I'm so tired

My heart is tired, my body is tired, I really want to get rid of this skin

This is?! What does it taste like? A mixture of fresh grass, a slightly warm and moist air, and a gentle breeze that was used to blowing back then, this is, where?

The wind here is so comfortable that even my heart is gradually relaxed, and I will sleep with a dream.

Slowly dragged the numb and unconscious body to get up, stood up and looked farther away.

I can't believe that I want to see more clearly, but the distinction of the field of vision, why is it so unclear?! What a vast world! Here, where is the sea of grass! Isn't it just the soft grass that lies on your own?

"Knock-" What sound? "Knock-" Such an ethereal percussion instrument?! Fishing drums? A name just pops up in my mind, wait, so familiar, so familiar! Have you ever been here?

Looking around for the source of the sound, behind a long and lush hillside, I finally found myself closer! Who the hell is it? Rolling and crawling, anxiously brushing aside the layers of lush grass.

Is that!?

A person with a vague appearance is lying on a huge one-legged monster, saying that this monster, En, is very special, with a huge body, but it is one-eyed and one-legged, how is it possible?! Moreover, this monster looks like a good man, but his temper is definitely violent, this is his intuition.

Eccentric, fantastical, ethereal, loose, mythical? Different sensations flashed one after another.

It was the figure on the monster's back that made the sound, stretched his waist, yawned, and turned over very enjoyably, muttering in a tone like whispering in a dream: "Well, the smell of grass, the fishy smell of the sea, is the sea of grass in my memory, I like this taste, it will remind me of here, the sky here, the grassland." No matter when my restless heart is calm, as long as I am in this vast world, it has calmed down~"

"Teacher-teacher-!" Suddenly, an interjection interrupted the quiet and peaceful scene, the sound went from far to near, the person who came was very fast, and a figure approached the strong man of the monster so respectfully.

"Ah, Bao, the break is over, thank you for reminding me, here, my sense of time seems to be lost." The figure was a little reluctant, slowly got up, and straightened his leisurely clothes.

Getting out of here? I saw that the strong man who was watching suddenly stopped, and asked casually, "Has your heart calmed down?" To whom is this phrase addressed? His students? Still is!

"Has your heart calmed down?" This peaceful tone sounded in my heart again, and I found myself! Why do you feel such a deep sense of powerlessness every time you see this strange and familiar figure?

"Jingle Bell-, Jingle Bell-" Haoran, who had his eyes closed deeply, opened his eyes suddenly, and then, "Huhu-" almost didn't pick up a deep breath, and the body seemed to have stopped functioning for a long time and restarted, which was really a fight with the sequelae of unlocking the gene lock for the first time, no! It was even painful, Haoran couldn't help the cold sweat that just woke up, and his already weak body was like a static convulsion before he died. Whether it is physical or mental, Haoran feels an unprecedented weakness, and even, the decline of strength!

It turned out that he collapsed at the door? I didn't even walk to the bedside, what a failure, but fortunately, I was the only one here, and no one would kill my weak self. However, alone, so lonely, no one to take care of himself, so lonely that he licked his wounds, he was really a wounded wolf at the moment.

Haoran stood up tremblingly with the doorknob, tried to take a step, and stumbled to his feet. Why do you feel so weak? No, I'm hungry, I'm thirsty, how long have I not eaten? Haoran felt extremely hungry now, and hurriedly crawled and crawled, moving to the refrigerator at a snail-like speed, and his situation was pitiful! How long have you been in a coma? This is something I never thought about, even if it was my first injection of "Ragnarok", I was not so embarrassed as I am now, no, at that time, it was the arrangement of God, and the occasional moon I met gently relieved my pain, this is the price of overdrawing strength! "Mother Yue, uncle, I miss you so much!" Haoran chewed the bread dryly, his heart finally couldn't bear the loneliness, his strength collapsed, and his heart cringed in the face of the unknown and confused future.

Haoran really wanted to ask the strong man in the dream and ask him to help, but it was a dream after all, this was a self-deceptive dream, and the last sentence "Your heart, has it calmed down?" "Nonsense! Faced with the situation at this moment, how can the mind be calm? How can you be at peace? Are you weak? Do you want to comfort yourself with dreams?

"This, not like my muffled but strong Hao?" There was a burst of lamentation and regret from a female voice, Haoran suddenly felt that someone was hugging him behind him, this sense of touch was unmistakable! But in my own room, after all, I am alone! Haoran turned his head suddenly, the bread he was holding in his hand fell to the ground unconsciously, and he looked at the woman holding him behind him sluggishly, almost not crying: "Moon! "Isn't the woman on the other side exactly what her heart desires? Zhou Yue smiled and nodded.

"Yue, why are you" Haoran just wanted to tell his suffering, but he froze again, weird? Wrong? The extreme fear in his heart flashed away, and his face suddenly turned hideous, "Drink!" "Suddenly a punch was punched! The lover in front of him also disappeared, where did the person come from? It's clear that there is only yourself from beginning to end!

Hallucination! I was hallucinating at the moment! Why?! Extremely shocked, unbelievably stumbling around, looking for something, it was his own potion! Where is it? Where is it? I was very anxious in my heart, not just because I wanted to treat myself when I was sick and wanted to be treated, but because my heart was weak and I was holding on to the things of my relatives, I would settle down a little.

"Ah, here it is! Over here! Haoran finally found the space bag, and he accidentally ran into an alarm clock set as the earth's 10-day work and rest time, and it will automatically count down the time from Haoran's return. The alarm clock fell to the ground, and it was the one who just woke me up. Haoran held the space bag in his hand, stumbled down and squatted hard, and picked up the alarm clock that reminded him of the Earth Day schedule and set it right, but when he first came into contact with the alarm clock, Haoran was shocked again, he was unconscious without help this time, and he lay down for a full 9 days! Do you have to say it's a miracle? I didn't even die! Unconsciously lost his strength and didn't hold it steady, and the alarm clock fell to the ground again, and he didn't know it, and he couldn't describe it in words at the moment.

Really, a serious time disconnect!

PS: Why do I hallucinate?

The debuff on Haoran's body: The resentment of the water, hit Chu Renmei, but he held it up, fought one after another, and finally in order to show his strength, he did not choose the main god to repair in time under the misleading choice, resulting in the Chu people's beautiful corpse bones and water not being cleaned up, and in a state of mental weakness, there will be hallucinations and trance that the heart desires.

"Chu people's beautiful corpse bone water, circulating in your body fluids"

In addition, the debuff on Haoran's soul: Bamboo Hara's death curse, the curse under the danger of losing his life by the spiritual power, is insolvable due to death. The more misleading judgments about decisive decisions, the more they are related to life and death, the more frequent they are triggered, until the Indian reporter is killed by the causal curse.

"Do you really think you've won?" ――by Takehara

In the future, gradually moving away from yourself?