, not so much how to do it, but how to run......
Such words can't help but make the following even suppress an inexplicable laugh.
"Alright, alright......"
The man gave the man a hard look, but didn't say anything.
"Tell me about ......"
"It's definitely no fun to run directly, only use some tricks to make them unable to catch up with me......"
"Tricks?" The man seemed to remember something......
"For example......"
The snow has been falling, and people don't feel this oppression.
"This too?"
"I don't know, but what I don't understand right now is, why don't you give up on Levi instead, but ......"
"Really?"
In fact, everyone wants to know the answer, but men.
"It's not that I don't want to give up, it's just ......"
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"Hey." The ringing in my ears made me feel that in such a world, I felt the only remaining rubbing feeling on the board, and the frustration of the inferior wood to myself.
What the hell was I thinking?
Remembering the journey that the two of them walked together? Or did you participate in something on the battlefield, or what could you do after you were injured? I had no idea what was right.
Or even if you do, you don't know what will happen.
What is the world really like?
I've thought about this countless times, but looking at the feeling of day after day, I just understand that in addition to fighting with an axe, there is also fighting with a gun, and there is even some magic that people can't feel.
What do you want to do?
Or why?
"Hey, you lame man didn't hear ......"
The violent vibration seemed to interrupt my thinking all at once.
A few teenager-like figures stood in front of me like this, letting that shadow appear in front of my eyes.
I don't know what to do when I look at their faces.
"Hehe, what do you say we should do to him......"
"That's it, he's just a waste......"
"Yes, but this wretch brought war to my hometown, and my mother, my father, died because of him."
"No...... It doesn't have anything to do with him......
"It matters! He's also some of Levi's accomplices, if not for Levi. ā
Fists, feet......
I don't know how I can describe the feeling, but this already shaky body seems to be more heartbroken in the midst of such a violent blow, but I don't know why, I don't want to scream, I want to say something?
From the initial confusion, to the last little bit is simply numbness.
But I still don't want to make any noise, that creepy creep keeps appearing on my body, I don't care what kind of face I have now, the so-called face is just for others to see, it doesn't mean much to me, for me, even more so.
Never mind......
People like me may be this kind of fate all my life, I am a scumbag, no matter what effort I make, I am a scumbag.
Irrespective of......
This figure flashed in his eyes......
Am I not trying hard enough?
Or what's wrong......
Am I doing something wrong?
"I call you ......"
Sharp pain flickered through my body.
"Hybrid ......"
What the hell am I going to do......
The broken bones in my body can't even do things like standing up, all I feel is the pain to the bones, I can remember such a face, I can remember such a look, I can remember such a fist, I can remember such a shirt, I can remember such a self......
As if I couldn't find the way back, I just stood on a lonely street corner and slowly recalled the cold feeling, obviously it was such a strong concrete steel bar, and it was so strong.
But on such a cold side, in such a heavy snow.
Why can't I find such peace, I can only remember the cold?