In the past, Yu Luosheng always felt that the schizophrenia described in the movie was somewhat absurd. ( ’)

But when you do have this problem, it's clear that it's not alarmist.

The ultimate in numb hallucinations is that there will be another voice in your head, and every time this voice appears, it is a headache, and you want to tear your brain in half, and then completely eliminate that noise.

At the beginning, it was this devil who let go of him, so that he fell into this kind of pain and couldn't extricate himself, and now what kind of consequences it will be if he lets it go again, Yu Luosheng can't imagine at all.

Motherfucker, shut up Lao Tzu

There was a roar in my heart, and my mind was finally clarified.

However, I vaguely heard the guy's disdainful ridicule. Laugh at yourself, without him, it is impossible to win this game.

Yu Luosheng also smiled.

He admits that he was once completely addicted to e-sports and gave this inner devil enough nutrients to grow, just like a phobia, the more he avoided, the more he feared, and it magnified infinitely as he grew older......

But after so many trials, there are so many people you care about by your side, you have experienced life and death, you have experienced failure, despair, joy, crying, and madness, do you really need to disguise another "infinitely powerful" and "expressionless" self?

Is this demon himself nothing more than his own self who uses mental hypnosis to forcibly filter out the contradictions of the family, the pressure of the competition, and the oppression of the enemy?

In fact, he can do it, even if he cares about the glory of his family teammates. [Fast update, refreshing website pages, few ads, I like this kind of website the most, be sure to praise]

Relying on hypnotizing oneself to make oneself appear in a perfect state, one's own behavior is still self-deception.

What should be endured, what should be accepted, open your chest to meet, whether it is bitter or sweet, whether it is sad and painful, it is good to cry with joy, when you put aside the atmosphere of fear you have created for yourself, and bravely take the most difficult step, then all this is not as terrible as you imagined.

This is true for family, career, friends, lovers, and yourself......

In the lounge, it was so quiet that only the sound of everyone's breathing was there.

Yu Luosheng's eyes went from confused, from longing, from unwilling, from arrogant, to clear, calm, relieved, and calm.

This process, for many people at the peak of e-sports, is a nirvana.

What League of Legends tells us is not how powerful your own skills are to win a thousand miles to save the world, but to reflect on yourself, tolerate your teammates, sacrifice for the team, and think calmly about the overall situation

Yu Luosheng is very glad that he has invested his youth in such an incomparably excellent competition, and he sharpens everyone's heart.

After calming down, after extinguishing the noisy voice in his head, Yu Luosheng understood how he should face this game.

My teammates.

Obviously, each of them is struggling with their minds as much as they are doing.

Their eyes are still full of fighting spirit, but they have too much unwillingness like their earliest selves, especially Zhao Tinghua and Da Luo......

No one can help them, and they need to get out of the psychological pressure they have created first

"You've always been the calmest person." Yu Luosheng sat next to him in a shallow dream of drinking tea in a thermos flask, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Yu Luosheng felt that he had experienced a battle, and the inner ideological struggle could be filmed into a big battle between Journey to the West between Sun Wukong and the six-eared macaque, thinking that everyone was as difficult as himself, but obviously he also ignored a special race.

"You're in good shape." Asa Meng didn't answer, just Yu Luosheng's eyes.

"Can you do this?" Yu Luosheng was very surprised.

Could it be true and what is said in the fantasy, after eliminating the demons in the heart, the whole person will be reborn with a magical aura, as if he has been reborn, and his body exudes a very high Buddha light?

"I studied psychology at Fudan." Asa Meng replied lightly.

"......" The expression on Yu Luosheng's face suddenly became richer.

No wonder, no wonder many times I always feel that this woman's pale eyes hide a demonic light that can be used to think in her heart at a glance, it turns out that this product is an expert in this area......

I've heard countless rumors of genius powers before, and this kind of thing is often out of reach, who knows that there is one in front of you.

With the highest level of esports art, and abusing professional players like abusing bronze players, they are proficient in computers, and they invade the French transportation system as if they were playing, and Nima finally tells herself that she majored in psychology in college

Can we still be friends?

Why did this kind of open-minded existence come to their group of people who even had a little difficulty passing the exam.

"You've always known my condition?" Yu Luosheng asked in a low voice.

Some things are very insignificant, especially when you know that you are really mentally ill.

"I can guess." Asa Meng raised his head Luo Sheng.

Yu Luosheng could feel the sentence in his eyes: If you are sick, you have to be cured

"Okay, doctor, am I serious?" Yu Luosheng was only a psychiatrist in the UK, and this situation did not appear after he retired, which can be regarded as self-treatment.

"It's normal for everyone to have it to a greater or lesser extent, but during the Olympics, the intensity of your training is really too great, especially for you...... It's time to mediate. Asa Meng said.

"I know I'm going to give myself a vacation after this fight." Yu Luosheng nodded.

"Let's go on a trip." Asa Meng said.

"We've flown quite a few countries."

Light Dream glared at Yu Luosheng.

This product is lazy and homely, and it's really a guy who doesn't know how to spend millions of dollars.

When the two whispered, Lin Dong on the side accidentally heard a few words.

At first, Lin Dong thought that the two were discussing ways to deal with Zeus and Qinglong, but Yu Luosheng's sentence "You can go to Sichuan to eat a lot", which suddenly made the nervous Lin Dong feel bad

Nima, the game is not over yet, can you two talk about something serious, the whole country is looking forward to your next performance, but you are here to discuss the honeymoon, how big is this

Do you want to win, the opponents are Zeus and Qinglong, not Han Palmzhi and Stinger

(This is the second chapter, and the third chapter should be released later, so let's wait until tomorrow.)