An Yinong is not in a hurry if he does not move, but the organization is in a hurry, and the above has already begun to urge, so Qiu Gang asked to meet with An Yinong. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

This time it has been a little long since they last met, and this time the two of them chose Sun Xiaolong directly because the things they wanted to talk about were very confidential.

Sun Xiaolong will be responsible for safety, there will be no problems, An Yinong and Qiu Gang meet.

When Qiu Gang saw An Yinong again, his face was a little not good-looking, and he asked An Yinong: "What have you done in the past ten days?" ”

"I'm looking for an opportunity, but I haven't been able to find any news, so I can't act." Ainon explained.

"Didn't you tell me last time that there was news about this time in the archives of No. 76?" Qiu Gang asked.

"But I'm worried that it's fake, it's a trap for the enemy, so I thought I'd take a closer look." An Yinong looked at Qiu Gang and said.

Qiu Gang looked at An Yinong, he stood up and walked two steps, then suddenly raised his head and asked An Yinong, "Are you afraid?" ”

"What am I afraid of?" An Yinong asked.

"What do you say you're afraid of, you're afraid that you will make a mistake in judgment this time, and then let some comrades die because of it, just like the five comrades last time, isn't it?" Qiu Gang propped his hands on the table and asked An Yinong.

An Yinong's eyes lowered and said: "I just learned the lesson from the last time, I don't want to have a second situation, I'm just careful." ”

Be careful?

Qiu Gang knew very well in his heart that being careful and being afraid are two different things, if he doesn't act for five days, Qiu Gang can say that An Yinong is careful.

But now it's been ten days, and An Yinong still doesn't act, which can't be regarded as careful.

Qiu Gang felt that the last incident had left some psychological shadows on An Yinong, and now An Yinong was afraid that he would make a mistake in judgment.

So the result is that they don't dare to judge, Qiu Gang knows very well in his heart that it is impossible for them to grasp too clear information about many things.

They need to judge a lot of things, but An Yinong seems to have lost the ability to judge because of the last incident.

It seems that An Yinong seems to be very careful, for everyone's safety, but Qiu Gang understands in his heart that deep in An Yinong's heart, he is actually blaming himself for that incident, and he still hasn't completely come out.

The impact of this kind of psychology is subtle, and An Yinong may not have felt it himself, but Qiu Gang has already seen it.

Qiu Gang also knew that the news in No. 76 might be fake and a bait.

But you don't act?

It is impossible not to act, this time the task is a joint operation, and they have no way out.

It's been ten days now, and they don't have any news anywhere else, except for No. 76.

So now, even if you know that there are tigers in the mountains, you give me a bias towards the tigers, this is not stupid, nor is it arbitrary, but you must make such a decision, this is your duty.

When An Yinong stood still a few days ago, Qiu Gang didn't say anything, he felt that An Yinong was observing.

But after more than ten days, this can no longer be described as observation, Qiu Gang knows that An Yinong is afraid to make a decision.

Qiu Gang asked An Yinong: "If you are afraid, you are not worthy of sitting in this seat." ”

"I give an order, I don't know how many people will die, if I make a mistake in judgment, this is a trap for the enemy, you tell me, how can I explain to my dead brother?" An Yinong asked Qiu Gang.

The last time, An Yinong experienced a long mental struggle, so now he doesn't dare to take risks.

"This time the mission is very urgent, but it has dragged on for more than ten days, and now we have no other chance, maybe the enemy's observation group is already leaving Shanghai."

"At this time, it doesn't matter if this information is true or false. You have to find out what is false, even if it's fake, you have to try it, you know? Qiu Gang shouted at An Yinong, he felt that An Yinong's performance this time was really bad.

An Yinong said: "Why give it a try? ”

"Because no one can be 100% sure, even if you think 99% is false in your heart, only 1% is not sure, at the last moment, you have to make a decision whether you understand or not, at the last moment." Qiu Gang didn't sit down angrily.

Seeing that An Yinong didn't speak, Qiu Gang said: "I know that you haven't let go of your heart because of the last incident. But you have to let go, and you have to continue to suffer like this. ”

"Because the last mistake is just the beginning, not the end, and there will be more like this waiting for you in the future, do you understand?"

Qiu Gang just wants to tell An Yinong, your position is so cruel, you think that is just the end of you, no, that is exactly your beginning.

GrowthYou have grown, and you have learned the lessons, but that doesn't mean you can avoid it.

"Why, can't we make sure it's foolproof?" An Yinong asked Qiu Gang.

"Foolproof?"

"You are living in a dream, how can you be foolproof, who dares to say that you can be foolproof." Qiu Gang said.

"You've only made one mistake, do you know how many times I've made mistakes?"

"Do you know how many comrades have died because of my orders?"

"If I'm like you, if I encounter something like this once, I'll be timid, and I won't dare to give orders in the future."

"Fighter delays, intelligence deviations, do you know how many people will be killed?" Qiu Gang shouted at An Yinong in one breath, and An Yinong felt that Qiu Gang's saliva was flying in front of him.

But An Yinong opened his mouth, a little speechless, and finally An Yinong looked down at the table and said, "Okay, I admit that I am very entangled in my heart, and I can't make a decision." ”

"You can't get down, why should I come?" Qiu Gang shouted.

"It's not my first time anyway, so it doesn't matter how many times I come again, does it?" Qiu Gang asked An Yinong.

"That's not what I meant." An Yinong explained.

Qiu Gang slapped the table and said: "I don't care what you mean now, you have to overcome your psychological barriers, Lao Tzu is not a psychiatrist, and he has no time to counsel you now, just one sentence, stand up like a man for Lao Tzu." ”

"What if someone dies this time?" An Yinong asked Qiu Gang.

"If you die, you will remember, take revenge on them, let the Japanese get out of China, and let their children and parents live a good life."

"Our heads are also pinned to the waistband of our trousers, we will die at any time, we don't want anyone to die, but war is cruel, not a game."

"I know you're not used to it now, but you have to get used to it, or you don't deserve to sit in this position."

Qiu Gang didn't have the time to counsel An Yinong's psychology, in Qiu Gang's opinion, at this time, An Yinong had to die and come back to life.

"I ......"

"What are you, do you know that your cowardice has been delayed for a lot of time?" Qiu Gang interrupted An Yinong and said.

An Yinong lowered his head, he shook his head, he could only shake his head now.

He just didn't want more people to die, more people to die because of his command.

But Qiu Gang is right, if it is a few days, it can be said that he is careful, but it has been more than ten days, and he has not taken any action.

If you have other clues, you can ignore the clues of number 76, but you don't.

Then you can only start from No. 76, if you don't start, then things may really be delayed by yourself.

"You have to get over it." Qiu Gang finally said a word and sat on the stool, because Qiu Gang remembered those who died because of himself.

At the beginning, Qiu Gang was also very self-blaming, and his psychology was affected for a long time, and once Qiu Gang delayed the organization's intelligence because of his cowardice.

That time, the organization suffered heavy losses, because without Qiu Gang's intelligence, the organization could only use suicidal methods to obtain information.

Before and after, more than a dozen comrades died before they got the information.

At that time, Qiu just knew that he was wrong, and he was really wrong.

I'm just making excuses for my cowardice, just like the current An Yinong, you can be careful, you can be cautious, but you can't be afraid.

You are afraid, then everything is over, Qiu Gang sat opposite An Yinong, looking at An Yinong.

An Yinong raised his head, took a deep breath and said, "I understand." ”

"What do you understand?" Qiu Gang asked.

"The big picture counts." An Yi said with a wry smile.

The overall situation is important, and four words feel like a thousand pounds, and four words may sacrifice a lot of people.

Seeing An Yinong say these four words, Qiu Gang knew that An Yinong really understood.

Because a lot of times, for the sake of the big picture, you have to sacrifice your closest people, and you can't do anything about it.

That kind of pain, Qiu Gang has experienced, everything is for the overall situation.

An Yinon may make a mistake in judgment and may kill the person on the mission, but for the sake of the overall situation, he must bear these psychological pressures.

Then for the sake of the overall situation, those comrades who carry out the task have to pay the price of their lives.

It's not fair, but it's hard to say who is right and who's wrong, no one is wrong, it's just that the living people will feel more uncomfortable, let alone taste.

But those who die will not even have a chance to feel uncomfortable.

Qiu Gang said to An Yinong: "I hope you can stand up from today instead of kneeling." ”

"I understand, I'll give the order to get started." An Yinong gritted his teeth and said.

He knows that this is what he has to go through, that he has to overcome it, and that sometimes cruelty is not only brought to you by the enemy, but also by yourself.

This was unavoidable, Qiu Gang took one last look at An Yinong and left, he hoped that An Yinong could stand up.

Otherwise, even if there is Fu Changsheng's last words, Qiu Gang will replace An Yinong, because An Yinong is not suitable for this position.

This position is not to say that you can't have feelings, you can have feelings, but you have to keep your sanity, and your almost cold-blooded heart. (To be continued.) )