I walked alone in the dark, damp woods, with no direction, no purpose, I didn't know where I was supposed to go, and I didn't know where I was going.

It seemed to have just rained in the woods, the ground was a little slippery and a little muddy, I walked in one direction with one foot deep and one foot shallow, the smell of earth and grass all around me made my nose a little uncomfortable, I didn't like the smell, even though I used to like the freshness of nature, but now, these smells make me very uncomfortable.

"Whoa!"

I fell again, the stiffness of my muscles made it difficult for me to control the rhythm of my walking, a broken branch made me fall hard, very annoyed, I wanted to yell a few times, but the sound coming from my throat would make my throat feel dry, so I held back, I just slapped the branch that tripped me a few times.

After venting, it's time for me to get back on my way, and although I don't know where I'm going, I have to go because that's how I feel like I'm alive.

Even if the word "living" should be added to the middle of the word "dead".

That's right, I'm dead, my flesh rotting, my blood is solidifying, but I'm alive, I can walk, I can roar, I have thoughts, I have feelings.

I don't know if this is a dream or reality, if it is, why is everything so clear, the gloomy sky, as if enchanted, the whole thing is a gray-black swirling cloud; Large patches of dead trees, not a little lifeless, oh no, there should be a little, but only a little, these trees seem to be sick, I don't know what disease they have, but it's heavy; The wet gray grass against the ground, to say that the grass is the most tenacious creature, I have no objection at all, you see, the trees are dying, but these grasses grow very well, although the color is a little wrong, but at least they are alive and well......

These are things that I can really feel, not a bit of the illusion that I dream, and I'm pretty sure that's what it's real.

But if this is true, then how can I explain my current state?

I don't have to breathe, yes, I've tried so many times, I can close my mouth and nose and walk for tens of meters without inhaling a single bit of air, it's not a fantasy because I have also breathed and I sometimes take a few breaths of fresh air, although it makes me very uncomfortable, but I think I should have been breathing air all the time "before".

So, I can clearly distinguish between breathing and not breathing, and now, I can breathe and I can ...... Don't breathe.

Also, my current state, which is also the most frustrating thing for me, my body is emitting a rotten stench all the time, this stench is so bad, and it is still with me, I can't get rid of it at all, which is why I "sometimes take a few breaths of fresh air", I am deliberately avoiding this smell.

If it just stinks, I may not be in such a bad mood, because the stinky may be that I haven't taken a shower for a long time, or I have simply fallen into a, but these things that I used to hate are what I want now.

Oh damn it, this abominable repellent came out of my left chest again, white and tender, slippery, and disgusting, and I stretched out my left hand and slowly approached it, and when the gap between my index finger and thumb was less than two centimeters away from it, it was still shaking its head stupidly, not noticing the danger at all.

This made me a little excited because I had never been so close to it with my fingers before.

This was the first time, I was nervous, I didn't have to breathe, I took a soft breath, I don't know why I took this breath, maybe it was because of habit - I used to breathe all the time, especially when I was nervous, I had to take a few breaths of air.

The fingers were getting closer and closer to it, but because I inhaled that breath, he became alert, and its body began to harden, and the two small tentacles on the top of its head swayed slightly, as if it had sensed that danger was coming.

I can't wait any longer, and if I wait, maybe the end will be the same as the previous times, and when I was about to grab it, it shrank into my flesh again.

A fresh breeze was blowing, cool, and very comfortable, and I felt like I didn't know when my necrotic body had become a little bit of life, and it made me excited.

And this white and fat maggot seems to be attracted by this breeze, I think this is how it should be, even my necrotic body feels comfortable, and its life-like body, which makes me jealous to death, must also feel comfortable.

It was at this moment, as it was distracted, that my fingers were grabbing at it at great speed.

The distance of less than two centimeters was too short, and just as it was about to react, my fingers were already gripping its fat head.

Finally, I caught the maggot lurking in my chest, but it was still quite tenacious, and I caught it, and it actually wanted to retract again.

It's absolutely impossible! I let out a loud roar in my heart, and my fingers slammed into my chest, almost reaching into the flesh several centimeters deep, but I felt no pain, only excitement, because I put my fingers into its body, not just its fat head.

It's time, you damn parasitic maggot, and I'm going to put an end to your humble life.

I pulled my fingers out, and the fat white maggot was finally completely pulled out of my chest, and I spat hard at it, then slammed it to the ground, and finally stretched out my foot, stepped on it hard, and turned it back and forth, until it became a puddle of rotten meat, rotten meat worse than the rotten flesh on my body, and I let it go.

At this time, I had to look at the **** that came out of it, and sure enough, this small hole did not condense, but a stream of white pus flowed out of it.

The pus smelled worse than the carrion on my body, and all of a sudden, my little liver, which had been so excited by the victory over a maggot, had lost its strength again.

Forget it, not to mention this maggot, and the little hole it sprang out, now let's move on to my body.

Judging from the maggot before, everyone should know that I am now a carrion, if you don't know, then I will despise you, because maggots do not live in fresh meat, this is common sense.

A body of carrion, smelling incredible, and because of this carrion, my body is very stiff, and I walk swaying, and I feel that I must be very much like the zombie in the American blockbuster now, eh...... It should be.

My heart, which I had touched, was not beating, my stomach and intestines did not seem to move, the blood was no longer flowing, I was dead, I was completely dead, but I could walk and think.

So is this a dream, or is it reality?

I couldn't tell, I just knew that I had to be careful when I walked through the pine woods, because the carrion on my body was not strong, but rather rather unreliable, like the one I had just fallen, and another piece of flesh fell from my buttocks.

Luckily, I was wearing clothes, and although they were tattered, they could at least hold a little bit of it, like the piece of meat that had fallen off my ass, and now it was in my pant leg.

I now regret that I threw away my shirt when I crawled out of the cemetery, and if it was still there, I think the piece of flesh that covers my stomach would have been put back in place, but the reality is not, I have to be careful that my intestines don't fall out because of my carelessness, and if that happens, I'll be in a worse mood.

It's strange that I'm like this, but I don't have the slightest fear, eh...... It's like a dream.

In my dreams, even if the environment is dark and terrifying, when I encounter dark and terrifying ghosts, I will not feel the slightest sense of fear, on the contrary, I will rush up and fight them, and only when I wake up will I be afraid (this is the author's own personal experience).

But it didn't feel like a dream, because the scene in the dream was not so clear, it was a very vague, and the scene flickered quickly.

There is no road in this wood, and I am the only pedestrian, so there is no such thing as a road in the world, and only if you walk too much, you will form a road, and I think that in a few hours, the traces I left behind will disappear completely.

Walking alone in the gray woods, I walked very carefully, I was not afraid of any ghosts, nor was I afraid of ghosts and mountain spirits, because I was one of them, maybe not as advanced as them, but definitely more disgusting than them.

As we walked, a small clearing appeared in front of me, surrounded by a circle of dead trees and low shrubs, and in the middle of the clearing, there sat a living dead man who looked like he was also dead.

This is the first time I've seen "the same kind", I don't know if she's as "kind" as me, but I should go up and say hello to her, after all, it's a girl!

She has long brownish-gray hair, and her hair looks like it has been washed, unlike my hair that looks like a chicken nest, she is also very beautiful, with a melon seed face, a pretty nose, and a cherry mouth, but her skin is a little bad, not the white and tender I like, but blue-gray, but then I was relieved, dead people, where is the light and white skin of the living.

As time went on, I got closer and closer to the clearing, and to the woman.

As I got closer, I was once again struck by the delicate look of her face, and I swore that I had never seen such a beautiful woman before, and even though she was dead now, she was ten thousand times more beautiful than those star models.

And, to my greatest surprise, her exposed skin was not rotten or broken at all, just a little blue and black.

Slowly, I walked to the entrance of the clearing, which was actually just a path with not many low trees.

As I got closer, I felt my necrotic heart start to be full of power again, "plopping" and beating, what should I say to her? "Hello, beauty!" Or "It's a pleasure to see you!" ”？

Oh cake seller, she stood up, she actually came towards me, is she also because she is too lonely, so she also wants to say hello to me? Anyway, it's better to have company than to be alone.

But why was there a hint of disgust and contempt in her grey eyes? Is she disgusting me? That's right, the stench on my body is disgusting even to me, let alone this beautiful beauty who is not human.

I began to feel inferior, but the more I felt inferior, the more arrogant I became, and I couldn't bow my head in front of a beautiful woman.

She and I were both walking on the clearing, and we walked opposite each other.

Finally, I got together with her, and when I got closer, I hadn't smelled the stench on her body, it seemed that she was really preferential, and there was no carrion on her body, and it hadn't changed yet.

I looked at her and didn't back down, she looked at me and didn't back down, but just as we were about to collide, she stretched out her graceful hand and with a gentle wave, like a fly, pushed me aside.

The stiff muscles made me have no time to react, almost as soon as she touched me, I was pushed to the ground by her, and suddenly, I felt very aggrieved, why, you can bully people at will if you are beautiful? If you're pretty, you can push me?

I fell on the road and couldn't get up for a while, but she didn't apologize at all, but pushed me with her foot to the side of the road with a look of disgust, maybe I was really in her way.

I can understand that you don't want to say hello to me, I can understand that you dislike the smell of me, and you want to avoid me, and I can understand it when you walk out of this path.

But can't you say a word? Instead of saying, "Please get out of the way," just "Get out of the way."

Why do you have to push me away mercilessly?

I was a little angry for a moment and said, "Hello, please don't push me." ”

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