I woke up as if I was standing in a place where there was darkness all around, and I looked around and there was nothing but endless blackness. I looked down at the ground, where the ground was as smooth as a black mirror, and there was another "me" reflected in it. I looked at her, and she looked at me. But she was different from me, I was wearing a white dress barefoot, while she was wearing the clothes she had changed at my uncle's house. I waved to myself on the ground, and she beckoned to me.

I asked her, who are you? She didn't answer, but repeated my question, who are you? I was stunned by her question, and this question once again pierced my heart, who am I? Am I the person who is wearing white now, or am I the person wearing the clothes of my uncle's house in the reflection?

Suddenly, my vision blurred, and when I opened my eyes again, I looked down at the ground again, only to find that I had become the one wearing my uncle's clothes, and in the reflection was myself dressed in white. I crouched down and looked at myself in the reflection carefully, she looked very tired, her eyes were blank looking at me. I held out my right hand to her, and she extended her left hand to me, and the two of us drew closer, and the moment our fingers touched, the ground rippled in circles where we touched. I watched her eyes close as she began to close her eyes as the ground stirred. By the time the ripples had cleared and everything was calm, the white-clad self in the reflection had disappeared, leaving only my own reflection.

I don't know what happened, but suddenly there was a regular shrill sound all around.

"Toot toot...... Toot ......"

A few "beeps" echoed in the dark place, quite harsh, and even though I covered my ears, it still pierced my head like a needle.

Gradually, the "beep" began to weaken, but instead of quieting down, my surroundings began to be noisy. It seems like...... Who's talking?

"Doctor Report!Native consciousness is offline!" a man's voice came to my ear.

"Offline? What's the situation! Why is it offline all of a sudden? Let her go back!" and then a woman's voice appeared in my ears, her voice was a little neutral, and I could feel her anxiety and anger in her voice.

"Report! The system shows that the consciousness of the main owner fluctuates too much, and we can't control it at all!" At this time, another woman's voice appeared.

"A bunch of rice buckets!" the woman said angrily.

"Dr. Report! The system shows that the main consciousness is close to collapse and has begun to break away from the multi-dimensional consciousness space!"

"Show me Joan's vital signs!what's the matter?, are you frightened?" the woman looked confused, and I couldn't help but get nervous as I listened to their voices, what were they doing?

"Report!The owner is in a state of low blood pressure, whether to take wake-up measures!"

"Stupid! Now that her consciousness has begun to leave the multi-dimensional consciousness space, and she has not entered the main body, can you wake her up now?

What is that? I can't understand a word of what they say.

"Dr. Report, my blood pressure has been dropping all the time, and if it goes on like this, I'm afraid this owner will ......"

"Oh, no...... Preparing for the injection...... That won't work either, the situation is too critical now. Now I can only use the most primitive method, and I will find a way to stabilize her mood first. Be prepared to let her go back. ”

"Roger!"

Where do you want to go back?

Suddenly, in the pitch black space, a volley of sand gradually appeared in front of my eyes, and these tiny sands slowly coalesced together into the image of a woman, her appearance was very blurry, and the sand on her face swayed at will, and it was impossible to see her appearance clearly. She walked slowly towards me, she raised her hand and stroked my cheek, I felt numb everywhere she touched, and then she said to me gently.

"Joan, listen to me. I know you're here, I know you must be panicking right now. Don't be afraid, your current consciousness is not yet able to fully connect with its own neurons, so you don't know anything now, you can't do anything, don't be afraid. It's normal, we expected it, but trust me and believe in yourself, you're always going to ...... I'll always remember. ”

The voice was the woman's. And she said, my consciousness, my own neurons, what the hell happened to me?

"Joan, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here. Oh, your hands are so cold. She took my hand and said to me gently.

"You!, prepare for anything, be ready for anything!" Suddenly, I was startled by her, she turned her head and yelled to the side, who is she yelling at? There is only me by her side, and there is no one left.

"Joan, listen to me, we need you, only you can find him...... Only you. She turned her head again and continued to speak to me.

The woman in front of me was gently stroking my hand, and I could feel a trace of warmth spreading from my palm to my body, but who was she? Why did she know my name, Joan. I wanted to tell her where I was, as if to ask her who was the one I was looking for, but my voice got stuck in my throat, and I waved my hand in front of her eyes, and she didn't seem to see me.

"Doctor Report! We can't control our consciousness anymore! "The man's voice came again, whose temperature kept dropping, was it me?

"Report!Level 1 alert!" another woman's voice seemed to be urgent.

"Calm down...... I must know what to do...... Calm down!"

The woman in front of me, although I can't see her clearly, I can feel her eyes flushed, her body is trembling, I really want to tell her, don't worry, I'm in front of you. However, she really didn't seem to know anything. Then, she took a deep breath, calmed herself, and continued.

Joan...... Joan...... Don't leave me......"

I've always been there, right in front of you. I watched her quietly, trying to comfort her.

"Don't be afraid...... Do you remember...... Do you remember when we were at school? Back then, I was that coward who didn't like to talk, and I always felt like I didn't fit in with you, I always felt like I didn't belong there. When I was first selected for school, I was doubting myself and denying myself...... You know, no matter how hard I try, I'm 108,000 miles away from you guys. I'm always afraid of being laughed at by you, and I don't have confidence in every class, every thought...... I was afraid of being ridiculed, so I did nothing but be a cowardly coward. ”

"I thought my world wasn't going to be darker and more helpless when you appeared. You were the first person to take the initiative to talk to me, and you offered to come and ask to be my friend. You know, I didn't have any friends back then. So, at first, I rejected you, thinking that you were pretending to be friends with me, and then you could laugh at me and hurt me even more. But after a long time, I have seen your true city and kindness, and you are really taking care of anyone around you. Joan, it was your enthusiasm that slowly melted the ice wall in my heart, and it was you who taught me to be brave enough to know the world. ”

"I remember, one day I asked you, why are you so flexible in everything, and you told me that even you, you are under a lot of pressure, because you always have to work a thousand times harder than others, so that others think that you are very relaxed, and others only see your bright side, but they do not see your silent side. So, I began to observe you quietly, and only then did I realize that you have to pick up other people's odds and pieces of time to work hard, and I realized that what you get is what you deserve. ”

"Sometimes, I will be very depressed, and you will tell me, if you don't even believe in yourself, how can you let the world choose you, it is your words that open my heart. Joan, now the burden of the whole world is in our hands, can you believe it?"

Joan...... Do you hear that? I wish you could hear it. ”

I wanted to tell her, I could hear her, but my mouth seemed to be sealed by something, and I couldn't open it, even though I tried hard to open it, and my throat was dry and I couldn't make a sound. Although I still can't understand what she said to me, my heart is very warm and touched.

"In those days, Joan...... You've always supported me, encouraged me, and encouraged me to be myself. Even after that guy chose you, I hated you, left you, hurt you, you still treat me sincerely, and still treat me as a best friend...... I...... I'm sorry...... I've always wanted to say this to you...... Sorry ......"

A cold tear dripped down and hit the back of my hand.

"Report!" another woman's voice pierced in, and I had a headache.

"Shhhh

"Qiu Qiong! That's right! Your name is Qiu Qiong! Remember! The Qiu Qiong who will never admit defeat in my eyes! You have always supported me before, and now I will support you! Qiong! We can't lose! You are now out of consciousness, we can let you go back, but first you have to believe me. You may not remember who I am right now, but there is probably no one in the world who knows you better than I do, Joan, trust me, trust me......"

"Please, please."

Qiu Qiong, my name, was originally called Qiu Qiong. Suddenly, the darkness around them was torn open out of thin air, slowly dispersed, and beams of white light pierced in, revealing a white door. The woman in front of me took my hand and walked towards the bright distance step by step.

"Doctor Report!'s vital signs have stabilized!" the man's voice reappeared.

"Report! Consciousness has stabilized. The other woman's voice wasn't so harsh.

"Why are you stunned! Let her go back!"

"Great!Joan!You're awesome!You're alright!You're okay!You'll remember it soon!" I followed her step by step to the white door, and I stood there, looking at her. She waved at me and motioned for me to step in.

"Qiuqiong, you cheer me on! Don't flinch when you encounter anything! We will all be by your side!"

As soon as I stepped through the white door, the whole environment was lit up, and I felt so sleepy and tired that my eyes closed uncontrollably.