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The palms of the hands were still so slender in the cold air, and they trembled slightly.

That indescribable thing kept starting in my heart.

Is it uneasiness?

It's like the sun is shining on me, why can't I always get warmth......

Am I wrong?

Or maybe you just don't want to admit the humble score......

No......

You are right, you are right......

Which of the things I'm talking about is not true......

But why is it in my heart, it's still so cold, I feel that I can't find a trace of support......

"Oh...... And you...... You're ...... too."

Don't use ......

This sad look looked at me......

It seemed like that gaze flashed in front of my eyes again......

Because I am enlightened, I am ostracized......

What kind of explanation is this......

Is it ostracized to speak out just because you see it?

Is such behavior wrong?

No......

I didn't have anything wrong with that.

Nothing is wrong......

Thinking like this, my heart rang again and again, that voice.

Torture yourself like a talisman paper?

But is it really right to keep yourself carefully?

Do you want to deny yourself?

Or are you looking for excuses for your own behavior......

I watched the person in front of me walk......

I didn't speak, it was like a stranger walking......

But the things that have to be done, one after another, even if you don't have one you want to do, but you have to complete it, even if you understand that the idea of escaping all this is simple, but how to explain the behavior of becoming an adult no matter what......

Why is it my own heart, but I don't understand it at all......

Did you make a mistake yourself?

What I have done, even if I run away, even if I pursue, how can there be one thing that is to make myself alone......

I just want people to know about it......

Yes......

I'm just letting people know......

But not only will his actions not be supported by anyone, but he has always been trampled on by such a simple and rude way.

Oh, yes......

I understand that I am always hurting others, but what can I do, is it just because I am destined to live, grow old, sick and die, and choose to obey because of this?

Such a voice seems to convey ......

It's as if I see ...... again

The sound kept approaching, and I couldn't get any respite.

How should I think about death......

I don't think that no matter how much you think about this kind of behavior, you can't just use a hypocritical smile to imprison yourself in such a naked crime.

Oh, yes......

Now that you know that your actions are right.

So why should you be afraid?

If you know that it's because of this fact, why should you be afraid?

I watched the sunset, which was no longer visible, leaving its last glow on the window, and just stared up at the stars in a daze, not knowing what to say......

It seems that a tired look will flow out of his eyes at any time.

"Our advance army has finally regained the lost city of France......"

"This is a strategic success ...... of great significance"

"...... in the future"

My eyelids kept intertwining, like the limp radio in the neighboring room.

I don't know what he's talking about......

But it always feels incredible......

But isn't that great? Knowing that such an act may not be correct, and that the country is stable, such a revolutionary party will not make trouble again......

In the end, I have barely survived to this day just to stop such a miserable day for the people......

Now, what if no one listens to me?

Perhaps, I am wrong......

If I had gone to high school like that......

This strange thought can't help but come to mind again......

Let yourself laugh at yourself......

Once upon a time, I was perhaps the most determined reformer, and once upon a time, I also wanted to fundamentally change the world.

At that time, I was full of enthusiasm......

But...... Until now, it was like this......

It is clear that the state is enslaving the people, but no one has ever paid attention to this fact again......

The capitalists have been defeated, but the birth of another powerful creature is ignored.

Oh, yes...... Whether it is the capitalists or the powerful, the old aristocracy and the new aristocracy are fighting wars, and there is no trace of the common people in this at all.

Whether it is the control of the state, or the indulgence of the market.

The war between knights and merchants was fought in the Middle Ages......

And from the perspective of some people, it can be seen that they are just obedient and die as cannon fodder who are not afraid of death on the road to promotion and fortune for these people.

I even think about it sometimes...... Is such an act really worth it?

They just want to be one of them and keep dividing ......

But what should life really look like for me?

Yes......

I'm not like those people......

I'm a guy who sees it all......