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"Why are you so easy to face death?"

I couldn't understand the words, and I couldn't understand what was going on.

"You know, you have a look that is more solemn than mine, and this kind of look is the kind of look that has already seen hell."

He just said quietly.

"That world...... There is no beginning, and there is no end......"

I wanted to say something, but the shaking neck made my mouth tremble, as if every nerve had been torn apart.

"I ......"

Words just can't come out of my mouth.

"I'd rather not understand...... Isn't it? ”

The boy's words seemed to weigh me with an indescribable heaviness.

"The battlefield is the best school, he teaches life to part with death, and makes people understand how precious feelings are. People should be here step by step towards human form, but in the end they can only gradually become numb, because they want to go home, but they are homeless. ”

"Your parents may still be waiting for you."

That's what I said with anticipation.

"No ......"

He finished his words without making a sound.

"But there are some things, once you understand them, even if they are......

I have not heard such tragic words as death, but such words are sadder than death.

"You won't understand me, and even if you do, you won't understand. I am the same with this, people make different decisions in their lives. And it is precisely because of such entangled love and choices that this long history has been born. ”

The boy looked at me, but his words suddenly drifted away.

"You have your responsibilities."

He grabbed his own delicate shoulder.

"You should know what you're carrying on your shoulders......"

He looked at the sky, which was supposed to be obscured by clouds, but suddenly brightened.

From the very beginning, the small tremors slowly seemed to begin to expand.

It's noticeable, but it's hard to turn your head.

The surging waves of air made his body so heavy.

Such a radiance......

The light that was like day shone across the world, causing every tree in the woods to begin to glow with a scorching light.

The air was shaking, and the face of the young man in front of him seemed to be blurred.

But his face seemed so serene.

"Goodbye......"

The huge waves of air accompanied by the thick day made it seem that it was difficult to open their eyes, and the dust was constantly shaking.

I wanted to reach out, but the distance was so far away.

The light seemed to engulf everything, and almost instantaneously plunged his body into endless daylight.

Even though I clearly wanted to catch that person, that existence dissipated like a dream.

In this world is an endless light......

The setting sun shone on my body, making my fingers feel a different kind of warmth, and that kind of temperature was so miserable.

I could feel what my fingers were touching at the end.

That temperature......

Be......

Blood......

My hand was outstretched, just looking at my cold fingertips with trembling eyes.

The trembling fingers no longer seemed to have the slightest strength, nor did they have the courage to reach forward again, even if they understood that the warm and humid feeling was just that flat palm.

But the more so...... The trembling is getting worse and worse.

I slowly withdrew my hand and brought it to my shoulder.

The trembling of his fingers made his whole body feel cold to the bone.

The whole body seems to have been plunged into the endless night.

The swallow from the throat seemed to be as heavy as lead, and the tears condensed in the eyes, but they could not be condensed.

Only the burning sensation stung his eyes and clogged his teardrops.

I felt the thin body, the thin palms.

"That's too much weight......"

My fingers slowly contracted, fingers clenched.

It wasn't until the fingernails pierced deep into the skin that the pain spread all over the body that it seemed to make such a bone-chilling coldness a little better.

I looked up at the sky......

The dusk sunset is still so beautiful.

But how long can this residual brilliance last?

I do not know......

The stone bricks reflected by the sun at your feet exude memories from the past, and you can feel the miserable sunlight when you step on them.

And what is even more tragic may be that Mu Jian showed such a bleak smile in front of his eyes.

I looked at him, but quietly took out my dagger.

The two daggers were so short, but I took them out anyway.

"Let's get ready to break through...... Even if I'm not good, I'll learn to fight. ”

Mu Jian smiled to herself, but the laughter came from her nose.

He drew his sword, but quietly leaned closer to me.

My friend......

Where are you now...... Can you understand my mood at the moment?

I've been seeking forgiveness.

Forgive me for learning to fight before I learned to love and be loved.

Why do you want to be strong in a life that should be born and old, sick and die......

Would love to say...... In this is not my ......

But the chances of getting hurt in pursuit of excuses are never zero.

Would love to say...... It's not me......

But what does it mean to be an adult anyway?

Why can't I control my body?

Why is it that it is my heart, but it is difficult to control.

Even if you want to write about right and wrong, the pain is always there.

I don't know when, I really hope that one day, my mistakes will be forgiven.

Constantly playing tricks on fate, trapped in the sin behind the smile that is constantly doubting.

So I decided to move forward even if I lost my beauty.

If it eventually withers, then it will shine in the water.

If this can replace such a dead end.

The blue night sky is reflected in people's hearts.

I can also believe in the silent feelings.

Maybe every time I pursue it, those things will be a little closer to me, distant, fragile, that kind of happiness.

In the darkness of the night, with no one to know, I suddenly remembered the deeds of the past, and every night that made me feel like I was lonely, the pain would once again make me bruise.

However, those memories that were staring in my heart still did not want to forget.

Under this night sky......

I always hope to find a wish that leads to the past and the future.

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