Write a little emotion, on this sad day. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Where to start? The brain is a little cloudy.,Let's talk about the recent situation of the tea cat.,Well.,The recent situation related to this book.。

At the end of last month, the tea cat was supposed to break out for at least a week, but was taken by my father to a trip to the field, it was only three days, but it took a full six days to return home, and those days were all supported by the manuscript, and I only set a regular update for two days, and then I asked my daughter-in-law to help update.

Later, I had a couple of words with my father, and I came back early, because I didn't come back that day, so I could only break the change, break the change, these two words are absolutely unbearable for the tea cat, and I can't afford the loss of book friends caused by the break, and I can't afford the economic loss caused by the break, the 600 yuan for full attendance is irrelevant to many people, but it can't be ignored for the tea cat.

There are many reasons that can't be ignored, the tea cat is not that you can't eat without the 600 yuan, but, the tea cat needs the number 600, and the larger the number of the monthly manuscript fee, the better, because this determines whether the tea cat can still write.

Well, this is a bit troublesome to explain, so I'll briefly mention it.

Tea Cat decided to write, Dad also held an attitude of not supporting or opposing at first, you can try, but let them see the effect, if they think this industry can support their family, then they will not care, if not, they can only be a hobby, to part-time.

Therefore, during this time, my father took me around, and I knew in my heart what was going on, and I didn't resist, because I didn't hide the manuscript fee from him for the past two months, which was really unsatisfactory and made them feel unsure.

At the end of August, Chamao was probably able to calculate his manuscript fee, so he kept thinking about whether to apply for a subsistence allowance, but then he gave up.

The results of the book are not ideal, and the absolute force is my own problem, the first time I wrote a YY article, I was still too young, too underestimate this line, to be honest, I have been doubting myself for this period of time, whether I can write the next story well, especially today.

Today, the family also talked to me seriously.,Oh,Or maybe it's to inform me.,Maybe I'll be assigned a job after a while.,I don't know what to do.,I want to refuse.,But now the tea cat is also dragging the family.,The money you earn every month is not enough for your own living expenses.,Thinking of this,I can't say anything about refusal.。

Giving up on writing stories? I was strangled to death as soon as this thought appeared, but after strangulation, it would pop up quickly, and the self-doubt that had always existed really hit me.

It is impossible to give up, but compromise is also needed.

There is an emotional impact.,At least what I've written recently.,I'm very dissatisfied.,But every time I turn on the computer and want to concentrate on coding words,I always think about some messy things in my head.,I've had a similar state before.,When you encounter this state, the tea cat is directly stop the code word.,Use the manuscript to cope,At most, I stopped for three weeks without code words.,But at that time, there were more than 200,000 manuscripts!

Later, the editor's notice was put on the shelves, and I deleted more than half of the manuscript, which was already urgent, and this began to code words, and the results of the first month were quite in line with expectations, so the motivation was also very sufficient, and it passed.

I don't have much to say about the rest of the story, anyway, I don't even dare to open the book review area lately...

Tea cat is a guy who is not very good at communicating with people, likes to dive silently, does not like the hustle and bustle, I thought that writing could keep me silent, but the truth is that silent people, after all, do not fit the rules of the world.

Having said so much in one breath, I would like to say one last word, thank you to all the friends who have been supporting the tea cat, thank you.

And then

Continue to codeword...

I'll write it down, keep writing it down, and I'll adjust my state as soon as possible, forgive me. (To be continued.) )