05 The end of the nightmare
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A faint voice suddenly exploded in my ears, the sound was not very loud, but the sound that seemed to be very mellow seemed to make me feel the urge to open my eyes, a strong wind that was difficult to reach from my body seemed to dispel all the heaviness in my body at once......
"It's all right......"
A hand on my shoulder was not the same kind of warmth as it had just been, but a very reliable feeling of warmth.
I quickly turned around to see the man whose entire head was wrapped around his head and his head was wrapped in his cloak.
"Hadron ......"
I read softly, I knew that this was the real hadron, and although I felt a little surprised, I still knew that I was safe.
But I didn't seem to feel the joy of being saved in my mouth, but I still thought about the scene just now, the sharp blade was inserted straight into that body, and the bloody scene made my vision blurred......
But if I don't, what do I do?
To survive......
Even though I knew it was an illusion.
Am I still going to kill my mother, in the face of life and family affection, why, I can make a choice so easily? Why?
If it's true, can I still do that......
"It's okay......"
She suddenly embraced me into her arms, and the warmth of the warmth made me feel the warmth of the thinness.
"It's all an illusion......
I don't know how to feel such a warm body......
Because......
Is someone like me really qualified to accept such kindness?
I've just ......
yes, though......
I don't know how she got here......
But I didn't ask.
"Okay, don't think about it......"
Her voice seemed to suddenly become very subtle, like a feeling of whispering, and the clean voice could no longer be heard at this time.
And my heart-rending feeling seems to have disappeared in such a time.
As I slowly recovered, I began to gradually calm down.
"Let's go......" She looked at me, and she couldn't help but smile as she gradually calmed down.
There is no so-called flashlight in her hand, but she seems to be just carrying me like a child and walking forward without confusion, I can't help but be in a trance, this feeling seems to have experienced somewhere, but what is the feeling that I have forgotten for a long time that I am about to forget......
This kind of thinking from the depths of my heart but can't find it, only in that distant memory, when I was a child.
The quiet space is so peaceful.
Even if I felt that darkness was so beautiful.
It's as if ......
Leaning on the window, listening to the romantic imagination of my parents, wandering in the park non-stop, there is no homework to go back, and there is no work to be done, only so slowly moving forward in my hands out of thin air, accompanied by the wind, the sound of falling leaves that keeps blowing, only a rustling sound.
I used to depict whether there was really some fuss, the world I saw in the hazy sky.
It is true that I understand that such a world is out of reach......
But......
My childhood dream......
It's so simple, but it's hard to achieve......
"Yo, we're here at ......"
Her voice suddenly became cheerful, and I watched the light flickering in the doorway, and I narrowed my eyes slightly.
The blinding light made it impossible for me to even see through that place.
"Where does this lead......?"
"I don't know, let's go up......"
Qiangzi didn't seem to care about my words at all, and pulled me up to it, and the jade feet were wearing a pair of what looked like sandals, which made me feel a little dazed......
"The ......"
I said it suddenly.
"What ......"
Hadron looked at me with a look of bewilderment......
"That...... Big brother, oh no...... Are you a woman? ”
She listened to my words, puzzled for a moment, then seemed to chuckle softly again, and then said.
"I didn't say it was a man...... either"
I don't know when the haze of "uh......" was broken.
I looked at her, but I still didn't get back.
But he still walked up unconsciously.
"Then how do you call a strong son? How does this sound? ”
After saying that, this person gave me a blank look, and I was silenced for a moment.
"Got active so quickly? It's not like ...... just now."
My voice suddenly stopped.
There was silence for a while, except for the sound of walking up the stairs, but her voice continued.
"Men sometimes save a lot of trouble."
"Really?"
My tone was a little stiff like this, after all, I had a lot of things on my mind, especially just now.
"And ......"
"You can't read it like that, you can read it separately, like, huh...... Confucius...... Oh, that's it, yes, Miko! What Miko Matsui, Miko Oda, and all kinds of Miko can't all be referred to as all kinds of ko? ”
"Isn't this Japanese? And even the Japanese don't have girls who have convulsions, what hadron is called......"
"Hehe, there are also Japanese people who want to make up three men to get a more literate name, and they are called Han Yi by reading it bluntly, hehe......"
"What...... I don't understand anyway, so you're just going to break it off......"
"I know it from the comics." She nodded as if she was very serious, which made me feel like I was fainting.
"And what's your real name?"
I couldn't help but ask.
"Huh?" She suddenly stared in front of me, then looked me in the eye and asked.
"Ask the girl's name, hehe......"
"What's wrong?" My eyes twitched, as if I had forgotten something for a moment.
"It's nothing, my name is Modi, you remember ......"
"Modi, huh...... Still not quite like a girl's name, Modi ...... If it's called Mo Yan, it will be a cow......"
"Mo Yan, who is that?"
She asked me like an idiot.
"Don't you read comics and don't read the news?"
"News?"
"Oh...... I was wrong, I was a man of letters. ”
"Writers? I hate people who talk at length and don't do anything with empty head......"
"I think you must have misunderstood something......" I looked at her but said nothing.
However, I suddenly felt a sense of lightness, and this feeling of lightness seemed to be created in the midst of this hippie smile.
But, it always feels a little strange?
It should be said that it is a kind of estrangement that I don't understand, and this estrangement should be on my body, why?