CH.49 The Fear of Loneliness

Xie Zhen sighed weakly, thinking, "I have lived alone for five years, and I haven't heard any sound in the middle of the night?" It's an illusion! It's an illusion! Of course, Xie Zhen is still quite bold, he doesn't believe in any ghosts or anything like that, and he doesn't believe that there will be anything terrible, at most it's just auditory hallucinations.

But the sobbing sound became louder and louder, as if the whole room was echoing the sound of sobbing, which lasted for ten seconds, Xie Zhen finally couldn't lie down, if you want to say that Xie Zhen is really not afraid, anyway, his mother is at home like this Xie Zhen.

Xie Zhen put on his slippers, gently opened them and walked out, the sobbing sound became more and more obvious, and it was obvious that as long as Xie Zhen's parents were not at home, the door of his parents' room was far open, and the bathroom was also open, and there could be no in the kitchen, there was only one answer, that is, in the room where Lin Yu lived, Xie Zhen confirmed it and walked over slowly, it was indeed not wrong, a faint sobbing sound came from the crack in the door, and suddenly Xie Zhen was blindfolded, he shamelessly put his head on the door, and indeed the sobbing sound came from here, Xie Zhen was at a loss, this was really "interesting" for him.

Faintly, Xie Zhen finally understood something, "A girl crying in the room should have encountered something." Suddenly, Xie Zhen pushed open the door with a look of heroic and obscene beauty, and rushed in.

I saw that Lin Yu covered his head with a quilt, and saw a small mountain trembling on the bed, and suddenly Xie Zhen's thoughts were confused, "It's not written like this in the script!" ”

He walked over slowly, he wanted to see what was going on, the sound of sobbing occupied the room, it may be that Lin Yu heard Xie Zhen's footsteps, and his trembling became intense.

Xie Zhen walked to the bed, the moonlight was just shining on the bed, Xie Zhen looked at it blankly, the quilt covering his head was wet.

He hesitated, he didn't know what to do, after all, she was a girl, if it wasn't for Lin Yu crying, she would definitely be indescribable if she lifted the girl's quilt, and even if she was crying, it seemed to be intelligible.

Xie Zhen hesitated, and in an instant, the quilt was lifted by itself, and Lin Yu rushed directly into Xie Zhen's arms, and kept sobbing, and Xie Zhen, who she hugged Xie Zhen to death, couldn't stand still.

"I'm sorry I bothered you, I really scared I didn't dare to live alone." Lin Yu sobbed and whispered.

Xie Zhen looked at the bed in embarrassment, there was a small piece of wet on the bed, of course, it was wet from Lin Yu's tears.

"Okay, okay, stop crying, am I not here? Don't be afraid, look, the bed is making you cry wet! Xie Zhen comforted Lin Yu nonsensically, he really had no way to encounter this situation, this is the manifestation of negative emotional intelligence.

"Are you going to keep me in the same room?" Lin Yu asked, Xie Zhen sat lightly on the edge of Lin Yu's bed, she hugged Xie Zhen's waist tightly, raised her head to look at Xie Zhen, her eyes were red, and they were stained with tears.

"Well, what do you mean?" Xie Zhen asked, of course, Lin Yu's meaning Xie Zhen understands! Xie Zhen understands! But if it was according to Lin Yu's meaning, it would definitely be very embarrassing.

"Xie Zhen, I'm really scared, don't leave me woo woo woo." Just because of Xie Zhen's brainless question just now, Lin Yu, who had eased up, began to sobble again.

"Sister, don't be like this! I'm afraid of you too! Xie Zhen cried and teased in a mournful tone.

A faint body fragrance filled Xie Zhen's room, just like his mother's perfume.

"Xie Zhen, aren't you afraid of falling so far?" Lin Yu's voice came from Xie Zhen's bedroom.

The stalking just now, Lin Yu finally "got her wish" and lay on Xie Zhen's bed, she was lying inside, Xie Zhen was lying outside, she didn't cry on Xie Zhen's bed, Xie Zhen didn't know if her fear was true, anyway, it was Xie Zhen, like a girl, hiding far away.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me." Xie Zhen said tremblingly, Xie Zhen didn't want to be like this, his heart was weird, and now he was trying to comfort himself, "It's just that she's afraid!" You won't steal any forbidden fruits! All right! I'm worried about it! It's okay to sleep with your cousin in bed as a child. ”

Xie Zhen obviously felt that the bed was shaking slightly, and there was a slight pressure on his waist.

"Emma! What are you doing! I'm a good boy! Help me! Rape! You can't get away with it! Xie Zhen jumped out of bed like crazy, and suddenly thought in his heart, "Cousin won't hug me like this!" ”

Lin Yu was lying on the bed weakly, looking at Xie Zhen standing on the ground, Xie Zhen's face was really flushed, trembling all over, he lowered his head in shame, he didn't dare to raise his head, trembling.

"Hehe, what's wrong, what did I get?" Lin Yu weakly poked his head out of the quilt and looked at Xie Zhen funny.

"Nothing! It's nothing! You go inside, you're so close to me, I'm under too much pressure. ”

Lin Yu looked at Xie Zhen's shy appearance and pursed his lips and smiled, and then returned to the bed, Xie Zhen saw her go back, and he had to go back slowly.

"Why are you so nervous?" Lin Yu asked weakly, revealing a petite and cute look.

"I'm scared." Xie Zhen turned his back, he really didn't know what to do, so he had to look at nothing, a man is a man, so as not to think of something unclean in his head.

"I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?" Lin Yu asked again, a hint of a smile in her tone.

"I'm just scared." Xie Zhen has no other way to answer, now as long as he asks, Xie Zhen must be in an infinite loop, "I'm afraid!" ”。

"I'm lying with a restless adolescent boy in my sophomore year of high school, I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?" Lin Yu said, Xie Zhen did not answer.

"I just like your shy personality."

"Why don't you live in a room by yourself?" Xie Zhen reluctantly changed the topic, he really didn't want to answer those things that made his brain muddy anymore.

Speaking of this, Lin Yu was turned off by Xie Zhen's question, Xie Zhen never looked back, just turned his back to Lin Yu, of course he didn't know what Lin Yu's expression was when he was asked this question.

Faintly, Lin Yu didn't answer for a while, the whole room was silent again, this time the sense of rapid movement came, Lin Yu directly hugged Xie Zhen's waist hard, and hugged it tightly, Xie Zhen's back obviously felt that Lin Yu's head was gently pressed against it.

It was silent, Xie Zhen couldn't escape this time, Xie Zhen still obeyed Lin Yu in the end, Lin Yu didn't do anything excessive, just hugged him gently.

"Am I pretty?" An arrogant voice came from behind Xie Zhen.

"Pretty." Xie Zhen originally wanted to perfunctory the past, but he didn't know what's wrong, but he was able to say it from the bottom of his heart this time.

"Am I cute?"

"Cute." Xie Zhen answered directly without hesitation.

"Do you like me?"

Asked Here Xie Zhen was stunned for a moment, but he didn't hesitate, "Well, I like you." ”

"Do you love me, then?" Lin Yujiao said shyly and seriously, it seems that the previous one is to pave the way for this sentence.

But Xie Zhen really responded with a speechless silence this time, he didn't speak, he was just thinking, but Lin Yu couldn't stand it.

"Do you love me?"

Xie Zhen remained silent.

"Do you love me?" This time, Lin Yu's tone showed a sense of impatience and oppression.

But Xie Zhen was still speechless.

"Say it quickly" Xie Zhen thought that Lin Yu would shout, but unexpectedly she cried urgently.

"Do you love me or not?" This time Lin Yu became more and more sad, her hand around Xie Zhen's waist became stronger and stronger, and she didn't want to give up.

"We're still too young to talk about this, and it's still inappropriate to talk about love, please think about it." Xie Zhen responded, and he deliberately became louder to show his firm position.

Suddenly, as if Lin Yu was stimulated, she let go of the hand around Xie Zhen's waist, turned around, and stayed away from Xie Zhen directly.

"I'm sorry to bother you." Lin Yu pushed back the sad tone hard, and tried his best to say it in an ordinary state.

Xie Zhen felt that something was wrong, he turned his body directly, only to see Lin Yu turn his back to his body, far away from Xie Zhen, Xie Zhen's bed was leaning against the wall, Lin Yu was now as if he was sticking to the wall, curled up, weak, sad.

Xie Zhen suddenly felt that it was not a taste, he didn't know what love was, why did he deny Lin Yuna so much? Seeing Lin Yu curled up there, Xie Zhen's heart really unconsciously seemed to have been hit hard, but now he was a little uncomfortable, and he directly thought about what Lin Yu would do if he ignored him, and suddenly felt reluctant and regretful, "Do you really understand love?" Why do you reject people? Isn't there no childhood? Isn't there a lack of love? Why should love be in front of oneself and reject it? And if you say you don't love or don't love, you will go crazy when you think of losing, so why pretend to be that? ”

Xie Zhen finally couldn't think about it anymore, he leaned over cheaply, mustered up his courage, and instead wrapped his arm around Lin Yu's waist, he was just about to apologize, but Lin Yu directly shook his arm back.

"I'm sorry I bothered you, I shouldn't have bothered you." Lin Yu said with a mouth full of disappointment, and suddenly Xie Zhen seemed to collapse, it was really, "If you say you don't love or don't love, you will go crazy when you think of losing, so why pretend to be that?" ”

Xie Zhen couldn't think of it, so he directly forcibly took his arm back again.

The feeling of Lin Yu pulling out was clearly felt on his arm, and this time Lin Yu was really resolute and very hard.

"Let it go!" Lin Yu roared.

"I won't let go! Forget what I said! Please remember what I am saying now! I love you! Xie Zhen roared.

At this time, Xie Zhen's arm was pulled out and felt lighter and lighter.

"You lied, you had to think about it just now, and now you're coming back to make me happy?" Lin Yu softened his voice this time and shook a little.

"I'm sorry! Forgive me! It was my fault! I'm nothing! I don't have anything! I'm not human at all! In fact, you have taken root in my heart! I thought about how I felt if you ignored me or if I lost you, I couldn't even think of it! I'm sorry! Don't leave me! Xie Zhen's voice became lower and lower, although he seemed to be very moved and firm, but his big words were mixed with a lot of water, this is also up to him, if he thinks about it himself, he doesn't have to coax Lin Yu so shyly, he really regrets what he did just now, he really said no, once he is about to lose, he will go crazy.

This time, Xie Zhen put his head on Lin Yu's back.

"What you say is true?" Lin Yu asked in a low voice, she was moved, and her heart was completely shaken, she couldn't do without Xie Zhen, and Xie Zhen couldn't do without her.

"I'm telling the truth, I love you, honey, go to sleep." Xie Zhen put his head back on the pillow and continued to talk sweetly, he was lying on the bed, his hand was still around Lin Yu's waist, although he was very rogue in this way, but he had no other way.

Lin Yu was about to collapse, "He called me dear!" Lin Yu was secretly happy in her heart, the tears of disappointment had turned into tears of emotion, she gently put her arm on Xie Zhen's hand around her waist, and slowly, the whole bedroom returned to the faint silence that the night should have, quietly silent, only the moving atmosphere filled the whole room.