14 The burden of the soul
It seemed that nothing could be seen in front of him, just like the drifting raindrops in the sky, and the haggard heart made it difficult for him to speak. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The raindrops fell on him, leaving a cold burning pain, accompanied by the pain that could make him faint at any time, and slowly sealed on his body.
Acuteness......
Powerful......
It's hard for me to face it all as if it's so real.
I shook my head......
Everything seems so real.
The raindrops on the ground of the first line fell on the ground, reflecting the continuous splash of water, from the eyes, slowly looking, from the gradual shade to find the shade, the raindrops on the ground formed puddles, their hands in the cold, calm water surface of the black figure, so from the ripples slowly echoed out, the cold of the hands felt a little ripple.
The heavy shadows seemed to make the raindrops in this world begin to become more hazy, but the sound seemed to begin to shrink.
It was as if he was almost swallowed up by the endless smoke and rain, and began to walk into the distance on his own.
Invaded by the faint rain, the droplets of water that overflowed from the fault dripped down.
The majestic rain dripped down from the outside of this world, pouring between the buildings, making the originally dry cement walls slippery, and countless water droplets kept knocking on them, and the whole world seemed to have become unclear, and in the unclear, whether these past events could once again make me feel that this was not a dream.
However, the huge force that flowed from the heights made people feel the fragile and helpless drop, the white light was reflected, and the transparent essence could no longer be seen, and finally lay quietly on the ground.
The voice kept resounding around the person, and he couldn't fall into such a reality.
The sunlight seems to be constantly trying in the clouds, but the clouds cover everything, making it difficult to feel the presence of sunlight.
Beneath the Dark Clouds......
She was standing there.
The black figure stood there, as if no one had ever spotted her.
The voice still seemed so emotionless, as if everything didn't want to participate.
"Why are you here?"
Finally the voice rang out, and she just said that.
Maybe it's just because ......
Having said this......
So that's it......
The dampness covered the placket of his clothes, and the feeling of the tarsal bones tightened his hands to become less warm than he felt.
The rain was still falling, as if it was about to drown me in my heart.
Forget and die......
The black clothes covered the body, so that people couldn't tell whether it was a man or a woman from the outside.
In that endless coldness, only in that endless darkness can it be stiffened and understood.
I......
It's probably not normal anymore......
The blue plaid towel was on top of my head, my wet hair was shining in the room with a small stove, the light of the fire was slowly reflecting off the black hair, and under my chapped lips I didn't seem to be ready to speak, but just sat there silently.
Bumpy ......
Bumpy ......
She sat across the table and looked at herself, the light of the fire shining on her cheeks, which had just faded her black hood, and the eyes that seemed to be sad all the time under her smooth jade skin, shone with a watery glow in the firelight.
Look at yourself......
It's like......
Looking at something unknown......
In the darkness, even the sound of rain from the outside world could not be transmitted, only the quiet firelight.
"Do you feel it?"
She looked at me, and I could make out the slight tremor on her face.
"What are you after...... ...... that didn't exist from the start"
I didn't answer, just touched my nose with my hand, and then silently looked at the ground with my eyes.
In the dark room, I couldn't even see under my feet.
Only the thing that poured out of his eyes made him tremble out of nowhere.
She didn't speak......
He didn't even look at me again, just silently lowered his head.
Shivering in my heart kept lingering, that cold, empty......
It's like......
Even in the darkest of times, I saw a pair of hands and wanted to hold the palms that seemed to be helping tightly......
But......
I bit my lip tightly and closed my eyes tightly, as if I were just there.
Make yourself struggling not to cry......
The cool air lingered through his nose, and he finally choked up in his throat.
"But...... I believe in ......"
I gritted my teeth and looked at the sky.
"Countless ...... Just because I saw ......"
"I try to ......"
"Even if everyone is disdainful of me......"
"But I can still hold on to ......"
"I'm confused...... I wavered...... I'm weak...... I ......"
"Even if I've lost my self-confidence, even if everyone doesn't believe me, even if I don't know where I'm going......"
"I can...... Stick to ......"
"You can stick to ......"
"As long as that day ......"
"That day......
"That moment ......"
"Even if that day is far away for me, even at that time, I am still ignorant......"
"But I know ......"
"Know...... It has always been a pain that is difficult to get even for such a simple need......"
"There is no environment to live in...... There is no place to live......"
"That's the only choice...... That's the only way to choose ......"
"I'm shaken...... Shaking ......"
"But ......"
"As long as my actions are meaningful......"
"Even if you are misunderstood, even if you use understatement to hide all the efforts you are making behind the scenes...... If this is a hope for those who have suffered so much......"
"I insist on ......"
"I can hold on to ......"
"At least ......"
"Let Me ......"
"Even if you can fight at the end......"
Tears poured out of his eyes......
"Even if I understand...... That may not happen until the end......"
"Even if I indulge in such a hypocritical world......"
"I don't want to see a face as sad as me again......"
I shouted.
I don't even know why this is so......