That night was the first time Kang Lole and Tusky parted ways peacefully. When I came home and lay on the same high bed and warm pillow, my mood was unprecedented. Ever since he was crossed back by accident, the whole world has become full of thorns, and even the air can hurt people invisibly. And at this moment, the smell of lavender on the refreshed curtains mixed with the air that is not dry or dry, as if the quiet lullaby made him feel calm for a long time.

"Is it right here~" Looking up at the ceiling, I couldn't help but think of everything on the river beach today. I thought of Haixin's silent but clearly legible words.

"Kang Lele, your life can't even figure out what its meaning is when you search your own stomach? A person who has never known anything in his life, but not only knows, but also knows it at a glance. It's ridiculous!"

"Just because you don't have Summer in Four Seasons doesn't mean that Summer doesn't exist. That abrupt "Summer" has not disappeared, here, and here. 」

"Kang Lok, your spring has passed, so you will no longer be a flower or a leaf. But if it becomes another leaf, a part of another flower can be considered a value. Then here it is. 」

"Do you become a part of someone else~" He snorted to himself. Ask yourself, he has always lived only for himself, and he will not stop for anyone every minute or second. He had no doubt that he was a selfish person. Therefore, if someone said this to him in the original time and space, he would definitely be furious and even kill him as quickly as possible. But now he thought, 'Maybe this can be a way to live.' ’

He has always regarded his contemporaries as vulnerable soft eggs and even shit, and he has no regard for their performances, the efforts they put in, and even their entire lives. But when he had completely detached himself from them, they said to him, "Thank you!" The surprise of the moment and the mixed feelings that followed it brought into his eyes a fact that had been obvious for a long time but had been blind to him. It's the same as him, 'We love music the same.'" A little bit of "like" is all the reason we all started this journey.

Thinking of this, he pulled out the only remaining stone from his pocket. Seeing things and thinking about people, I can't help but think of Haixin again. I remembered the last thing she said when he broke up: "Start again." Immediately he laughed dumbly and sneered, and said, 'Hmph, last time you told me to 'pick up the violin again!' and pit me all over my body. And this time it was: "Start again!", and even the direction was omitted. ’

Recalling that Haixin was always like this, she waved her big hand and made a "rush" gesture to him, and then no matter how many undercurrents in front of her were to rob Lin Jianyu, she wouldn't care if he lived or died at all. In the past, he only regarded her as a character flaw, but now it seems that she is a person who is extremely cruel in his bones. For a person who has lost his hearing, lost his music, and lost his violin, and his heart is like a dead man, there is not a single mercy and soft-heartedness. For a person who has lost his violin and his hearing, but still clings to the music and has an insatiable desire, he does not even bother to give him a rough map that only shows the south, east, and west. To say that she is cruel is a blasphemy against the word. Thinking of Haixin's various atrocities and abuses against him on weekdays, he hated Kang Le Le Ga and gritted his steel teeth. So that he forgot one thing for a while, but the truth is that he was driven by her again and again, and willingly did not hesitate to go in the direction she pointed.

Mozart said that musicians who have never traveled the world are unfortunate. Music is a wandering that doesn't know where the road is. It's a pity that this time the voyage will no longer be for the music, and the journey will no longer be accompanied by the sound of the piano, what a frustrating and sad thing, but 'if I have the Big Dipper above my head,'

- Although desperate, but still bearable~

With no map and no directions, he should have felt lost and uneasy more than ever this night. However, it was the most restful and sweet night he slept after returning from the time-travel.