08 The future and the future
It's not that intoxicating evening sky, and I don't know how to answer the world. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
What did I see that night in 1923?
I don't know, but what I do know is that I'm afraid I'll never forget that story for the rest of my life.
I don't know what it feels like, but the feeling of losing something, obviously not so good, dizzy, I don't know where I am now, like a bird that has lost its direction.
When I opened those eyes, even though I could already suck the traces of oozing blood out of my mouth, the pain and something indescribable, as if all of this had taken a huge blow to my soul.
The grief was unbearable, and the lies and the shouts, I don't think I should be a fool, I can tell what I am uncomfortable about, and what I feel shaken by.
"Hey, get up......" I seemed to hear the voice again, leaving me helpless not knowing what to say, I knew it was Cammy's voice, but I had lost the reason to keep running.
Survive? Is this justification really that important? If a person can't even grasp his own fate, then is it really meaningful to survive? If a person's destiny is only for a certain plan, or a small cog in a certain group, even if this cog is the most critical part, then that kind of life can really be called life.
I looked at Cammy, who had an indescribable seriousness, and I could see clearly in his gaze that the man named Arigus was wandering not far away, and that the only way to escape was to flee quickly.
After all, this hiding place is not so hidden, no matter how much you hide the sound, you can hardly escape the end of being checked, but I don't want to escape a step again.
"What's wrong?"
That unknown force of resistance, as if he was pulling me at the moment.
Even if I don't know what's going on, even if I don't know what will happen, even if it looks naïve, I don't want to run like this, running to a road where I don't know what the road ahead is.
"Tell me what the hell is going on, or I won't go again......" I pulled him, and although I didn't force it, I think he should understand that if he didn't take me by force, I'm afraid he would have to go alone.
What's more, the character who is as powerful as him outside is wandering outside, although they don't know what their relationship is, but what kind of relationship they want to have, anyway, their side will no longer be like such a headless fly just like this.
I fought a battle, fought a battle that had almost nothing to do with me, and ended up like this?
Why?
It wasn't supposed to be, the shade of the trees flickered on his face and on the face of the man in front of me, and I could see the flickering of his face, as if he was weighing something, but I could also see the struggle on his face, which proved to be a difficult thing for me to talk about.
However, in this case, I have no way to go with him, after all, I don't want to endure any inhuman situation when I am dead left and right, which is simply irrational.
"Why? Do you have that right? Cammy thrust a black dagger into my right shoulder.
Then he looked at me with blazing eyes, as if the awe-inspiring temperament was in my eyes.
"Hmm......"
But it was so terrifying that my mouth was covered by him fiercely, and the huge force made it impossible for me to make any sound again.
"I know, you kid is hard, but there are more people in this world who are not afraid of death, Lao Tzu doesn't have to take you with me, I just kill you halfway, it doesn't matter...... But I'm not going to let you die so happily. "Cammy's sunny image doesn't seem to resemble the original image at this moment.
Although I am not so weak now, I know that even if I were to encounter such a scene again, I would probably be staring at me with wide eyes and unable to say a word.
yes, I didn't know how to answer this question at that time, and the fear and pain in my body almost made me drowsy in an instant.
However, this guy in front of me seemed to choke my lifeline, so that my spirit could not sleep for a moment, and I could only endure such pain for life.
……
Now, on the contrary, I hope that the man named Arrigus will come, and deceive, or something, at least......
But I can understand that their goals are actually the same, although their means are different, but I think if they really do what they say, I am afraid that the outcome will not be fundamentally changed, right? So what's the difference? But if I don't give in, then what will happen to me?
Now, in my head, I can't remember anything, because I know that I can only rely on myself...... But...... Relying on such a weak self.
Perhaps, I should take advantage of both of them.
When I think about it, it's as if I have made a plan all at once, and when people are in danger, if their minds don't suddenly become dull, then to a large extent, they will turn very quickly.
"Exploit, exploit ......," I thought, but inside my mouth I wanted to mutter.
After all, I don't know how to get out anymore, and the pain in my tarsal bones makes me almost unaware of what to do.
But......
"What ...... use" Arrigus's face suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, and I was overwhelmed.
It was a face with an indescribable evil smile, a face that looked like Cammy back then.
Aren't they opponents? Is it reconciled?
"Little one, do you know you've passed out......" Arigus said as if he was concerned, letting me know that I had passed out, not that the two of them had come to an agreement.
Arigus looked at me, and then at the slashed cut in my hand.
Then he smiled and said to me, "By the way, that Kanmi is really ruthless...... It's a pity...... This one is destined to be a loss for him......"
His eyes looked at the village that suddenly appeared in front of my eyes at some point.
Only then did I suddenly notice that I was actually being carried by two soldiers with shields, but I didn't quite understand, what is lost, is this village their stronghold? Not quite like that......
……
It's just that in such a situation, I can only be more confused.
No matter what happens, I am too weak in such a world, maybe under my own life that is not afraid of death, I think I can gain dignity, but, unexpectedly, the ending is still unchanged.
Why......
I clenched my fists, and my hand, which had been wrapped in gauze, became bloody because of the violent clenching, while the people around me seemed to be indifferent.
yes, perhaps, I look like a beast to them.
At this moment, I suddenly felt a tremor in my shield, which made me seem to be in a trance for a moment, not knowing what was happening, but then the feeling disappeared immediately.
Never mind...... At this time, I don't know what happened, I must have lost too much blood.
With the setting sun, this team of coffins marched slowly, as if it were a team of guards guarding the spirit.
And the bright glow that slowly dips into the sunset puts a thick layer on them, and under such a costume, there are two people hidden.
"Big brother, what are you doing, don't you ......?"
One man held down another man who seemed to be much stronger than him, but it was clear that the movement was very difficult.
"Calm down......"
The man seemed to be eager to break free from this bondage, but the man known as the eldest brother did not let go of his hand.
"Calm down, if we don't finish this trip well, our pair of centaurs will go to the northwest wind again, think about the bunch of people behind us......"
The man gritted his teeth, just "hummed", and then strode away without saying anything.
This made the man feel a little relieved, but his eyes saw the strange house in the distance.