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Recently, I have been very tired and physically and mentally exhausted.

It's easy to get into a bad habit, but it's hard to get it right.

We who have changed from the former Ernie sauce to a strange uncle will no longer have the strong physique that we used to have for a month in a row.

Before opening a new book, I had a strong ambition and wanted to write three books at the same time...... Well, if you look at the number of words alone, three books are about 10,000 more than 5 a day, which should be very easy at our speed, but in fact, in addition to the change of ideas, it is also a headache to maintain high-intensity mental operation every day.

In fact, after writing the two shifts of the planned new book every day, in addition to spending part of the time to recharge and learn the new posture, the rest of the time is basically spent on eating and resting.

I have already said several times why I want to open a new book before the old book is finished—not that I am impatient to open a new book, nor that the old book is exhausted and unable to continue, but that the current situation does not support me to continue to pay for the book's meager manuscript fee.

In fact, if the Meng Department hadn't suffered the turmoil of 14 years, the manuscript fee would have been enough to continue to support me to finish this book easily, and I believe that even if the book is finished, the popularity will never be worse than when it was the hottest.

It's also because I'm reluctant to give up more than a year of hard work.,Let me hesitate to open a new book for a year.,What is the update status of the Meng Department in this year?,I know it like everyone else.,To say anxious,I'm the most anxious one.。

But here's the problem...... Even if everyone says that I can wait for a year or two, as an author who lives on manuscript fees, I can't wait.

Well...... Who is to blame for this? It's only to blame myself for embarking on this road of no return, and now I can only grit my teeth and endure the pain and start from scratch.

The new book has opened, and so far it looks good with the support of new and old readers, and I have put a lot of effort into writing it - many author friends don't build yì I continue to write games, I don't build yì I write this style of niche content, but in fact, I choose this style, a large part of the reason is actually ...... I can't bear it.

When it comes to love, I love what I write more than anyone else, and I can't bear the style that I have become accustomed to writing books for many years, and I am even more reluctant to the readers who have followed me along the way.

No discipline? No lower limit? Can't I write normal things? Not really...... But now, I'm forcing myself to make such changes.

Even now, I can see a little light ahead of the road of no return that I once walked, but now that I have decided to go on another path, I ...... Sure enough, I still don't want to look back.

People always have to grow up slowly, and for me, this is probably the process of growing up.

I don't know how many people will stay in the end, I just know that I have paid for it in the past.

I hope that at the end, when I walk out of this shadow, I can still see the familiar names that have accompanied me through various difficulties.

Thank you, I love you.

By will continue to work hard to write, so please don't worry about the abalone of the cute eunuch. (To be continued......)