The hustle and bustle of the city is buried in the deep high-rise buildings, as if the small silence in the deep alley is difficult to be quelled, under such a high spire, in the darkness, I can really feel the sense of loneliness, and the closed surroundings make me not know what to look back on. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The cold night breeze blew and made me feel cold to the bone.

However, I still haven't been able to decide what I should think.

That day......

I don't know why Andre asked himself to go that day, no matter what you think, I'm afraid it would be meaningless to ask yourself to go, but it was so reasonable to call yourself to go, and then it was reasonable to be taken away by Grian, not to say that he stayed with Grian, but was left behind.

yes, it doesn't make any sense.

However, whether they are left behind or taken away, the only thing they have in common is that their situation has not changed no matter where they are.

yes, what can be changed?

After all, I'm just an ordinary person.

Nothing in the world has anything to do with you.

"Ordinary people......" I muttered, but I didn't know how to describe it.

The graceful figure of that person appeared in my mind again.

The fist was clenched tightly, as if thinking of some very sad fact.

But......

It was as if I was relieved.

How can such a person be extravagant for the existence of spare parts like mine?

Oh, yes......

People like me......

And what is it? I'm just an ordinary person.

No matter when the difference is always too far, the visible distance is a little longer but people don't know what to do.

Is it ...... Never mind......

I really want to say this, but why can't I say it, what is the world after all?

I don't know that even in the world of radio and television in the past, I still don't know what this world is, and the only thing I feel is the damp droplets that float in the air and make me feel like that.

A little bit of tarsus......

It was so obvious in the cold and empty world, the human beings were in front of them, and they were just trembling and carrying the huge package, walking step by step in such a world, with difficult steps and such twisted joints.

In the rain, it seems to be constantly entangled, in such a slippery rain curtain.

The kind of dirt that will scatter floats, and I don't know when it gradually starts to rain like that.

"Hey! Are you okay? ”

Even if I want to get out of such a stiff and numb world, it's such an untouchable summer.

What does it really mean to quietly retire from the dream?

"Hurry up! Don't fucking be lazy, it's really you Federans, it's all trash. ”

"Get up ......"

The rampage situation made me not know what to say.

The heavy burden accompanied by such a cold whip whipped on his body little by little, sending out a sharp pain. ”

"A wretch can ...... every day"

"yes, this kind of person should have died a long time ago."

"It's a miracle that I can be alive."

The gloomy sky was still occasionally flickering with only the wind blowing the leaves, but in such a solemn place, it seemed to be so inconspicuous that people didn't know what to say.

But the bruises on his body still let him lean against the wall little by little.

The tattered potholes on the wall made him just lean against it, gasping for breath, like a person who was not at all powerless.

I used to think about it, but frankly it wasn't like that.

But what can I think of?

"Are you alright......"

The soft voice has been blackened in the world in my ears is particularly clear, my eyes are vigilant looking at the person in front of me, trembling palms keep moving under my body, I know that there are too many people who have troubled me in the past two days, what is the reason, why I am afraid I don't even know myself.

"It's okay......"

I seemed to want to answer, but my tone that bordered on crying made my tone so cowardly.

His steps were still coming step by step, and I could only move a few steps after thinking weakly.

In a world where there don't seem to be many rules, I can feel the kind of thing that will make you miserable whenever you are powerless, and I imagine that this person is either here to tease me, or because his tone is too cowardly.

I closed my eyes hard, I thought it was another prelude to kicking myself down and beating myself up.

"Why did you hurt like this......"

However, I felt something different, the strange feeling that this bumpy palm brought to my body.

"This group of people is too ruthless."

The hard walls reflected the furrows that flickered in his face with the faint light of the fire under the dark sky, and I recognized the man who carried things with him during the day, and his rickety body seemed to be easier to knock down than himself.

But...... When I continued to think he was going to say something.

But I could see him sitting next to me, and then said.

"It's a pity, I'm not a big person, and it's already good to be able to work in front of people."

"Not a big shot?"

I don't seem to understand the meaning of this sentence.

"Yes, I'm just an ordinary person, and ordinary people can't be ordinary anymore."

"What can you do if you are not ordinary."

I struggled to my body, and the pain was so intense that it was heartbreaking.

"Not ordinary...... Maybe. ”

He seemed to be puzzled as he looked at the gradually rising stars, and the bright sky reflected bright shadows.

Then he said it very self-deprecatingly.

"Probably not me."

"If it's not ordinary, I'm afraid I'll come to treat your injuries, even if I want to say it, I still don't have that kind of qualifications."

"Look at the starry sky like that!"

He said, pointing to the sky.

"The bustling starry sky is so vast, countless stars in the sky are displayed in front of our eyes in various colors, he is like our lifelong friend."

"However, in the midst of such prosperity, do we give such countless stars the ideal they deserve?"

"Thinking back to that little me, maybe so many years have passed, I have gone from a little boy in a peasant family, to today, not so much that I have worked hard all my life, but that nothing has changed, in the past, I did farm work at home, here to say that the only thing that has changed is that I am afraid that the reason for my efforts has changed, in the past, I hope to become a person who can do something for the world, but now I just want to fill my stomach for myself, very selfish."

"So it's hard to let go." I looked at the sky, my cold arms still shaking.

A twisted pain kept coming to my pupils.

"Really? Perhaps, when people look at the world with dreams and expectations every day, they will find such feelings, but it is precisely because of such dreams that they will ......" He kept thinking about something in his words.