16 Endless World
The deep world was in front of my eyes, reflecting a bleeding paleness. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Endlessly extended, I fell into such a meaningless day, only to feel that time was slowly passing,
"I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong......"
He read it like this in his mouth, but he could only blindly move forward.
"Didn't you get nothing?"
The figure in front of me made me see that figure again, he was holding up the gun in his hand and pointed it at me, so I didn't know how to face him.
The familiar and unfamiliar faces make me constantly confirm today, every aimless day, where should I go.
"You'll regret it...... But ......"
Treading on such a white world on the soles of your feet is like seeing the aimless front of the distant world.
"I can't give in ......"
Suddenly forward, I turned sideways with him......
"But if only you could take a step back......"
The burning heart made me seem to have no feeling anymore, only the fact that every day that seemed to be confirmed by the ringing bell every morning, nothing had changed, it was the ordinariness of the change of nothing.
"Shut up ......"
I swung the dagger in my hand suddenly, and out of nowhere, a gray MP5 flew out of my hand, and the heavy metal beam hit the body.
But it was as if it had hit a purposeless body, and only the dust that seemed to be endlessly nostalgic waved in front of him.
"You'll regret it......"
But that voice still kept talking, wanting to make such a heart that didn't want to give up and move forward again.
But......
"I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I was wrong......"
The voice that seemed to respond suddenly appeared in his heart again.
The voice seemed to be laughing at me, I couldn't hit it, but those hands seemed to be grabbing me suddenly from an unknown place.
"Are you...... Your flesh ...... Your ......"
The huge arm suddenly grabbed me, but my mp5 came out of his arm without any idea, but those hands seemed to grasp me with unmistakable accuracy in the aimless whiteness.
My heart was pounding......
No one can come and save themselves......
Such a person......
Even if you want to make all the people in this world ......
The sudden palm of his hand clenched the trigger fiercely, and the huge sound seemed to be extremely obvious in this world, and the small force suddenly erupted in such a short distance.
Let that phantom keep conjuring up white holes one by one, but it seems that the holes will never be finished.
I looked at him......
I don't know......
How?
I smash that arm with my dagger, shake my head, stomp my toes on the ground, and then slammed to my feet and began to run off into the distance.
But that figure didn't intend to spare me......
He's following me......
Follow me......
"Stop...... As long as you can give in to my ......"
That seductive language kept slowly speaking from behind his back, as if it had penetrated the endless void.
I ran, though there seemed to be no air in my throat, only the hollow lungs.
"That can't be!"
He's following me......
He's still following me......
It was as if that figure would follow me all the time, not knowing when it would stop, or if it would follow me endlessly.
Whose words did I not want to refute because I didn't want to argue......
"Stop......"
"Stop......"
Such words kept ringing in my head.
"Doesn't it matter what happens?"
The huge sense of prostration, and the sense of nothingness that seemed to have no idea where the future should be, seemed to follow me step by step.
"I ......"
"Who's going to save me......"
There seemed to be sadness on my face, or rather I was controlling myself with such a will.
Let yourself not fall into such a cowardly thing......
But the only thing that responded to him was the aimless nothingness, and the growing number of creatures that seemed to have no name.
In front of him, he appeared one by one, stretching out his claws to himself.
"Stop......"
"Stop......"
"It may not be good to stop......"
"I ......"
It seemed as if the boundaries had long since disappeared in front of my eyes, but I still shook my head.
"Die......"
I swung my weapon violently, not with a lot of force, and only made the monsters take a small step back.
It's hard to even break them again......
With it, my body became more and more weak.
I gritted my teeth......
"I won't ......"
That sentence was in my mouth again......
But in my mind......
"Right...... I ......"
"That's it......"
Voices kept coming to my head.
"That's not right!"
I said it suddenly with my own reason.
In the midst of that paleness......
"I'm in pain...... I'm scared...... I'm confused......"
I'm running like this......
"I'll stick to ......"
This tarsal pain is with me all the time, and I feel as if my body has been completely hollowed out all the time.
"Even if it's forever...... I'll be ...... forever and ever."
In the white tentacles that seem to have begun to make themselves completely unable to feel any emotion with their white palms, although they are as sticky as saliva, their skin has long been unable to feel that pure, although their bodies have long seemed to have lost any pain.
But......
The power of "I just can't ......" seems to come from the void, and I can't understand it, but I don't want to understand it, as if it's an endless world where I can get everything.
At that moment, he gritted his teeth suddenly, despite the pain of such a squeezing, his face had already been excessively squeezed and began to deform, and his red face was hideous.
"Die!"
That kind of stride suddenly broke free from the white bands that were like huge saliva, even though the tentacles had already been inserted into his back, so that even at the moment when he just felt the outside air, he still couldn't move forward properly.
But......
I just can't give in......
"Ahh
Roaring, I kept roaring from my heart.
Even if that tentacle seems to have penetrated deep into his internal organs, but such a hard will......
"What if you die!"
I jerked forward......
Huge clumps of tentacles curled up behind him, but the thin toes under his feet seemed to be dragging a mountain......
"Die...... Die! Die! Die! Die!!! ”
Gritting his teeth suddenly, even if his legs were filled with lead......
But how can it be......
Even with that kind of tremendous force, you might break your bones......
But how can it be......
A barb will bind your flesh and blood together, and the great pain will keep you staring ahead.
Even that pain made every step under his feet seem to reveal traces of blood......
"Run...... up"
This roar kept vibrating in his lungs, and even his head began to dizzy with every step.
But so what......
"Run!!"
I roared like this, and my feet kept kicking the ground hard, and the force was as if a mountain was under my feet.
The white tentacles are like chains......
Every step seems to be holding up the sky......
But......
"I can...... I can not only take a step...... I can still run!!! ”
"Have you forgotten the people who died in the streets? If you could, you could save them! ”
"It doesn't matter ......"
"This world has always been dominated by the strong and the weak at the mercy of others...... Why, they can do it, I can't? ”
"How did they hurt me......"
"When I have a disaster, why should they watch from the sidelines and not take action! Instead, they still point fingers? ”
"Blame me? Do they have the qualifications? ”
"At least I know how to shoot...... And they ......"
"Why should I worry about these ......"
"Your family ......"
"It doesn't matter! They have always just wanted to put me in my never-ending world of reincarnation......"
"Your comrade ......"
"It doesn't matter! In the end, all of them betrayed me! ”
"The world is nothing but myself and my belief in moving forward...... I don't care about anything anymore......"
"So ......"
"Pull this chain out of my body......"
"It's not difficult at all......"
Huge power kept flowing from his body, and his internal organs seemed to be in a mess, but ......
"Ah!!h
Even if you don't know what you're going to become......
Even if you don't know what the future holds......
"Yes......"
With that step, it was a bird that seemed to have taken off its thread.
The blood-red drag chain kept bursting out red blood flowers from the body, and suddenly broke free in the air.
"I don't need to feel guilty......"
"There is no need to repent......"
"In this world, what I feel is hurting others and being hurt by them."
"When I ...... When a person feels unbearable......"
"It's never just one person......"
"There was no one to help me......"
Such an endless acceleration body, after that step, continues to move forward......
Forward......
Even if you don't know where to go......
Even though......
That path may lead to deeper darkness......
Even if there would still be a figure in front of me, as if in that white light.
Intimidating himself with such fangs and claws.
But......
My body was like an infinite body, even as I ran, even though I knew that the snowballing monster would become more and more attached to me.
I'm scared......
I'm confused......
I wavered......
I'm in pain......
I feel that I may not be able to bear it again on my own.
But......
"Give me death!"
With the dagger in his hand, he suddenly shattered his eyes.
But now...... I won't......
Far from being ...... for anything
But......
But my heart was still trembling...... That trembling sensation kept shaking in the bottom of my heart, that shaking...... And that kind of gap that you have to get used to......
The loneliness of a man......
A person's powerlessness......
The feeling that you can't even struggle......
Ugly self......
But such a closed world is the kind of bitterness that can't be laughed......
Amusing......
It's like a clown......
But that's it......
Such......
What else to talk about......
But......
I'm going to stick to it......
Even if you are afraid......
But......
I can't give up...... Can't give up...... Can't give up......
With bitter tears in his eyelids, he clenched his teeth tightly.
The voice of the raindrops in my chest made me full of indecision and dissatisfaction......
Scars and longings......
It seems that the restraint of that shaking can no longer restrain me......
The urge to make me scurry away from me.
I jerked forward......
It never seems to look back......
It's an endless journey, and it's all the things that keep coming to me.
I don't know where the road ahead may not exist......
There is no end to this journey, and only death is the end.
Where can I go......
Only the white world will appear, and there will be time to appear.
The claws that reach out to you when you are tired......
As long as I catch you, it seems that it will be difficult to escape.
So I chose to fight......
It's like my fingers gently swinging a sword and reaping everything in front of me.
Even if that exists, I seem to have seen it once......
He's the one I've killed......
But so what?
Isn't it normal to die once and die again?
It's to die again......
What the?
Say I ignore the existence of your life?
When you watch someone live or die on the wall, and keep it that doesn't matter, as long as I'm okay......
Why don't you say your cruelty......
So......
I don't care......
I don't care at all......
I always thought I could hold on......
But what is the reason for all this suffering......
Let my tears drip down my face......
As long as you close your eyes, the guilt of hurting others and the pain of being hurt will pierce your body like a needle.
There is no place to escape, everything you see today......
What is it for......
The only choice is between hurting others and being hurt......
Where the hell should we be looking for in the past......
Constantly self-comforting myself......
But the moment those hands were stretched out, that exhaustion drenched me like rain.
Where to go, and where to go?
It's just going to keep sinking......
In a world without day and night, there are only long nights that are difficult to sleep.
My body is already so dirty, and my feelings are slowly dissolving.
It seems that he is the only one left in the darkness......