01 Ordinary life
Under the endless black sky, the starlight-like city replaced the endless galaxy, with the sound of that sound turned into a bird and let people begin to remember this day, the continuous explosion of fireworks is like a broken meteor, in the completion of the beautiful color into a wisp of colored fire, finally disappeared on such a land, maybe there are too many people to be unable to detect where the extinguished gunpowder went?
"Smack......
The loud explosion made his sleep begin to become unstable, tossing and turning on the bed and unable to fall asleep, black eye circles next to the eye sockets, far from being nostalgic for the night and unwilling to sleep because of some joyful things, just looking out through the thin window screen, the building was still so bright, but his heart was still trembling like that. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
The haze of war began to cover the sky, as if everything was starting to be different, and as long as it was not deliberately avoided, it might be possible to find such signs in the slightest clue, and perhaps there was no need to find it......
There are already such signs in people's anxious hearts, and the radio is still playing dispensable news, but from such deliberately pleasing people, their hearts seem to be even more lonely, if war is like a tool for themselves, then how should they face war?
Should it be joyful? But why is my heart still terrified?
Why is it that you are so good for nothing, but you have the idea that you can do everything, even if you are yourself?
Is your life really that worth cherishing? Inferiority......
When I think of the past, I feel like I can't chase a goal no matter how much I chase.
Terrified......
At that moment, I was about to slowly wipe out such a person who didn't know where to come from and didn't know where to pursue it.
Stretching out the hands that are more delicate than a girl, smooth and clean may make everyone feel ashamed, the slender fingers are so flawless, I remember the fortune teller said, such hands must not be a pair of hands that do rough work, but such hands may never hold anything heavier than life, right? I may be just a disgusting parasite in this life......
It's disgusting...... Started to get bored...... It's starting to feel incomprehensible......
Looking at the roof that was slowly soaked in the night reflecting the shadows of the light and darkness at that time, in the room with only one bed, I lay on it and looked at the ceiling, the soft quilt could not relieve my pain, but I kept blinking and distinguishing the steps of my life.
The reflection of the blade was so smooth and shiny that I inadvertently began to wipe it with my hands.
The miserable white blade above reminded me of my endless past, that was the decadent self that had no goal and no consciousness, I don't know why those people regarded themselves as what so-called people in the stone were?
Savior......
Does such a thing have anything to do with you? No matter how stupid you are, you know that such a thing is impossible, but why do you have to go to great lengths there, just because someone is expecting you to wear it?
His own shadow reflected on the blade, and his fingers couldn't help but touch it, but the sharp blade grazed his fingers at the moment of contact.
Blood slowly passed from his fingertips to his heart, accompanied by the simple droplets of blood dripping under his eyes.
The blood that had just been shed seemed to have a faint warmth, and it made my heart feel like crying for some reason.
The colors like streamers make the world shine and why it becomes so depressed, and the flowing colors flow on the flowing sheets, and begin to make the world so silent.
The silence didn't know how long it had settled.
Maybe no matter how scared you are......
I'm going to try to fight too......
Is this where I belong?
Otherwise...... It will be discarded as useless garbage.
Even if you are inferior to others in all places, you may be such a person...... You can only use that insignificant effort to earn that little and no less fruit.
can only honestly be a small imperceptible character, which can slowly begin to dissipate when blown by any wind.
Even if you are not reconciled......
Even if all the mistakes are blamed on such a society, you will never be able to correct such a cowardly self.
That's the kind of person I am......
I believe that if you give back all your wealth to yourself now, you will soon degenerate into everything you want to defeat now.
Even if he was still insulting such a society at the last moment.
Because too many of the illusions that were once full have been shattered one by one, do you want to show that you are different?
Are you kidding?
I'm just an ordinary person......
Look at the blade in your hand that can see your eyes clearly.
What can I do......
As Carmen said.
Only try to work hard......
And then began to endure such a life.
And the purpose of this is just to wag its head and tail like a dog and beg for mercy, to prevent it from being eliminated by the elimination of the population, and then let out its own sorrow. The reason for the sorrow is far from feeling that this fact is wrong, the only reason may be just because I am afraid that I will be slowly eliminated in such a torrent, maybe my group of righteous defenders of the government do not make any difference, but only seek that temporary sense of security between words.
Change this fate......
Only by taking the right path in a down-to-earth manner.
Slowly through the study of a knife and a gun, slowly began his career.
Only then is the right way.
Looking at the blade above, my workouts these days seem to be vivid.
And he is completely incomparable to those people.
Say as the man said.
His fate may be ......
If you don't give up your efforts, then in close to thirty or forty years, you will retire as a third-rate group of people with no roots, and then enjoy a few years of happiness early and then die.