7. Kill the boy and let the man be born
The night is long, the evening dream is peaceful, but the dream will always wake up. Wang Lei woke up on time at seven o'clock, the sun was shining outside the window, last night Wang Lei originally wanted to broadcast live from seven o'clock to ten o'clock in the evening, but because the audience was too enthusiastic, he had to broadcast live until twelve o'clock in the morning, Wang Lei remembered that the audience in the live broadcast room had reached more than 200,000 at that time.
Although he slept very late, Wang Lei still got up on time at seven o'clock, if it was before, he would sleep unrestrained until he woke up naturally, most people think that it is a kind of happiness, Wang Lei also thought so, but when he gradually grew up and became more and more mature, he gradually understood a truth, those who fall asleep and don't get up are pathetic, they are aimless and don't know how to live. If life is to eat when you want, sleep when you want, and mate when you want to mate, then what is the difference between humans and animals?
Wang Lei finished washing, put on a set of white sportswear, and started his morning jog. The location of the house rented by Wang Lei is very good, on the periphery of K city, it is the first floor of the community house, this house has five floors, and Wang Lei is on the second floor. Wang Lei ran around the garden of the community, took a few deep breaths of the fresh air in the morning, and felt refreshed. Then Wang Lei went to the vegetable market by the way and bought some vegetables, but his rental house did not have a refrigerator, and he couldn't put it away if he bought too much. When he paid the money, Wang Lei found that he was shy in his pocket, and now it is only the beginning of July, and the salary of Hongqi Live is monthly, which means that he has to live for a month, but he only has five hundred yuan now, and the change is only a few dozen yuan, it seems that the top priority is to solve the problem of money.
Wang Lei went home and made a simple lunch by himself, and ate it alone.
Taking a deep breath, Wang Lei picked up the phone and dialed out, there are some things he has to do, and he can't wait to do it, God has given him a chance, he doesn't want to be like his previous self, naïve to hurt others. The phone rang for more than ten seconds before it was answered.
"Hey" A stern male voice came from the opposite side, and when he heard this voice, Wang Lei was excited, and the long-lost cordiality came to his heart.
"Dad" Wang Lei shouted, in addition, Wang Lei didn't know what to say, he wanted to say too much but didn't know where to speak.
"Do you still know that I am your father, do you still take your father seriously!" The voice coming out of the microphone was harsh.
"Dad, everyone has their own ambitions." Wang Lei replied helplessly.
"I don't care what ambition you have, but you must first understand your responsibilities, you are not a child."
"Dad, I understand, it's just that I want to change the way, the world is developing, and we can't always stay the same."
"But have you thought about the consequences?"
"Dad, I'm not a kid anymore, so I know what it means to plan before I act."
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, Wang Lei was waiting for an answer, he wouldn't think too much about the feelings of others, but he cared about the feelings of important people, the price of maturity is to learn to be responsible, learn to think about others, very tired, but very necessary, but it will make people's lives full, but as you grow old, you will not regret your youth and ignorance, you will not blame yourself for distinguishing between right and wrong, and you will not regret it for life.
"I don't bother to care about you, you can do whatever you like." Hearing this, Wang Lei smiled, although his father's tone was stiff, Wang Lei knew that he agreed with him.
"Hmm" Wang Lei replied softly, there is not much need for men to say much, everything is silent.
"Your mother has something to tell you, call me when you don't have enough money." Dad was silent when he finished speaking.
"Son," his mother's voice came from his phone at this time.
"Mom," Mom's voice was still so familiar.
"Son, are you okay, do you have enough money, are you sick, let me tell you that now that K City has begun to cool down, remember to wear more clothes, I will say that your father is making a fool of himself, so you don't even call your mother."
A warmth flowed into my heart, "Mom, I didn't have trouble with Dad, I'm fine in all this, don't worry about it." ”
"That's good, go home for dinner in the Mid-Autumn Festival, do you know, I gave you a little girl, just when you were a child, your Uncle Li's little Guihong, you still play together every day, do you remember?"
"Mom, can you stop talking about this?" Wang Lei said helplessly.
"Why can't you talk about it, you're twenty-two, you've graduated from college, and you're about to walk when I'm older."
"Your turnips are bigger than horses."
"Don't be poor, although I exaggerated a little, but that means, you give me a snack"
"Yes, it's my mother, your son is so handsome, I'm afraid no one wants it."
"Handsome is handsome, but you also have to be careful. I tell you, we were then."
"Mom, you all wrote it in history textbooks at that time, and I have been studying it for more than ten years."
"Poor mouth, I don't want to divert the topic, today I will talk about your girlfriend"
As soon as my mother started talking, she couldn't stop at all, so Wang Lei had to keep listening to her mother for nearly an hour.
After a long time, Wang Lei hung up the phone, and the warmth in his heart was gradually rising.
In his eyes, his father is a stubborn and arrogant old man, obviously helping him silently behind his back, but he never speaks, and he has to mention and scold from time to time, and because of this, Wang Lei's relationship with his family has not been good before he was reborn, in fact, Wang Lei understood later, great sorrow without tears, speechless, and great love. Dad just silently carried all the responsibilities, silently, silently wanted to teach him how to grow up, how to behave, but he didn't know, he didn't appreciate it, naïve and innocent, but extremely hurtful.
The maturity of a girl is instantaneous, and the maturity of a boy needs to accumulate a lot, dripping through the stone, and it is only after experiencing it that he understands, so Wang Lei understands, understands the love of his father, and the deep love of a man.
In contrast, my mother will express her love directly, straightforwardly and warmly, bit by bit, wholeheartedly. Wang Lei put down his mobile phone, the sun was shining outside the window, the summer passed quietly, but the wind still carried the warmth of summer, and the warmth was blowing in his face, Wang Lei couldn't help but relax his whole body.
Spring is the most vibrant season, summer is the most romantic season, autumn is the deepest season, winter is the most dreamy season, and unconsciously, summer; The romance is gone, and the depths of autumn are quietly coming.
Wang Lei remembers what was written in a book: "Kill the boy and let the man be born."
When autumn comes, he is no longer the boy he used to be, the boy has died, his name is Wang Lei, the man was born quietly, his name is Wang Lei.