Chapter 9: I Am Not a Hero
Early the next morning, Lin Yu found him lying on the bed.
"Where is this?"
"You're finally awake? This is the house that the two of us rented outside, and it will be used as a training place for us in the future, and there happens to be a spare room. ”
Lin Yu subconsciously touched the clothes on his body, "It's okay, everything is normal." ”
"I didn't say anything strange last night, did I?" Lin Yu asked cautiously.
"No, I didn't say anything." Li Xiaolu said with a smile.
Lin Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and Li Xiaolu continued: "It's just that I've pronounced a person's name dozens of times, by the way, who is Xia Mengqi?" ”
Lin Yu's expression when he heard this name appeared for a moment, "Xia Mengqi? I don't remember. ”
Xia Mengqi, an extremely familiar name, Lin Yu originally thought that he had forgotten it a long time ago, but he didn't expect that this name had already been engraved into his heart.
4 years ago, Lin Yu just started playing WAR3 and showed his extraordinary talent.
"Xiaoqi, today I joined the WE team, there are a lot of powerful masters."
"Really, you're finally on the team."
"Haha, when I win the championship, I'll take you out to play."
"Well, I'll wait for you."
"Remember to come and see my game."
Soon, Lin Yu, as the youngest newcomer of WE, joined the daily training.
Lin Yu is very serious and trains very hard.
Gradually, Lin Yu's level became higher and higher, and most of the original masters who met Lin Yu lost more than they won.
"Lin Yu, will you accompany me to buy something this afternoon?"
"No, I still have training, tomorrow."
The next day, Lin Yu was nowhere to be seen.
"Lin Yu, shall we go to the movies in the evening?"
"No, I still have training, tomorrow."
The next day, there was still no one to be seen.
"Lin Yu, let's have dinner together, right?"
"No, I still have training, tomorrow."
The next day, there was still no one.
……
Tomorrow...... Tomorrow......
Only one day, Lin Yu participated in the WCG, and the former WCG champion duk was defeated by him, Lin Yu called Xia Mengqi to tell her the good news.
"Hey, Xiaoqi, I'm Lin Yu."
On the phone, it was a man's voice, "Are you looking for Xiaoqi?" ”
"You are?"
"I'm her father, Xiaoqi is in the hospital now, Xiaoqi is ......" said a little choked up.
"What's wrong with Xiaoqi?!"
"Xiaoqi went out in a car accident last week, and I heard that I was in a hurry to buy tickets for some games, but fortunately, the rescue was timely, and there was no danger to my life......"
Lin Yu listened quietly and did not make a sound. The joy of having just won the game is gone.
Lin Yu didn't remember how he hung up the phone, how he got a car, and how he rushed into the ward.
Xia Mengqi was still the familiar smile, faint, she sat quietly on the bed.
"It's a game, it's a game! It's all because of me! Lin Yu shouted, and there was even some hysteria.
"I've been lying here for the past few days, thinking a lot, Lin Yu, let's break up."
"Why?" Lin Yu was shocked.
"You've worked really hard for your game, and a lot of people envy your talent. I know it's important to you, it's your dream, but have you ever thought about me? ”
Lin Yu listened quietly and did not speak.
Xia Mengqi continued: "You are always busy, and we see each other less and less. But I'm a woman, I don't want to be as romantic as other couples, but I need you, I need you to accompany me, but it's such a simple thing, you can't do it. ”
Lin Yu didn't speak.
"I was scared, because I gradually found that I was used to the days without you, and it seemed that my feelings for you gradually faded, until one day, I realized that I no longer loved you."
"Let's break up." Xia Mengqi looked out the window and said lightly, Lin Yu couldn't see her expression.
Lin Yu left, Xia Mengqi watched Lin Yu disappear from sight through the window, and she was already in tears.
"Thank you." "I'm sorry." Lin Yu didn't remember what he said at the time, only these two sentences, which seemed to have been said countless times.
The next day, Lin Yu did not continue to participate in the competition......
"Xia Mengqi, I don't remember."
Everyone will have their own story.
The door to the ward was gently pushed open.
"Is it really good, not to tell him the truth?" If Lin Yu had left a little later at that time, he might have seen that the person who spoke was none other than Wang Ying, who was now standing in front of Lin Yu.
"Cry out, he's gone." Wang Ying walked to Xia Mengqi's hospital bed and gently hugged Xia Mengqi's head, only she knew what happened, and only she knew how contradictory Xia Mengqi's mood was just now.
"Sakura-chan......" Xia Mengqi had already cried silently, and kept shrugging her shoulders in Wang Ying's arms.
"I also said that I didn't like him anymore, and I cried so sadly." Wang Ying said with a concerned face, "Don't worry, the hospitals in Germany have been contacted, and you will be fine." ”
"Am I really going to get better?" Xia Mengqi raised her head, and her face was already full of tears.
Leukemia, one of the five major terminal diseases in the world, Xia Mengqi was not seriously injured, but when she was examined, she found that she had suffered from leukemia, and for a while, she had a feeling that the sky had fallen.
She thought of her parents and Lin Yu.
Ever since Lin Yu fought with others for herself for the first time when she was a child, she knew that this boy had become an important part of her life.
Lin Yu is her hero.
But now that everything was over, she whispered to herself, "Lin Yu, I don't remember." ”
"She must want you to be a hero." Wang Ying smiled and said, "Let's go out for a bite to eat and start Dota quickly." ”
Wang Ying's lonely eyes already understood when she saw Lin Yu's lonely eyes, Xia Mengqi was still in Lin Yu's heart, and Lin Yu did not forget, but chose to give up.
Sometimes giving up on a relationship is a much harder effort than chasing one.
"If you're well, don't be sunny." Such a sentence suddenly appeared in Wang Ying's mind, maybe for Lin Yu now, Xia Mengqi can live a good and happy life, and Lin Yu is already content.
But Wang Ying still understands that Lin Yu still has the shadow of Xia Mengqi in his heart.
Lin Yu was stunned, how could he be a hero, if the hero's price was to lose her, Lin Yu would rather not, rather never have anything to do with the word hero.
"It's a pity I'm not a hero." Lin Yu looked out the window and said lightly.