I once did something that was absolutely not allowed...... That blood is still stained on my hands......

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But I think the impression of such a stick reaching the top of the head is still vivid.

But the task still has to go on.

As I lay in bed, I still seemed to remember that moment, and I was even a little confused and at a loss.

The holiday that was supposed to be good was interrupted by Uncle Cheng......

Really, what is he going to do on this day when the world is preparing for peace......

Is that so......

I had no choice but to pack my bags and leave with him.

Unexpectedly, this mission seems to be just the two of us, but Uncle Cheng still didn't say anything to me.

I didn't bother to ask, just walked with him silently.

I started my journey at almost five or six o'clock in the morning, and I walked slowly on such a road in the fog that I couldn't see my fingers.

It seems that all the way is a hard mountain road, with stone steps at the foot, although it has spread with moss.

But overall, it's not that hard......

Uncle Cheng walked in front of him, and the figure in the pale yellow shirt still didn't say a word, just walked slowly in front of him.

"You seem to have something on your mind......"

I walked step by step, stepping on the hard stone steps under my feet but not saying a word, the fog was so thick that I could only see the piece in front of me.

But I was silent......

"I'm sure I feel the same way......" he slowly spat a few words out of his throat.

But I looked at his back, but I didn't say a word.

"You know, what did they call me?"

He whispered, but didn't say anything else.

"Yellow Turban ......"

Such words came out of his mouth, accompanied by the unchanging color of his clothes. But I could feel how difficult it was to make such a sound.

His steps were still so steady, and I never changed, as if nothing had anything to do with me.

"Great Virtuous and Mentor ......"

"Yes...... I am the great teacher......"

Uncle Cheng turned his head back, and a smile appeared on his stubble-covered face after he finished speaking.

"Do you notice?"

I shook my head, but didn't say anything more.

He was also indifferent.

"There are many, many things in this world......"

"I don't dare to say that I know how you feel, because sometimes, guilt and guilt always come out of your heart, and this is unstoppable at all times."

When he said this, there was really no trace of indifferent expression on his face, just an indescribable feeling.

But then this expression was replaced by a smile with a bowed head, and he lowered his head in front of him, but he didn't know what to say.

"But sometimes, it's like doing it yourself, what if you do it all over again?"

He looked at his face and didn't say anything......

"It's not that I haven't read the books of the sages, but I still chose that way back then, right...... I don't know anymore...... Even if the descendants left behind, the world was weakened, and the Han died with strength......"

"But just like I did back then, I'm afraid I didn't think about it that much...... I just feel that it is always a sad thing to not master the knowledge, but to be mastered by the knowledge. ”

It's just that the person who continues continues to walk forward.

I looked at his back, but I was indifferent for a moment and continued to walk forward.

His heavy footsteps on the road showed such solidity.

"I just chose a path that I thought was right......"

His body seemed to be a little heavy.

So the sacrifice was made.

He walked slowly, the less obvious stick in his hand, and the pestle hit the ground step by step.

"Even if I saw such a tragic scene, I couldn't believe it."

He walked slowly, as if the wind had risen, as if he had returned to that era.

"At least, I can still feel the moment I hear so many people start to learn to give up mustard and come together, ......"

"In such a life, I have seen many sufferings, but even so, I have found that I may not see a tenth of what I have seen in the world."

He was silent, but he continued to speak faintly.

"I'm afraid I'm going to witness this, and it can be called the right of a strong man."

So I didn't do anything to blame, and I was bullied since I was just a little scholar who went up the mountain to collect medicine, including my brother and clansmen...... No...... At that time, I was probably just a rebel......"

"No family, no friends, no one can help me......"

However, his feet are stepping on such a world, and the sunset at dusk slowly shines under his feet, making the whole person's back become distant for a long time.

"But such a world, once you see it, you will never forget it......"

He looked at the endless sea of clouds in front of him, as if they were on the ground, and in the spreading world, there was a fog that had dispersed, and the light of the setting sun shone on people's bodies.

Oh, yes......

Just like then, he took himself to see the world like this.

From the time when he was just a little scholar with firewood on his back.

Even in such a world, there is still poverty, hunger, war, plague, and compulsion......

But such a world, once you see it, you will never forget it......

"Maybe everybody will look down on me...... Think I'm a sinner......"

"But sometimes, when I see a child who has been bullied smile again, I feel that what I have done is worth it."

"I don't know, you've seen anything ......"

He looked at himself as if he were smiling.

"But I don't think it's a pretty thing, but the lonely boat is gone, and I hope you can still face up to your past......"

"Even for someone like me, God can still give me another chance......

He seemed to look at that foot with some complications.

"In fact, even I don't know why......"

"However, I still understand that even if you live again, it is still impossible for people to change themselves, but they just live slowly in the guilt of the past."

"Let's face the past...... Even if the past is so unbearable, there are still things worth remembering in this way......"

Looking at Du Feng's inexplicable expression, I suddenly smiled......

I just looked at the way I felt it......

Yes, even if I do, I still have the right to love and be loved.

Looking at the eyes, my heart suddenly became dazed.

Past......

I seem to have something in mind......

Will I really be forgiven for such behavior?