"I'm sorry!"

After waiting expectantly for a long time, Taiyi finally got these three words from Su Xiaofei's mouth.

"Hehe, excuse me?" Taiyi's lips were a little dry, although she already knew the result in her heart, after all, she couldn't get it back when she begged her so much. But the pronunciation of those three words still kept echoing in his mind, and each word pierced his heart like a needle, he looked at Su Xiaofei blankly, only to feel that his mind was blank, and he couldn't think about anything.

"Why?" Although he didn't want to, Taiyi still asked the same question back then.

"I don't know what you know, or what you misunderstood," Su Xiaofei closed her eyes and pondered for a while, then opened her eyes and looked directly at Taiyi: "But since that's the case, then let's make everything clear today!" ”

Taking a deep breath, Su Xiaofei seemed to have made up her mind, and began to say word by word: "You can't give me what I want, and you're not the man I want, even if we can have a future, I don't think we will be happy." You can think that I am vain, but these are not important, I have my own ideals and pursuits. The most precious thing for a woman is youth, and I don't want and can't live a dull and tasteless future with you. ”

Here, the beginning is exactly the same as it was back then! It's just that the man and the check that can make him comfortable for the rest of his life are missing! Taiyi was thinking wildly in her mind, the corners of her mouth were slightly curled with a hint of contempt in her self-deprecation, and she didn't beg her with tears in her eyes like back then: "Oh? So what is your ideal man? Can you spend endless money, change clothes, live in a luxurious house, and ride a high-end flying car? ”

"You won't understand," didn't get angry, Su Xiaofei just shook her head gently: "Xiaoyi, I have been with you for more than ten years, I am really happy, everything you have done for me, I will always remember it in my heart, and I will repay you, but you are really not suitable for me." ”

Speaking of this, Su Xiaofei paused, and then continued: "You don't know, when I was in the slums, my thoughts and wishes may be the same as you are now. But when I got here, everything in front of me made me feel how ridiculous I used to be. In the face of the ridicule of those people and the gaze of a low-level monkey, I was really angry and unwilling, but I was so powerless. ”

"Until I met him a year ago," Su Xiaofei's face suddenly appeared with a look of fanaticism: "Xiaoyi, do you know, I finally grasped an opportunity that can make me become above 10,000 people in the future, so that anyone, regardless of aristocrats, poor people, politicians、、、、、、 have to bow their heads in front of me, and even trample on the existence of their feet!" ”

Taiyi didn't listen to her at all, just stood there coldly and listened to her, Qiushui's eyes were like gods, no longer as simple and cute as before, but only a faint coldness, fanaticism and arrogance, with a cold and lofty momentum.

Seeing that this seemed to have completely become another stranger in an instant, plus this arrogant posture that seemed to be not her fault at all, but her own incompetence, Taiyi suddenly felt extremely angry, and the emotions that had been suppressed for decades finally overwhelmed his head, making him completely hysterical, and he rushed up to grab Su Xiaofei's chest, and roared angrily: "For these, you can go and please those noble sons?" For all this, you can be like a street, lying under a person you don't like and moaning Chen Huan? Abuse your body and dignity? Is this your ideal? Is this your ideal? Is this what the fuck you're after? ”

"Smack!"

A crisp and loud applause also interrupted Taiyi's roar.

"You, you actually beat me?" Taiyi was stunned and stretched out his hand to touch his hot cheeks, and then looked at Su Xiaofei's white and tender palm.

Suddenly, anger, blood, and shame were mixed with decades of grievances and the withdrawn and strange surname that had been cultivated, which instantly made Taiyi lose her mind, and in a roar, a white and slender hand had already pinched her neck before Su Xiaofei could react.

"You hit me, you actually hit me? Do you know how much I have suffered over the years for you? For you, I have worked hard all night and night, and I am reluctant to spend half a penny, so that you can eat better and live more comfortably. For fear that you will lose face in front of those damn aristocratic students and lose face and have no self-esteem, Lao Tzu rides a bicycle every day to run hundreds of kilometers in the ecological zone to sell those sculptures. You know what? You said you needed money urgently, I gave you all my savings, and I had to go to the hospital several times a month to sell blood、、、、、、 but what about you? ”

The more Taiyi spoke, the more angry he became, and the strength in his hands became bigger and bigger, no matter how much Su Xiaofei struggled, it was useless.

"But what about you? Every time you run back and get money when you're short of money, you pat yourself on the back and walk away and disappear for a month. Do you know how many times you come back this year? Taiyi's voice was even higher: "Ten times, it's ten times, you have only come back ten times in twelve months!" Do you know how much I miss you every day? You don't know! Do you know how often I get sick every month because I sell too much blood? You don't know! And also. ”

Throwing away Su Xiaofei, whose face was getting greener and greener in his hand, he stretched out his hands to tear open the collar of his shirt, and tore the white bandage that was tightly wrapped around his neck. Suddenly, on the neck that had turned pale due to blood loss, a long, hideous and terrifying scar appeared, and the scar was cracked because Taiyi was too violent at this time, and blood beads slowly oozed out.

Taiyi tilted her head weirdly, her blood-red eyes looked at Su Xiaofei, who had just sat on the ground and couldn't stop coughing, but at this moment she became sluggish and frightened, covering her mouth with her hands, tears gushing out like a bank, and Su Xiaofei with a look of disbelief: "See?" Do you know where this scar came from? ”

Tai Yi laughed: "Hehe, this is what I did a month ago, in order to earn you more money, I did not hesitate to drag my serious illness to do stone carving in the middle of the night, because my body was soft, and I was cut through by the carving knife in my hand when I fell to the ground." ”

"Do you know how I survived? I crawled slowly from the basement to the hospital with my neck covered. Do you know how much I needed your help? How desperate am I? How much pain am I? You, no, know, say、、、、、、Oh, that's right," seemed to remember something, Taiyi smiled strangely: "I'm dead, yes, I'm dead in this world、、、、、、 hehe, but God pity, Lao Tzu is 'alive' again, hahaha, I can't believe it, Lao Tzu is 'alive' again, he、、、、、、 hahahaha、、、、、、"

Like a madman, Taiyi burst into tears and laughed wildly until he couldn't breathe, and then he gasped and went down the corner.

After sitting for a while, he suddenly sat there with his head in his hands like a wronged child, "woo" and cried, muttering: "You don't know, you don't know anything." Woo~~~, you beat me, you actually beat me, anyone in this world can beat me, but you can't beat me, woo~~~~ You don't know, I have only one of your relatives left in this world, but you actually hugged another man's arms for those things, woo woo~~~~~~~"

It's been decades, and in the end, Taiyi still hasn't forgotten this woman.

If the 'hope' aboriginal disciples who were too easy to collect in their previous lives were here, they would definitely understand why this master, whom they feared and admired, had such a strange temper, why they sometimes cried and laughed, why they beat them hysterically and continuously, and most terrifyingly, they even burned their magic like crazy sometimes, and played "*" masochism、、、、、、

"How can this be, how can it be like this、、、、、 Su Xiaofei sat on the ground sluggishly: "Am I wrong?" Am I really wrong? ”

"No, it's not like this, Xiaoyi, you listen to my explanation," Su Xiaofei suddenly got up from the ground, threw herself on Taiyi's body and cried: "Xiaoyi, you listen to my explanation, it's not what you think, it's really not what you think." And these things, why don't you never tell me, why don't you tell me, is your wound still painful? Look, it's bleeding, it's bleeding, quick, get to the hospital、、、、、、 I really don't know, forgive me, forgive me, okay? ”

Holding Taiyi's head tightly, Su Xiaofei said eagerly: "I have never betrayed you, I, I swear, I have never betrayed you, you must believe me, although I am working hard for my ideals and pursuits, but I really have not betrayed you, let alone betrayed you, woo~~~~~ really, leaving you, I am really for your good, you, you have to believe me." ”

"Get out!"

Hearing that this woman was good for him one by one, Taiyi pushed Su Xiaofei away from the body, and thought of the tall, handsome, and rich man next to this woman in his previous life, Taiyi's eyes were red and almost dripping blood, and he dragged up the woman on the ground, opened the door and went out directly from the door like discarding a piece of garbage: "Get out, you get out of me!" You're still lying to me, you've been lying to me all along. You me off, never come back. Get lost! Get lost! Get lost! ”

In the last few sounds, Taiyi almost roared.

"Bang!"

After slamming the door with all his strength, Taiyi seemed to have exhausted the last bit of strength in his body, and sat down slowly against the door with his body, trembling all over, wanting to cry loudly, but he tried hard not to make even a trace of sound.

Just sit there, listening to the sound of doors and cries outside, crying silently, until finally I fall asleep unconsciously!

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(Well, don't be too surprised, the protagonist was emotionally frustrated in his previous life, and finally chose to escape, becoming a magician with a quirky surname who knows about masochism and studying magic all day long.) and the last ten years, I spent it hiding in the deep mountains and old forests. Now that I can do it all over again, of course, I have to vent the grievances and grievances of my previous life, right?

and this Su Xiaofei has a lot of roles in the back, so I wrote so much.

In addition, I am talking about the fact that the previous life that is often said in the book has gone through decades, but in fact, it is only the time in the game, not reality. As for why I say that, this is going to talk about why this game exists and why it is called "Hope" and the setting of this book, so I won't explain much here, but you will know it by reading it slowly.

Solve the real thing.,The next chapter is going to start the game.,Although because of the game setting.,The protagonist is destined to have no bugs and tips and tricks in the book of rebirth with other games.,Strategies can be used.,But the things that the protagonist has mastered.,It's going to make you look very cool.。

Finally, I have the cheekiness to ask everyone for a collection, although the number of words is still very small, but I can open the only collection in the author's background, let me see it, my heart is really cool, wow!

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